Bad boy love

part19

Back to Harry: I spotted her and her hand lifted to her face and I know she was crying. I had made the girl I love cry and I was mad at myself. She was about to cross the street and I was panicking what to do to stop her. I yelled from far away, "Riley!" She heard me because she had stopped where she was standing at. I ran to her and I hugged her from behind. We stayed there in silence I held her to me.

"Riley. I don't care if you don't love me back as much as I do. I don't care at all because I know I can make you love me as I love you. Please don't leave my life or my embrace because I don't know what would happen to me if you're not there with me. Riley I love you so much." I wanted to keep on saying things to make her come back to my house but I couldn't find the words anymore. She turned around to see my face and I saw her makeup coming down her cheeks. Her nose was a bright pink like if she had a cold.

My mom was right she was at the edge of never coming back into my life, just about to leave me. "You're broken Harry and I can't fix you," she said to me. "I know I am broken and you don't have to fix me. I'll fix myself. Please stay with me," I told her and my voice cracked. I was on the edge of breaking down. She looked at me because I knew she could tell. "Riley," I said about to continue my sentence when she hugs me tight.

"Harry I don't want you to ever give up on loving me. I want you to stay in my life as long as you can," she told me and I wrapped my arms around her back. She stayed in my embrace which felt like forever. She was so tiny compared to me, I was about 6'2 and she was 5'7 barely even reaching my chin still having both of her feet on the ground.

"Harry can you carry me back home," she asked me. But mine or hers so I asked, "mine?" "I don't care as long as you're there with me," she said. I picked her up and she wrapped her weak arms around my neck. I carried her into my house and I realized she fell asleep. "Harry is she okay," my mom asked me. "Yeah. She's just tried," I said and carried her into my room. I placed her onto my bed gently and covered her up. I looked at her peaceful sleeping.

I took a seat on my floor leaning my back on the side of my bed. I held my head on my hands and kept on replaying the part I saw her tears roll down her damaged and other cheek. I hurt her cheek and made her cry. I hit my head with the side of my bed. I looked at me ceiling and said, "God I love her so much. Why do I hurt her if I love her?" My eyes began to tear up and I felt a tiny hand go on my shoulder. I looked up and saw Riley. "Riley. I'm sorry if I woke you up," I told her and wiped my tears away but more slipped out of my eyes.

She wiped away my tears and I saw her sleepy mode on. "You don't hurt me," she said and got off my bed. She stood up in front of me and then she sat next to me. She grabbed my hand and held it into hers. Her head went to my shoulder and she said, "Harry. It's so hard for me to tell you how I feel. But I feel butterflies in me. When we are in school I die a bit inside if you don't look at me. I hunger your touch ever since we did it. I hunger for those lips of yours and your eyes on me. I want them to be on me only. When I see you talking to other girls I get so jealous. I love it when you hurt me because at least I'm getting hurt by some one I fancy so much. And it feels like we're an old couple. I never get tried of talking to you, looking at you, feeling your touch, I never get tried of you. And I know the day if you slip away from me will be the day that I'll feel it won't be the same. Harry ever since you were you and we walked for hours that day was the day I knew I would love you. Harry I love you and now I have the balls to say it instead of trying to make it come out or even saying it in my mind. I love you."

Tears rolled down her cheeks and I heard those 3 words I was dying to hear come out of her. I looked at her as she looked up at me. I bite my lips to stop my tears and she held my face in her hands. She looked at me and said, "Harry kiss me already. Don't let me hunger those lips of yours." I leaned down and kissed her lips as she told me to. I picked her up and sat her onto my lap. Still kissing her and our tongues meet for the first time. She wrapped her legs around my waist as her hands cupped my cheek. I held her tighter than I have ever held her. She bite my bottom lip and pulled it which made me moan. She smiled at my moan that came out.

I kissed her neck at the part where she goes mad for me. Her head went flying back and she moaned as I bite her earlobe. I kissed here neck feeling her throat go up and down. Her breathing increased and I knew what I was doing to her. Her face faced me and she smiled at me. "I love you," I said to her. "I know and I love you as well," she said and kissed my neck. My head went to the side as she kissed my neck and sucked as well.

That's when my mom comes in and says, "I made cookies." She opens her eyes and sees Riley on my lap. Riley jumps off of me and her face is fully red. "Oops I'm so sorry I'll knock next time," my mom says and leaves my room. "OMG how embarrassing, " Riley said. "It's okay. We weren't doing anything you were just on my lap," I said to comfort her, and stood up. "What if she came in when we were doing it Harry," she said worried. "But she didn't," I assured her. "She could of. What if she puts that into her head of me," she said worrying. "She won't okay. Here take off your clothes and wear my shirt," I told her. She took off her clothes and put my shirt over her undergarments. I couldn't keep my eyes off her.

My mind became full of dirty images of so many things I could do to her. But I shook them out,  I took off my clothes leaving me in my boxers. Her eyes were on me and I loved them. I grabbed her and hanged her over my shoulders. My shirt she was wearing went up and I saw her hot pink undies. She kicked her legs up in the air and said, "Harry put me down!" I threw her on my bed and jumped on her. She pulled me to her and kissed me. I laid back on my bed and she placed her head on my chest tracing my tattoos.

"When did you get your first tattoo," she asked me. "When I was 16,"I said to her. I saw her fingers tracing them still and I  loved her fingers on me. I stroked her hair and she was drifting to sleep once more. My hand went to her back and pulled her closer to me. Her right hand was on my chest and her head as well. I grabbed her hand with my left hand, while my right held her closer, and I held her hand into my left hand. "I love you," I told my sleeping girl and kissed her forehead. I heard her whisper, "I love you too Harry." I fell fast asleep still holding her in place. The nightmares turned into dreams of her and me and I loved them as much as I love her.