who adopted me (1D fanfic)

the past does matter

alice pov 

i sat in my room for the rest of the night listerning to my music untill the battery died then at about 10pm    liam came into my room again and said "heya you alright alice". i stuck my thumbs up to indicate i was all good wich was a bit of a lie but i dont want him to worry about me, he smiled an sat on the bed next to me and then said "why wont you just talk to us we wont hurt you or judge you we just want you to talk to us, you can trust us we just want to know about you and your past in order to help you. i just sat there he sounded realy worried because i wouldnt talk im such an idiot why do i do this im bad news for people i make every one upset when im around, they truly care and i know i should be able to trust them. i looked up at him for a split second then looked at the ground i couldnt keep eye contact  i dont know why. he then placed his hand on my shoulder i stiffend up but i held back a screem he quickly took his hand off and said "crap im sorry i didnt mean to scare you i just wanted to comfort you will you ever talk to us" i couldnt take it he was being so nice to me, a tear then fell down my cheek grate now im crying again. i hugged my self in a small ball and just cryed i could hear liam saying "dont cry sweetie everything will be all right, you dont have to talk to us if you dont want we will still love you." wait did he just say love how can they love me  they only met me this morning he was nuts and he called me sweetie the only person who ever called me that was my, my ,my ........dad more tears fell down my cheeks and i couldnt stop shakeing 

liam pov 

i went to check on alice as she had been in her room all night i walked in and asked her if she was good but she just stuck her thumbs up to indicate she was good but i could tell she was everything but ok i sat down and asked her why she wouldnt talk but she stayed silent then she looked at me for a second then quickly turned away i put my hand on her sholder i just had to try comfort her but she started crying. i wonder what the hell is up with her she is strange i then said "dont cry sweetie we still love you" she just cryed harder i realy want to know about her and then i saw the answer there was a small diary under the bed i grabbed it and said "im goin to leave you to calm down a bit alice im sorry if i upset you come down when your alrite as we are all worried about you" i then left  her room and ran down stairs. i found the guys in the kitchen so i slung the diary in the middle of the table niall looked up and said "what the hell is this liam and where did you get it from " i shushed him and told him it was the answers to our questions about alice they started to frown and wasnt shure we should take a peek but what if this could help us get close to her.

zayn pov 

i cant belive what liam just did  he is the most responsible but he just stole her personal diary and he wanted us to read it how mad is he we dont know what will find but all the same lou opend it and started reading " sataday 16th may 2006 why do i have such a crappy life its the worst why do i have to live its been a week since i found mum layed on the floor in a pool of her blood why did her life have to be taken its so unfair why my mummy why not me its not fair. dad has been alot diffrent and is always down the pub getting drunk hes scary when he comes home, he always finds me no matter where i hide he hurts me because i have been bad im a nasty bitch as my dad says  i dont deserve life well why would i, i bring sadness to everyone around me. the worst part is i know who killed my mummy but i cant tell i wish i could be at peace and be with mummy. i miss her so much. as soon as every one read it they where shocked this poor kid at the age of 7 could go through that but that was only one entry we didnt want to read on so we slid the book back to liam and told him to put it back and quickly.i never wanted to read that again let alone having to go through it no wonder alice was the way she was but how will she react when we tell her we know .

heya plz read and comment because i know this is crappy and need idears how to make it better  all opinions welcom thanx