Emison: To me you are perfect

Skinny love

"And I told you to be patient,
And I told you to be fine,
And I told you to be balanced,
And I told you to be kind,
And now all your love is wasted,
Then who the hell was I?
'Cause now I'm breaking at the britches,
And at the end of all your lines.

Who will love you?
Who will fight?
And who will fall far behind?"

Emily's pov

I grabbed my phone "What happened?"

"I need to see you" I could imagine the tears running down her face

"Where are you?"

"I'm at the place" it took me a minute to remember the place

"I'll be right there"

"Oh and Em don't tell anyone" I hung up the phone

I got dressed and walked out the door then I remembered Ali I walked back into the room and she was fully clothed in the corner

"Ali I'll be back don't worry" I kissed her cheek then left

Alison's pov

I trust Emily I really do I just felt different once she left. Maybe it was because of the text I got once Emily left

Want to know who your girlfriend is with  -A

It was attached with a picture of Emily kissing another girl her skin was darker then mine and her hair was dark and wavy, I didn't know what I was
more confused about who this girl was with my girlfriend or who the hell this A person was. I placed my phone aside and went to brush my hair then my phone went off again.

Stop the date -A

It was attached with an address so I decided to go when I got there I could hear faint voices but not loud enough to pick out what they're saying I ran into a wall making a loud bang then I heard yelling

"I trusted you"

"I didn't tell anyone"

"Goodbye Emily"

"No maya wait"

I should've known that was Maya. I heard running then I saw an angry Emily

"Em I can-" but she cut me off

"What the hell why'd you come" I looked down I didn't want to tell her about -A

"Em I-I" I honestly didn't know what to say

"You followed me, didn't you? You're that jealous"

"You know I don't have to tell you everything but I choose to I don't keep secrets and no I'm not jealous I just wanted to make sure your safe"

"Safe? SAFE, Ali you're like toxic to me but I chose to be by you and that's not safe you know I could of got killed by your dad, I could have been terrorized by your scars, none of that's safe"

"I'm sorry I'm not perfect like you or your friend, I'm sorry I'm 'toxic', I'm sorry I'm" I looked down at my feet then  up at her "I'm sorry I made your life toxic"

After that I ran and the only thing I could think of was where was my razor

Emily pov

"Made your life toxic" then she ran

I wanted to run after her but I was sorta mad at her so I let her go, I mean maya just came back and she might leave already. I called her

"What do you want?" She slurred was she already drunk

"God Maya where Are you"

"I'm at the park" I hung up the phone

Once I reached the park I saw her sitting on the swing swinging lightly. I walked up to her

"Maya do you want me to take you home" she shook her head

"Do you want to come to my house" she nodded her head

I helped her walk into my house and we sat on the couch, I turned the tv onto the news cause there wasn't anything to watch

"Maya why did--" I was cut off by a pair of lips being smashed into mine but I pushed her off

"Maya I have a girlfriend" she tucked a piece of hair behind my ear

"But Emmy I love you" even though how mad I was at Alison I couldn't betray her like this

I was snapped back into reality by the TV

"Rosewood teen rushed to the hospital for trying to commit suicide" 

I got a text right after that I had 3 missed calls and 4 missed text messages all from Spencer

Haven't seen you in a while want to hang? -spence

Are you with Alison? -spence

I'm going to her house you better not be having sex 😉 -Spence

Come to the hospital, NOW. -Spence

I kind of left Maya on my couch and sped to the hospital how could I  be so careless, how could I forget that she was fragile, I don't think she was the toxic one I think I was. I ran into the hospital and spencer was there

"Spencer" I ran up to her and hugged her she was holding me while I cried

"What happened to her?" She looked at me

"I don't really know I showed up and the door was unlocked, I went upstairs and there she was in her room laying in a pile of blood"

"How did they know it was suicide?"

"They don't but there were some razors by her so they kind--" a nurse walked out

"Alison DiLaurentis?" We nodded

"She's fine we're running some tests and she'll be able to leave tonight she's in room 109" once the nurse left I sighed

"I'll see her by myself"

I walked into her room and she was sitting at the edge of the bed starring at the floor

"Ali?"