Emison: To me you are perfect

Another sad song

"Don't cry
We all make mistakes
From time to time
Unfortunately for me
Being me was mine"

Alison's pov

Dear diary,
I'm sure you're getting sick and tired about hearing everything that's wrong in my life, but I need at least one friend, and you're the closest thing I have to a "so called friend". My dad only called me a name twice today that's a record. I only tried to call my mom once today and for my brother I don't really know where he is.

"Alison I'm here" I look up from my diary and look up at my amazing boyfriend .

"What are you doing here?" he walked up to me and wrapped his arms around my waist.

"Can't I take my sexy girlfriend out sometimes" I blushed and looked down, I hated when he called me sexy cause I know it's not true.

"What should I wear" I looked back into his eyes that could make me melt.

He whispered in my ear "something sexy" he sends chills down my spine.

I walked into my closet and was looking for something not to revealing, I settled on a simple red dress that stopped just above my knees.

"Let's go babe" he simply said as he wrapped his arm around my shoulder

Emily pov

"Em can we do something" I ignored Paige's question, and continued scrolling through my Instagram feed

"Em, please" she kneeled in front of me and took my phone

"Hey give it back" I tried grabbing the phone but she put it behind her back. Some people think it's cute to do that but I hate when people touch my phone.

"Let's do something" she gave me my phone back and sat besides me

"Let's just cuddle" I put my head on her shoulder and she kissed my forehead, but I ended up falling asleep.

Alison's pov

"Noel where are we going now" my feet were killing me

"To your house, nobody's home right" I nodded

As we walked into my house he led me to my room, he slammed me right into the door and I wrapped my legs around him. I wasn't ready to have sex I was still a virgin but he was my weakness, I didn't know how to say no. He laid me down on my bed and licked his lips "you're so sexy" he said while nibbling my ear. He returned to my lips and licked my bottom lip asking for entrance. I granted it and he explored the inside of my mouth. He played with the zipper on my dress and took it off. He starred at my stomach with a blank expression.

"Noel?" I knew what he was starring at, I never told anyone about my scares

"Ali did you do this" he said as he traced over my scars

"They're really old" he got off of me and walked towards the door

I grabbed his arm "Noel please" I cried

"I'm sorry Ali, I can't love someone like this" he looked into eyes and left

Noel left me, just like that I sat down and cried, I ran to the bathroom and looked at myself tracing my scars they were fading away, I grabbed a razor and looked into the mirror, I traced over the fading cuts with new ones. The only thing I could hear right then was the sound of my sobbing and the only thing I could see was the dripping of the blood.

Emily's pov {the next day}

I hate Monday's so much, I didn't hear my alarm go off and I over slept I'm going to be late to school, I quickly got dressed and entered first period

"Miss.Fields you're late" Mr.fitz gave me a glare

"I know" I shyly said, this has never happened to me before

He game me a slip of paper. I got detention great my usual spot next to Spencer was taken so I had to sit in the back corner, I sat next to this blonde who was wearing an over sized t-shirt, sunglasses and her hair was in a messy bun. Was she new?. I don't think so. Mr.fitz was explaining a boring book, the rest of the day moved slow I entered the detention room and there were four other kids in there I sat in the back then the same girl from first period walked in

"Miss.Dilaurentis your late as usual" Mrs.Meyer looked at her. She gave her a weird look and sat in front of me

I didn't know what to do, everyone was talking but I didn't know anyone I grabbed my stuff and sat next to the girl. She didn't even look at me she was just staring at her desk

"Are you okay?" She nodded her head still not looking at me

"I'm Emily" this time she looked at me.

"I know"

"I never got your name" she took her sunglasses off, and she had the most beautiful crystal blue eyes but they didn't show any emotion

"You don't care, I'm going to tell my name, you'll remember it for a day then forget it and return to your click

She wasn't completely wrong I don't remember half the names of the people who I have met but she was different I wanted to know about her

"That's not true" that's all I could think of to say

"Alison" she whispered

"That's your name?"

She gave me a duh look then the bell went off she started to stand but I grabbed her phone

"Excuse you" she said but she didn't try to get the phone back

"I'm texting myself so I have your number" she laughed then grabbed her phone

"Don't forget my name" then she left

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This is my first book I hope you like it😊