Bad boy love

part18

I was okay without Ryan in my life but not okay without Harry. It's been about a month when I went back to school without breaking down in public. Ryan has been gone ever since he found out I cheated. What if something bad happened to him? I looked at Harry but he wouldn't look at my direction. 2months have past and Christmas was around the corner. Maybe me and Harry should do something.

"Harry hold up," I said chasing after him. He turned around to face me and said, "What?" I backed away from him and said, "I'm so sorry for bothering you. I'm sorry. I'll just go." I turned around to walk away but his hand griped my arm and pulled me to him. He hugged me from behind and his chin placed itself on my shoulder.

"I'm so sorry. What were you going to ask me," he said kissing my neck. "Do you," came out of my mouth only. "Do I what," he said still kissing on my neck. I moved my neck to the side letting him suck my neck. "If you," came out of my mouth again because his neck kisses stopped me. "If I what," he said holding me tighter and kissing my neck. I moaned and my knees felt weak like if I was going to fall. But Harry noticed and held me tighter.

"If you'd like to do something with me on Christmas Eve, " I said leaning on his shoulder so he could kiss my neck more. "Sure baby," he said, leaving his grip on me and stopping his neck kisses. He turned me around to look at him and the only thing I said was, "Baby?" "Yeah," he said and kissed my lips goodbye. Then said, "See you in days babe," while walking away from me. He left me wanting more of his touch and that's exactly what he wanted to do.

I walked to the school gates to leave school grounds. People looked at me and then back to someone's back. A confused face was placed on my face until I saw that car and the person leaning on the car. He turned around like if he felt my presence. He took off his black glasses and looked at me. "Riley," he said to me. "Riley," I heard Harry say behind me. I turned around to see Harry than back to Ryan. Once again I was choosing between Harry and Ryan.

"Riley Oh how I have missed you so," Ryan said and came up to me. He pulled me by the waist to him and he placed my arms around his neck. I looked back at Harry and he was standing there looking at me. All I could think was what happened a few minutes ago with Harry and I. "Ryan I thought something bad happened to you," I said trying to shake the thoughts out of my mind.

"No I'm okay nothing bad happened to me. I'm fine now that I'm with you," he said and grabbed my ass. But then my mind filled up with anger for him making me feel worried about him for 3 months. I pushed him away from me and stepped away few feet. "No don't you dare sweet talk me. You left me for 3 months. Not telling me anything about you or where you were at. Even if you were okay," I screamed at him. His faced was confused but than his face flashed with anger.

"You should be okay with me being gone for 3 months. You cheated on me so we are even. Plus what you did put me through hell. Once I found out what the Fuck you did. With him," Ryan said pointing at Harry. Harry came up and pushed Ryan and said, "Don't you dare talk to her like that." "Of course he comes to your defense, "Ryan said. Then he spotted my cheek and said, "Riley look at what he did to you. To your face your beautiful face."

I covered my cheek because I know Harry feels bad about it. "It was an accident Ryan. And you know that," I told him still covering my cheek.  Ryan came up to me and took my hand off my cheek. "Riley he can do that to you again. He can't control his strength. He can hurt you again," he said holding my face in his hands. I looked away from Ryan and took his hands off of my face. I was about to say something but Harry said, "He's right. I can hurt you again. I don't want to again. Maybe I should give up on you and leave."

Harry turned around to walk away but I grabbed his hand, "Harry you didn't mean it I know it. I forgave you but you need to forgive yourself as well." He looked me in the eyes I saw fear, hurt, and sadness in him. He blinked and then I saw nothing but darkness in them. "Let go of me before I hurt you or do something that'll hurt you," he said through his teeth. I didn't want to let go of him and I wasn't planning to but Ryan pulls me away from Harry. I see Harry walking away out of my life which I wanted and needed him to stay.