Emison: To me you are perfect

Tears in heaven

Would you hold my hand
If I saw you in heaven?
Would you help me stand
If I saw you in heaven?
I'll find my way through night and day
'Cause I know I just can't stay here in heaven

Emily's pov

This can't be true. They didn't give out a name but I knew it was her. I grabbed my purse and ran to my car, I was planning to see her later today I just couldn't. I need to call her if there was any chance it wasn't her but I cant find my phone. I'm ten minutes away from the hospital I turned on the radio to distract me but every station was talking about her. "Teen jumps off of bridge, is in critical condition" I'm so frustrated.

I arrive at the hospital and aria and Spencer are already there. They hug me right away "so it is her" I say and aria gives me a small nod "she's in surgery" hours pass by and Hanna shows up "what is she doing here" I whisper. She comes over "em I heard I just I'm so sorry" "you know what--" I was cut off by a doctor. "Alison Dilaurentis?" We nod and she sits us down. I listened closely "she sustained multiple injuries including broken ribs, her bones ripped through her heart, spleen and lungs. There was just so much damage I'm sorry" I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry. Aria spencer and even Hanna started crying but I just sat still "miss?" "Can we see her, I mean I know she's dead but just to say goodbye" she nodded and i looked at the girls "I want to go alone" we were walking and I see a family crying another praying and another jumping with joy "I just want to warn you she looks--" I cut her off "she's going to look beautiful she always does no matter what" she left me behind the door I took a deep breath and opened the door. I gasped I wasn't prepared for this but I pulled up a chair and grabbed her hand. " I'm sorry, I should've believed you, this shouldn't have happened. I don't know how I'm going to live without you" I was expecting the doctor to come back and say they made a mistake and for Alison to open her beautiful blue eyes but that didn't happen, I kissed her forehead and left "Emily do you need me to drive you home" I shook my head and left I didn't know what to do so I went home. What's this? It's a letter from Ali. I took
it inside and sat down and read  it
She died thinking I hated her