As the weekend literally disappeared faster than I could even say weekend, I woke up early enough to make myself look somewhat decent before returning to hell. The walk was peaceful even with my music blasting. I soon arrived in school and walked straight to my locker.
I feel lonely without Lauren but then I just think about what she did...and I'm over it.
I didn't see Josh, her boyfriend, after that night, nor did I tell him what happened between her and Luke as I felt that it was her responsibility and he would definitely need someone to comfort him afterwards. I don't think he would have wanted me around if I was the one who told him. I saw Josh and Lauren talking a little further down from where my locker was and she seemed to be crying. I can only imagine what she must be telling him...duh.
He pulled away from her and headed out of the front entrance, I probably should have gone after him to see how he was but I had chemistry again and Satan told me if I missed another of his classes he would be phoning my parents. They didn't know about my skipping class...and I'd like to keep it that way for a little longer. I shot Josh a quick text telling him to pick me up after school so we could go out for ice cream. He agreed only because I told him I would buy him unlimited toppings...he's like a typical teenage girl.
I finally got to my chemistry class after pushing my way through the groups of people scattered throughout the school, only to have Satan remind me that I was three minutes late to class...resulting in another detention. I love school. As all detentions are on a Friday after school, I chose to ditch school after my chemistry lesson had ended. Josh was more than happy to pick me up and go for ice cream earlier so I guess I had that to look forward to.
He met me outside of school and we made out way down town to the best ice cream parlour in the world. We had talked about what had happened that night and I made sure to explain to him why I didn't tell him straight away which, to my surprise, he understood and agreed with me.
There wasn't any reason to keep bringing up what Lauren had done as Josh literally couldn't care anymore about her. You see, this isn't the first time she has done something like this so to say that he was expecting it was barely scratching the surface. I hadn't contacted Luke after that night as I felt like a complete idiot for even thinking for a second that he was interested in meeting me.
Of course, with his busy schedule, him being some sort of 'sex God' as girls like to say, he hasn't even attempted to contact me to explain what the hell he was doing that night, so I took it upon myself to try and figure it out. I reached out to Michael who was actually the only band member that I could just about tolerate and asked him what happened after I had left.
Long story short; Luke has a reputation of having lots of sex with different girls as they move around from state to state. As he wasn't able to, um, pull me? I think that's what you kids call it now, he moved onto my friend Lauren. It was actually a really funny story though so I told Josh and we shared a few laughs and made some witty comments about Luke's poor effort in getting girls.
I was happy that Josh wasn't as heartbroken as I originally thought he would be and I think he was too... He finally realised that he was better off with out Lauren as she only pulled him down and made him feel worthless. I was starting to see Lauren's true colours but at the end of the day, she's like a sister to me so I knew we would have to move on from this eventually.
After demolishing literally half of the parlours supply of ice cream, Josh dropped me off at my house before going to visit his other friends, the ones Lauren forbid him from seeing. I was slightly surprised when I found my door was unlocked but knowing me I probably just forgot to do it.
But no, of course it wasn't that simple.
There in the middle of my kitchen was the god damn bread stick.
Eating my pop tarts.
"what the hell do you think you're doing here Luke?"
"What does it look like I'm doing? I'm waiting for you and making a snack for myself as you took forever"
"How did you even get in here?"
and please leave the same way you entered. right now.
"Lauren left her spare key in the hotel room. I came to return it but I though 'hey why don't I surprise my good friend Sarah at her very nice home'. So that's what I did"
I shrugged at Luke before making myself some pop tarts.
"Why did you come here?"
"To apologise to you, I don't know why I did what I did"
"Why are you apologising? I don't really care if I'm honest blondie" Luke giggles at the nickname, which I mentally punched myself for using.
"Well I like you Sarah, and I know deep down...deep, deep down you like me too"
"Oh please, I like Lucifer more than I like you"
He took one step closer to me. Then another, and another until I was pushed up against the counter and he was leaning over me.
"I bet I can change your mind"
There was no chance of me becoming another name on the list of girls he had fucked so I pushed him away, signalling for him to leave my home.
He looked hurt, good.
"I meant what I said Sar. I do like you... I'll prove it to you"
And then he left.
