Emison: To me you are perfect

Never let this go

"Maybe if my heart stops beating
It won't hurt this much
And never will I have to answer
Again to anyone

Please don't get me wrong

Because I'll never let this go
But I can't find the words to tell you
I don't want to be alone
But now I feel like I don't know you"

Alison's pov

"Ali?" I looked up at Emily and ran to her and hugged her

I missed her hugs

"You can leave today do you want me to bring you home?" She said while stroking my hair

"No I'm fine I can walk I think my dad is home anyways" Emily had a disapproval look on her face

"Ali I don't think that's safe do you want to come home with me?" I smiled

"That'd be nice"

When we were in the car I glanced at my wrist and a million memories came into mind

I ran in my door, thinking how could I be so stupid, I listened to this -A person I don't even know. I sat on my couch deciding not going down the dark path again but I got a text "ha I was right no one wants you, save the trouble and just kill yourself -A" I turned my phone off after that and went upstairs but I heard a smash and turned around and there was someone standing there in a black hoodie  I took a drink of my water cause I thought I was imagining it but instead it went black

"Are you okay?" Emily stopped the car in front of her house I nodded my head I knew she was going to ask questions about what happened

We entered the house and Emily's phone went off

"Ali can you answer that"

I went to her phone it was a text from Maya.

Sorry Em but I left I didn't know we're you went and I didn't feel comfortable in case your mom came home

I guess Em wasn't so honest with Maya

"Who was it?"

"Maya" I Said while giving her the phone and sitting on the couch

She sat next to me

"Ali I'm sorry about earlier I've been thinking you're not toxic you're the best thing--"

"Emily it's okay" she scooted closer

"No Ali let me finish"

"Em I'm the one who should be apologizing I'm sorry"

"Ali why, I mean you promised" I sighed glancing at my wrists

I didn't even do it to myself but I'm worried if Em knew about -A she'd get hurt

"Em drop it, it was stupid"

"Ali I'm not going to drop this if you're hurting yourself again I need to know, I need to help you" she grabbed my hand

"I promise it was a one time thing I just let my emotions overpower me"

"What if that happens again" she took a deep breath "maybe you should see somebody"

I kind of ignored her question/statement

"Ali please let me in" I let a tear fall

"I didn't do it" I said in a low whisper

I got a text

Don't tell her about me or I'll make sure she gets a taste of me -A

"What do you mean, who did it"

"Jason came back"

I don't know why I said Jason right away it would've been easier to say my dad but if I changed it now she'd be to suspicious, I looked at my arms

"I need to change the bandages" I got up but she pulled me back down

"I'll go get the stuff" she said and left

I unwrapped my wrists examining the cuts, I know I didn't do this I mean all I remember was drinking the water. Emily came back with the stuff and I held out my wrist she kissed them and started cleaning them

"Does this hurt?" I shook my head

I got another text

I'll make it hurt -A

"Who is it" she said while wrapping my left wrist

"No one" I said while putting my phone down

"Alison you can't shut me out" she grabbed my phone and gasped while reading all the messages from -A

"Ali who is this?"  Right after that both of our phones went off.