Bad boy love

Part48

"You deserve someone who loves you with every beat of his heart. Cause our dog died...like our love," he said. Once again he broke me. How could the person you love keep breaking you repeatedly? "What are we gonna do from this point on?" "We are gonna go home," he said like nothing. "What???" "You are going home with me," he said. "After what you just said?! How can I go home with you like nothing just happened?!?!" "You are cause Ima love you goodbye," he told me. "What???" "Let's just say I'm gonna make love to you one last time," he said. "I don't know if I want to," I spoke the truth. "RILEY???" "Max?" "I heard yelling and thoughts came to mind..." "Who's that?" Harry asked me. "Who's that?" Max asked me. "He was someone I loved," I told Max. "And he's someone I will love," I told Harry. Harry closed his fist tight.

He can't possibly get mad because he said I needed to find someone who will love, cuddle, protect, and walk my dog (my love). "Ms. Hamilton, I don't want to interrupt this but you can get ready and leave if you'd like," my nurse said. "Max do you think you can take me to Harry's house and take my stuff to my house," I asked Max. "WHAT!!! NO IMA TAKE YOU!!!" Harry said furious. "You are in no place to say what I can do no more, you can't command me anymore," I told him and walked out.

Max followed me out of Harry's room. "I'll be glad to take you. You can crash at my house if you'd like," he offered me. "I'll think about it but thanks," I told him. We walked to my room in silence. "Hey Riley I'm so sorry about Harry he doesn't know what he's doing? I don't even know myself but I know he's gonna regret letting you slip through his fingers again," Gemma ran after me. "I know he will," I whispered. "Don't give up on him. Promise me," she told me. "I will never give up on him. But what can I do, there's not so much you can do when they don't want help," I told her.

"Promise me?" "Promise," I said. "I'll wait for you out here so you can go get ready then we can go get your stuff from his house," Max told me. "Okay," I said and looked at Gemma. "I gotta go. Don't be come a stranger and don't break our promise," she said and hugged me goodbye. Was I really prepared to leave him again? This feels unreal but it's reality. Harry doesn't love me at least that's what he said. But did he really mean all that he said? His words repeat in my head over and over, again.

Love me goodbye? What does that mean? That he'd make love to me before departing? My thoughts were interrupted by a grip on my arm. Hoping the grip is from the man I love, I turn and slowly my hope faded. "Riley? Are you alright?" Max looks at me with a concerned look. "Yes," I lie. "You don't have to lie to me," he tells me. I look at him and before I know it tears are cascading down my cheeks. "Riley," he says and pulls me into a tight hug.

His warm hug and scent of Calvin Klein's cologne line makes me feel much better. "He's not worth your tears," he says and I cry more. How many times have they told me this? It feels like yesterday we were on a date running through the park. But that isn't us no more. It's not us no more it's just him and me. "Max?" "Yeah?" "Can you do me a favor and carry me to my room? I don't think I can walk like this," I ask still in his arms. "Yeah I'd love to," he says and picks me up.

Harry's P.O.V:
The why that guy Max came in after Riley makes my blood boil. "He's someone I will love." Her words replay like a broken record player. She couldn't possibly love someone other than me can she? We'll get back together right? I need to see her one last time. And tell her what? You love her? Cause you just told her your "dog" died my subconscious tells me. He is right what am I gonna tell her? I don't fucken care all I know I got see her I'll think of something then. I walk out of my room to find my nurse. "Excuse me can I be told of Riley Lee Hayes room?" "Of course it's down this hall to the right then left and room B22," a random nurse tells me. "Thank you," I say and head my way to her room. Did I really say those things? Yes you did. Fuck you. I fight with my subconscious. Am I really crazy? You barely notice. "Shut the fuck up!!!!" Oh...shit I just screamed that out loud.  I take a right and then a left just like the nurse said. I scan for B22.