You're the only friend I need (Jardougall)

Just like him you always leave me crying

//Taylor's POV// 

"We should go to Ultra," Jess suggested as I straightened my hair.  "dude yeah lets go that's gonna be amazing" I exclaimed. 

"How could you?" Parker shouted as he walked into my room. 

"what do you mean?" I asked. 

"This! explain this" He shouted and threw various pictures at me. I picked them up and saw that they were pictures of Jenna and I kissing and holding hands. 

"Where'd you get this?" I asked. 

"Why Taylor, why with my best friend? You have no idea how stupid I looked when I showed these pictures to Ben, Derek and Kelen. I looked like a fucken idiot" Parker shouted. 

"Im sorry" I said. 

"sorry isnt gonna cut it!" Parker shouted and gripped my arm. 

"don't touch her!" Jess shouted and pulled Parker away. 

"I thought you were different Taylor, but you're even worst. If the feeling's weren't there you should've just left" Parker shouted and walked out. 

"Oh my god" I Shouted and started crying," everything is ruined" I shouted. 

"Taylor calm down" Jess said and hugged me. "I gotta tell Jenna" I said and quickly stood up and walked out of my house and drove to Jenna's house.

//Jenna's POV// 

I was about to head out with Ben, when Taylor walked into my room. 

"He knows" Taylor said in one breath. "what?" I asked. "Parker knows" Taylor said. "what? how do you know?" I asked. "he barged into my room and told me" Taylor explained. "oh god" I said under my breath. 

"How could you Jenna?" Parker asked as he walked in," we've been friends since primary" He said. 

"I didn't want it to happen this way I swear to God" I said in my defense. 

"You're a liar, you never hated her! That was your cover!" Parker shouted. 

"no it wasn't, this was never meant to happen" I shouted.

"but it did" Parker shouted," you're nothing more than a lying bitch" Parker shouted. 

"shut up!" Taylor exclaimed. 

"stay out of this!" Parker shouted," I don't ever want to see either of you ever again" Parker shouted and walked out. 

"Parker wait!" I shouted. "he's not gonna listen" Taylor shouted. "You don't understand he's my best friend" I shouted. "Jenna" Taylor said. "Taylor, I think it's best you leave. I need some time to think about this whole situation" I said. "You want me to leave?" Taylor asked quietly. "please" I said. 

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I sat the next two hours in the dark thinking about what had happened. 

"I can't do this, I can't face Parker anymore" I said quietly and stood up. I slipped on a black Vans hoodie and pulled my hair into a  ponytail. I grabbed the two letters and walked downstairs.

"Mom I'm going out" I said quietly. "what's wrong?" Mom asked. "ill explain when I get back" I said and placed the letters in my pocket. 

I walked out and walked to Parker's house. 

"Jenna, how are you doing?" Parker's mom, Helen asked (A/N: I dont know if that's Parker's mom's real name but lets pretend it is) "I'm doing good," I said and smiled. "Parker is in a horrible mood, he went up to his room and slammed the door, but come on in" She said. "I actually just stopped by to give him this, but I'm already running late so if you could please give him this, that's be great" I said and handed her the letter. "is everything all right Jen?" she asked. "I'm going to be living with my aunt in Sydney for a while" I said. "Does Parker know?" she asked. "In the letter it explains everything" I said. "All right, I'll make he gets it. I'll stop by to talk to your mother" she said. "Thank you" I said. "when are you leaving?" she asked. "Tomorrow morning" I said. "Ill let him know" she said. "thank you" I said and walked down the steps.

"Hi, Ms. Jardine" I said as Taylor's mom opened the door. "Hi Jenna, Taylor is up in her room" she said. "actually I just stopped by to give her this" I said and handed her the letter. "don't you wanna go up and give it yourself?" she asked. "I'm running late," I said. "all right I'll give her this then" she said. "thank you" I said and walked down the steps. 

//Taylor's POV// 

"Taylor, Jenna stopped by" mom said as she knocked on my door. "Ill be down in a minute" I said and whipped away the tears. "honey, she only stopped to leave this" Mom said and opened the door. 

I got up and took the letter out of her hands. "I'll give you some time" mom said and walked out.

Dear Taylor, I'm sorry this is the way I'm telling but I just can't do it anymore. I lost my best friend. I don't know if I'll ever be able to look him in the eyes, I believe it's best if I go away from some time, so I'll be living in Sydney for some time. I'm sorry it ended this way, Id you'd like to talk one last time, my flight leaves at eleven. Thank you for these last months, they were amazing. 

                                                                                                                                          Love Jenna. 

When I read those last words, I felt the world crumbled. "she's leaving" I said," I have to see her one last time" I said. 

//Jenna's POV//

I woke up the next morning at nine. 

I took a quick shower and changed into a tye dye hoodie with a pair of black ripped skinny jeans with red vans. I placed my hair under a black snapback, I grabbed my suitcase and walked out.

"Are you sure about this?" mom asked. "yes" I said. "all right let's go" mom said and we drove to the airport. 

"Jenna!" someone shouted as I was about to walk in. 

I turned and faced Taylor. 

"you're leaving?" Taylor asked. "Yeah" I said. "you're escaping your problems" Taylor said. "I need a change in scenery" I said. "fine" Taylor said," runaway from your problems" Taylor said. "Taylor, that's not what I meant" I said. "Just leave" Taylor said with tears in her eyes. 

"I'm sorry Taylor" I said and grabbed her hand. "Please leave" Taylor whispered. "I hope you understand" I said after I kissed Taylor. 

After I walked down the terminal I saw Taylor standing next to my mom. 

"Im sorry Taylor" I whispered and continued walking.

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