Bad boy love

part14

Note: the picture is Steven R. McQueen which is playing the role of John Luke Hayes Hamilton known as her brother.

Next day was Monday I straightened my hair to have a new look. I put on a crop top, along with a white cardigan, and my dark blue jeans. Placed my uggs over my feet I was in fall whether which I loved. I got to school and the boys there stared at me. They basically droll a lot and said to me, "bomb.com Riley. Hey Riley. Hey. Hey cutie can I get your digits. You look fucking pretty no sexy." I walked and blushed at their comments.

I sat at my seat which is in the back. Today was 9/11 a great lost to America and to me as well. But something was on my mind Ryan? Or Harry? Dad give me a sign please. "Hey... Can I sit next to you, Riley?" I heard Harry ask me and I figured he was the one my dad wants me with. "Sure," I said to him. He took the seat next to me and I was nervous. Was that the sign dad? Is Harry the guy I like? But I love the sex Ryan gives. We have history, like the baby thing. But then me and Harry can grow chemistry. I don't know. Dad I wish you were here with me? Stupid 9/11 why did it happen?

School was over earlier because it's 9/11 I guess. I went home and found my dad's picture out with an American flag and flowers as well. " Hey dad my day was okay. It's been 11 years now that 9/11 happened and your death as well. I miss you daddy," I said to picture once I passed it.

I think that is why my mom is how she is. I lost my dad at age 5. I didn't get to tell him that day, "be safe daddy love ya." I miss him so much, I got along more with my dad than my mom. That is why I'm the only child because my mom didn't want to have kids with any one else so she tied her vagina or something. I got dressed in black tights and a long black sleeved shirt along with my black and white converse. As well I put my hair into a messy bun.

I went out of my house to a flower store and an American flag store to by my dead father that. I walked to the army cemetery and spotted my dad's grave. I had my diary in my hands, as I placed the flowers and flag on his grave. I noticed that flowers and a flag was already there. "Did mom come and give you this?" I asked him like if he'd respond back to my question. My dad was the best army captain he went by the name of Robert Hayes Hamilton. I sat against another tome stone and opened my diary and started writing down my thoughts and secrets.

"Um.. why are you on my father's grave?" I stood up to say I'm sorry and saw that he placed flowers on "My Father's" grave. He was blonde with brown hazel eyes. He looked familiar but I didn't know from where. "Your father? He's my father," I said to him with a confused look on my face. "Riley Lee? Is that you?" The Man or boy said as if he knew me. He came up to me and hugged me tight but in a hug that the person getting hugged can't open their arms to receive it. "I haven't seen you since you were 5," he said still hugging me. "I'm so sorry but I don't remember you at all or know you as well," I said back to him.

"I'm your Big brother John. I'm 18 you were 5 when I was 6," he said and let go of me. Me and my brother got to know each other in 4 hours. He asked if our mom ever mentioned him at all but I said no. I wasn't going to lie to him that she does or did. I went home mad and I saw my mom in the kitchen. I walked over to her and said, " MOM!! WHY DID YOU NOT TELL ME I HAD A BIG BROTHER?" She looked at me confused and said,"What? What are you talking about?" I broke down to how she could act like she didn't know what I spoke about.

"Don't you dare.. act like you don't know what the hell I'm talking about," I screamed at her. She didn't face me when she said, "Yes, you do have a brother name John Luke Hayes Hamilton he's 18." "Why didn't I grow up with him? Why didn't you and dad ever tell me? Why did you hide this from me for 12 years? Why doesn't he live with us," I asked her so many questions. I needed a response or answers at least that's how much she owes me.

"We will not discuss about the past. Plus that is something you shouldn't know about. So drop it and forget it," she screamed at me. "BUT WHY? ANSWER ME!" I screamed at her so hard. "I SAID DROP IT AND FORGET IT AND THAT'S THE FINAL WORD IS THAT CLEAR OR DO I NEED TO TELL YOU WORD BY WORD. UNDERSTOOD," she said to me.

"Yes I guess," I said with tears in my eyes. "Good now go get ready for dinner. I'll be back from the store do you want something," she said. "I don't want anything, and I'm not hungry," I said and walked upstairs to my room. Why did she not answer my questions? Was all that popped in my head. I need answers at least. I heard her close the door Shut and

That's when I called Ryan. "Hey can you come over babe?" I asked him through the phone. "Hey babe. I don't know if that is a good idea. Your mom," he said. "She's gone plus were in a fight so Yeah. Babe please I need you more than ever," I said sobbing through the phone. "Okay. Babe are you okay though," he said. I cried more and more through the phone and didn't respond back to his previous question. "I love you. I'm on my way babe. I'll be there in 2 or 5 minutes okay," he said. "Okay? I love you too hurry please," I said and with that we hung up each other.

He came as fast as he could like he said he would. I told him everything just leaving out Harry. He said that my mom should tell me and I have the rights to know. He stayed over and I slept in his arms and cried leaving him make up stains on his shirt. He stroked my hair and said, "I love you. When ever you need me I'll be here any second in a heart beat. I'll protect you and you can count on me. Don't you ever forget it okay." I mumbled before going to sleep, "I love you too. And I know you love me and that you'll always be here for me. That I can count on you and you can count on me as well babe." "Always okay," he said. "Always," I said back and fell fast asleep to the sound of his breathing and heart beat. We both fell asleep and I missed him in my bed holding me tight till I fall fast asleep in his arms and embrace.