Bad boy love

part15

Note: that is how I pictured her as Lily Collins .  By the way thank you for reading and voting shoot out to Miranda. Please keep on reading this book I'm writing about. Just wanted to say Thanks to all of you, I love all of you my readers ~love y'all Ruth

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The next day I woke up to a letter next to me. It was from Ryan saying he left early because he heard my mom coming in and that he got out through my balcony. "He didn't even write goodbye on the letter," I said. Then I spotted a beautiful rose that was perfectly white. "I guess I'm okay with this flower he gave me," I said and smelled the white rose.

I got out of bed and walked myself to my closet. "Mmm what do I wear today? Oh, I know what to wear," I told myself. Maybe I should stop talking to myself that's fucking creepy. Well at less not aloud where someone could here you? I got my favorite jacket that Ryan gave me and that smells so much like him, I love wearing his clothes. I put on red pants on, to match the black jacket hoodie, and put on my converses.

My hair was placed in a French braid and I got my stuff into my backpack and went out the door. The whether was starting to get colder. I still wonder what my mom was hiding from me. I still wanted to know what my mother didn't want me to know. But why? I'm going to ask John Luke about it.

I skipped school and went straight to his apartment to ask him questions. I hope I get answers from him at least. I got to his apartment in no time. I was nervous so much questions were building up in my mind. What am I going to say? I should be in school not here my mom said to forget it but no I can't. I raised my left hand and knocked on the door so loud for he could hear.

He opened the door and said, "Hey little Sis...  Why are you here? I mean what brings you here?" I stood there trying to see what to say? "Questions and answers Big brother," I said to him he stepped out of the door way letting me enter. "Hello, I'm John Luke's girlfriend Amy. You must be his little sister Riley. I have heard so much about you. John talks so much about you. Come in. Have a seat? Welcome to our apartment," a girl with short hair wearing my brother's clothes said.

Amy was so nice to me and I can't ever stop thinking that she is good for him. My brother left to his work once he told me everything. "Amy," I said. "Yeah sweetie," she said cooking us food as I sat on the bar chair. "Thanks for taking care of him, for 4 years," I said. She had an Australian accent, "It's nothing plus I thank God for his aunt sending him to Australia or else we would have never met." I told her,"He went to Australia? If you don't mind how was he like in high-school? How did you guys meet? What made you come to Seattle?" 

"Well Yeah he went to Australia. It doesn't mind me anyways. He was the new kid at school. He was sweet but had a mean side to him. Well doesn't everybody have a different side to them. He was so hot well he still is. We met because one of our teacher's partnered us up together for an assignment and the rest is we started hanging out, talking to each other for hours. Till he asked me to be his girlfriend. Senior year came around and he asked me to move here with him to look for you actually. But I couldn't then in Senior graduation, when he gave his speech he announced to me and in front of everybody if I'd like to marry him. And I said Yes so that's what brought me here with him," she said to me.

"How cute my brother proposed to you. Can I see your ring," I said and she showed me her ring. She gave me food and we talked more about John. We exchanged numbers and became quick friends. "Thanks a lot but I should get going," I said to her. "Yeah I should go as well I have to go to work. But it was nice to meet you," she said. "Me as well it was nice to meet you as well. Thanks for everything. Bye," I said and left.

So it turns out my mother never wanted my brother. So she moved him to my aunt from my dad's side. Because my dad loved him so he send him to NYC with my aunt Carrie. My dad visited him the day before 9/11 happened. He stayed there but then the next day 9/11 happened and he was called to go. So he had to go to the twin towers to help people and that is when he died. The twin towers collapsed on top of him. My mother thinks it's his fault so that is why my mother never mentions him. She hates him because she thinks it's his fault our dad is dead.

I was walking to my house and said to myself, "I still don't understand nothing but it makes a bit of sense. I still need to ask my mom her side of the story. Or ask my aunt Carrie instead of my mom. I doubt she'll tell me but aunt Carrie would." I looked up to the blue sky and said, "Dad it would be easier of you were here because I know you would of told me the truth at least."

I kept on walking and I saw a beautiful little girl with light brown hair made into two braids. She had a long sleeved pink shirt, brown plaid skirt, and a white scarf. She was running to her mother and shouted, "Mommy look at me. Look." I was dying inside because I will not be called mommy. Because I will never get to have a baby. I held in my tears because I was in public.

I checked my phone and I had 10 missed calls and 20 missed messages. Ryan's going to kill me. I called him. "Hey," I said in fear. "Where were you! Were you with Harry," he shouted at me. "No! I was with my brother and his girlfriend asking him questions. And don't you dare shout at me," I shouted back. People looked at me and I was embarrassed. "Don't lie to me Harry wasn't at school," he still shouted at me. "Don't speak to me like that ever! I think we need a break! Get yourself together before you ruin it more. Bye," I said and hung up on him. *Beep*