Bad boy love

part29

"What do you want me to do? Leave," I ask Harry. "Yeah that's exactly what I said," he says quietly. "Harry how can I leave when we made it this far," I tell him. He goes to me and places his hands on my shoulder. "DIDN'T YOU HEAR ANYTHING I SAID!! LEAVE NOW AND DON'T EVER COME BACK!! It's for your own good," he yells and then mummers to me. Tries fall down my cheeks, he looks at me with sadness but once he blinks I see pure darkness in him. "Okay. But know this once I step out of your house there is No turning back and I will have given up on you already, " I tell him grabbing my clothes. I'm at the door and I turn around to see him facing the wall.

I open the door to the hall and close it behind me. I walk down the hall and pass the kitchen. I look at them with tears down my cheeks. "Do you want me to drive you it's dark outside someone can kidnap you," Gemma says to me. "That would be nice of you," I tell her. "Okay let's go," she says grabbing her keys. "It was nice to seeing all of you guys one last time and meeting y'all, " I tell them. Ms. Styles comes up to me and hugs me. "He has lost something dear to him and I see in your eyes you've already gave up," she whispered in my ear and I felt tears fall on the shirt. She was crying as well as I was because she spoke the truth.

"It was nice meeting you," Niall says and hugs me next. Out the corner of my eye I see Harry leaning on the wall. "I'm leaving," I say to him. "Then leave because I don't see you gone," he says. "Harry," his mom scolds at him. "It's Okay he can tell me anything but it will not change my love for him," I say and Niall stops hugging me. "Come on Riley let's go," Gemma says looking at Harry with disappointment. Gemma gets out first, my hand is holding the door, I look back at him but he's nowhere, and I walk out of his house. "It's to late now to turn back Harry," I whisper it.

I enter the car that has been started already and Gemma pulls it out of the driveway. "So what happened," she asked. "I actually don't know. At one point he wanted us to do it and than your mom talks about Ryan and he yells at me," I tell her back. "So this is my fault I'm so sorry," she tells me. "No it's not I guess this helped my see the way he is," I say sobbing. "He is not like this and he was never like this. I see how much he's trying to change for you but something pulls him back to darkness," she says to me. "Maybe that's why I saw sadness in his eyes but once he blinked his eyes were full of darkness," I tell and ask her. "Yeah it's like he shuts down his humanity, " she says.

I stay quiet and she speaks, "He always does that so he doesn't feel emotions. He taught himself that when he was 10 and I guess he's gotten better at it." She makes a right turn entering my street and I see my house from far away. "Gemma how do you know where I live," I ask her as she pulled in my driveway. "Who did you think brought him here the day your friends came," she says. "Zayn, " I tell her. "Great. Well I guess this is the last time I see you," she says with sadness. "Yeah I guess so," I say crying. "It was nice knowing you," she says and hugs me. "Me as well, " I say. "Will you still be my bridesmaid of honor," she asks me. "Of course I will," I gave her a small smile and get out of the car. "Thanks," I say waving at her. "Take care," she yells as she pulls away.

So I guess this is where I break down and I do. Why does he do this to me? I love him so much can't he see I'm happy with him. But I guess this is for my best. I fall to my knees and that's all I remembered.......

"Riley! Sweetie!!" What's happening? Where am I? What happened? My eyes flicker open and shut. Where am I headed? "Riley honey please stay," I hear my mom yelling.....

~Beep, beep, beep, beep~

I open my eyes to see my mom on my right and my friends on my left. I open my mouth but nothing comes out. They look at me and my mom tears up of joy. I start opening my mouth but nothing comes out, I hold my throat and look at them. "You can't speak," my mom says. "Once you were home you yelled, screamed, shouted outside and I guess you voice cracked. It's just for a while you'll speak again just get some rest," she said crying. I don't remember anything was I so upset of Harry that I shouted my pain without knowing. "Hello Riley your awake great. Your voice cracked that's Okay because it'll come back. You just have to drink juice and not talk at all. The great news is you can eat ice cream all you want. That will help in your situation but if that doesn't work out than you'll need a tonsil surgery," it was the same doctor that helped me with my bloody knuckles.

"How much will the surgery cost," my mom asked him. "It depends but mostly 2,000 dollars," he said. I looked at my mom and saw here shocked. "Okay thanks, " she whispered. "Hope you feel better," he said and smiled at me. "It's Okay sweetie. We have the money but you might not go to college," she said crying and walked out of the room. I looked at Victoria and Erika and I started crying my moans were silent. "Don't cry my parents love ya and I'm sure my dad will operate you or at least pitch in," Victoria tells me soothing my hair. "There, there we're here for you," Erika tells me.

Where's Harry at? Where is he? I cried more hearing his name in my mind. "Hello doctor um do you know where I can find Riley Lee Hayes Hamilton," I heard my name. "Thanks," someone said. "Riley!" I looked up from the pillow I been crying on to see Harry at the door. He looks at me and I see tries fall down his cheeks. "Riley what's wrong tell me," he says but I can't. I cry more because I can't tell him anything not even that I love him. "She can't," Victoria says. "What," he asks her. "Her voice cracked," Erika says. "What do you mean," he says confused. "She was yelling, screaming,and shouting her pain that you caused her. We ran to her outside, when we did she had fallen to the ground out of breath with almost dried up tears on her cheeks," Erika tells him. "So she can't speak. Ever?" "No it's temporary. She has to drink juice, eat ice cream, and stay quiet but if that doesn't work she'll have to get operated on her tonsils which cost over 2,000 dollars, " Victoria says.

"I caused this," he said. I shook my head No and he saw me. "Yeah I did Riley. You see why I can't be with you," he says to me. I cry more, I shake my head no and put my hands as if I'm saying Please don't. "She needs you Harry don't walk away from her when she's in this situation, " Gemma comes in and tells him. "I'll bring more hurt and injuries to her if I stay," he tells her but looks at me. "Maybe you will but she needs you more now," she tells me. I need him.... "She's better off without me," he says and walks away. "Harry," Gemma says running after him. I unplug those things attached to me and go after him again.

I see him and Gemma arguing about me as I hear them. She looks at me, "You see she wants you to stay but your to blind to accept it." I'm walking to him, stumbling sometimes. I didn't know or think I was this weak and unstable. I'm half way to him when I start running to him. I get to him, I look up are him and hug him like a little girl hugging her daddy. He receives my hug and places his chin on my shoulder. "I love you," he says I feel tears drop on my shirt. I love you too. "I'm sorry I was running away from you. Thinking you were good without me. But if I never said that you wouldn't be here like this. I know your good with me know please forgive me," he says hugging me tighter. I nod my head yes as in I forgive him. He picks me up and takes me to my hospital room. On my way there I fall asleep in his arms.

He places me down and gets on the bed with me. I bury myself in his chest having my hands against his chest, as he hugs me and covers us ethics the blanket. "I love you Riley," he says and places his chin on my head after he kisses my cheek. I love you too Harry. That's when we fall fast asleep.