who adopted me (1D fanfic)

theres no coming back

sam pov 

i couldn't take it every one remained silent around each other and only harry talked to me. louis couldn't even look at me or be near me i feel so guilty but its not my fault i had to change i had no choice, and i didn't want to tell him as its not only him that's hurting. i hate that i distanced myself from him he was the only one who loved me from the start. i think its time i left so they can get on with their lives they don't need to worry about me i can look after myself. they have each other so i have decided i shall leave and this time im not coming back.no more hurt for all of us. i went up to the room and grabbed a duffle bag and packed 3 tops 3 trousers a hair brush perfume and an old teddy, i didn't pack allot and i didn't pack any electronics as i don't want to be tracked. i cant believe I'm actually going to do this properly but i have to i have caused silence in the house and not a nice one. i carefully crept down the stairs and out of the back door. i decided to walk through the woods near by as i know no one goes through there as there is said to be a ghost that haunts the woods i don't think it is true tho and in the woods no one will ever see me.   i looked at the house one last time, i could see harrys light on and i could see the shadow of liam in the games room i wish things had been different and i do like them and i will miss them so much but i have to think about them as well and i really hurt them, i decided to stick a note to the back door with one word one it that word is sorry. there is no going back its too late.

ok so sorry it is really short but i thought this has gone on a bit too long but i might do a 2nd book to this thank you so much for reading