You're the only friend I need (Jardougall)

I'll keep my secrets from you

//Jenna's POV//

"I-I" I stuttered once I realized what we had done. "I-I gotta go," Taylor said quickly and got up and started walking down the street. "Taylor!" I shouted as I ran after her but she started running down the street. "Oh god what have I done," I said as walked to my car," how am I going to face Parker tomorrow?" I asked myself as I got into my car and drove off into the night.
I hadnt been able to sleep, the kiss we shared kept haunting me.

"Jen, you awake?" I heard Parker whisper. Shit. I stayed quiet and stared at the wall. "okay...in that case I'll see you school then," Parker said and then I heard the window shut.

"I have to tell him, if I don't I'll never be able to face him," I said and stared the ceiling.

"I have to fix this," I said and got up. I took a quick shower and changed into a maroon colored real friends Illinois sad boys hoodie with a pair of black ripped skinny jeans and a pair of white converse. I tied my hair in a messy ponytail and grabbed my phone before jumping out the window.

I got into my car and drove off to Taylor's house.

I got out and walked over to what I assumed was Taylor's window.

"please let this be her window," I whispered as I tossed a pebble at the window.

After throwing two rocks she opened the window.

"Jenna?" Taylor asked. "hey," I said," Can we talk?" I asked. Taylor hesitated but agreed to it.

I climbed onto the ledge and boosted myself inside her room.

"okay I'm going to just cut to the chase," I said as I stepped into her room," what was that? Explain to me what that meant" I said. "okay" Taylor said and sat down on her bed. "do you like girls? do you like boys? or do you go both ways?" I asked. "I dont know," Taylor said," Ive never dated girls, Ive always dated guys...but" Taylor said. "buy what?" I asked. "I dont know Jenna! I don't know, I just dont know anymore, that kissed changed everything" Taylor said. "I cant face Parker, he really likes you," I said. "are you lesbian?" Taylor asked. "Its different, with guys its like wow youre really attractive but with girls its different, I see them as beautiful beings, and its so different, its so hard to explain, but yeah I think Im bisexual" I said as sat next to her. "now what?" Taylor asked. "Ignore it? I think thats whats best," I said. "yeah" Taylor said," lets forget that happened," Taylor said. "thats what best," I said. "yes," Taylor said. "Well I should get going, school is about to start in less then an hour and I still have to get my stuff," I said and walked towards the window,"bye Taylor," I said as I placed one foot over the window sill. "bye Jenna see you at school," Taylor said and smiled.

There was no way I was going to forget that kiss...I thought I would just be able to forget it but I can't and now I have to suck it up and act like it never for the sake of my friendship with Parker.

"Jenna what are you doing at Taylor's house at seven am?"

shit, Im done for.

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song used as title: keeping secrets- Kicking Daisies