Emison: To me you are perfect

Goodbye cruel world

"Don't wait until it's too late
to tell someone how much you love
how much you care because
when they're gone no matter
how loud you shout and cry, they won't hear you anymore"

Alison's pov

Emily and I sitting on the couch, her head is on my lap and I'm playing with her hair

"I'm going to go to the bathroom" she got up and left, my phone beeped

You guys are a cute couple it would be a shame if something happened to her, meet me in the back alley in a half hour or else -A

My heart sank I was terrified for Emily she came back, I kissed her cheek

" I'm going to pick Up food call me if you need anything" she nodded

"I love you" she said

"Love you too" I went out the door and went to Spencer's  house

"Ali?" She opened the door

"Can I talk to you?" She nodded and let me in I explained -A to her

"So what ever happens please make sure Emily stays safe" she nodded

"Ali I don't think you should do this, just go to the cops" I checked my phone and I was late

"I hate to go" I ran out and went to the back alley

"Sorry I'm late" the person walked out and I couldn't believe it, it was Hanna

"Hanna?" She laughed

"She never spent any time with us"

"But--" she cut me off

"Your first assignment is to change into this" I changed into the black clothes

"Now make out with Paige" I stuck my tongue out in disgust

"Seriously?" She nodded, I walked over to Paige and she was sitting in a chair,her face was black and blue and she was tied up

"Do it" Hanna demanded

I sat on Paige's lap and straddled her, I connected our lips and I gagged, I took a deep breath this is for Emily and reconnected our lips

"Ali?" I turned around and Emily was here Hanna was sitting in a corner and she had blood on her face she ran to Emily

"Thank god your here, this person names A kept threatening me and told me to meet them here and it was Ali, she demanded to kiss Paige and Paige refused so Ali beat her up"

"Emily that's not true" she started walked no away I ran up to her and grabbed her arm she was crying

"Ali don't" she screamed

"Emily please"

"Did you kill my mom? I was in love with you and I thought you felt the same was but I guess not" she started to walk away

"Emily I love you" she shook her head

"No you don't were done" she ran away and so did Hanna p, I left Paige there and ran home

{two weeks later}

Emily has been ignoring me I felt horrible, spencer tried to talk to Emily but she didn't listen, maybe I deserve this.

I turned on my computer someone posted an article about and I clicked on it, it said I sleep around and I'm some sort of prostitute I read the comments then went back to the article Emily posted it I slammed my computer, I grabbed my notepad, I whipped my tears

"Dear Emily, eight letters, three words, one regret, I miss you.I'm sorry about everything that happened I don't know if spencer told you about Hanna but it's true, I'm not going to blame everything on Hanna I made some bad choices to. I'm seeing this as a sign I think it's time to say goodbye, not just to you but to everyone and everything, I'm so broken that I can feel it. I can physically feel it, I'm not just sad it's affecting my whole body. I saw the article you posted, I'm not mad or upset for that reason I'm sad cause I lost the one thing I truly cared about. All my thoughts are battles and every breath is a war and I don't think I'm winning anymore. It hurts me seeing how sad I made you or how happy you are when your not with me. I know you hate me and youre hurt and I don't know how I can fix that it's like a piece of you heart getting ripped out and no one can fix that, trust me I've been there. I acted like that missing piece didn't bother me but it was killing me, look at me now please promise you won't be like me, when you read this I'll probably be a memory waiting to be erased. If I'm lost please don't find me, if I jump please let me sink, I love you -Ali

I sighed I went to Emily's house I could see her in the window laughing I sighed I loved seeing her laugh, I stuck the letter in her door and whispered

"Goodbye"