who adopted me (1D fanfic)

hey im alice im 14 and i live in a care home well i should say home as there isnt alot of care. i have my own room as the other kids are younger than me and hate me. my room is a tiny box room.  The walls are supose to be wight but they havnt been painted in the 6 years ive been here so they are a gray/wight colour. i can hear all the other small kids shouting and screaming i guess it must be dinner time. Then there was a knock at my door "WHAT" i screamed. jan walked in and said "alice i know your a sad pathetic girl but i have to feed you so get your skinny butt down stairs and go eat " i walked out of my room dragging my feet across the floor and slowly stepped down stairs when i enterd the dinner room every one fell silent and stared at me. jan then pushed a small bowl of what is think is stew in frount of me. i grabed my spoon and slowly began rotating it around the bowl . then a small blond haired kid who was sat across from  me shouted "your not alowed to play with your food my mummy says its bad manners" i just gave him a look that every one calls the death stare and said "who cares what your mummy says shes not around is she" the little kid ran off crying her eyes out  i did feel a bit guilty as she was only about 8 years old but i dont care but jan did she scowled at me and sent me to my room yey me i would rather be alone than sit with a bunch of snot nosed children. i was a bit mad so i ran up the stairs as fast as i could and slamed the door shut then got out my crappy mp3 and listernd to my music but just as i had started to calm down jan barged into my room and started shouting at me "you sad little girl why the hell would you say what you did to child of that age you know how it feels so why do it you are an anoying nasty bitch who shud just curl up and die". i was so scared i did all i could that was turn my music up full blast to drown her out and i pushed myself into the corner of my room and curled up and started  crying. i could feel hot tears flooding from my eyes all i could think was why am i so weak why me why me.she slapped me then walked out 

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heya this is just the start will update soon plz comment what you think