Chapter 38

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Harry~

"Vanilla? Are you sure?" I ask, testing another spoonful.

"I'm torn between that or chocolate. What do you think?" Niall takes another bite.

"How about we split it in the middle? Strawberry short cake." I lick my lips.

"Oh God. That sounds delicious! Strawberry short cake it is," he says.

"Icing?"

"Does it matter?"

"I suppose not. Just not too sweet." I crinkle my nose.

"You're right." Niall nods. "This is so amazing, isn't it?"

"I know. You and I are going to be married.. We're going to live to be a hundred.. And blah blah happily ever after." I smile.

"That sounds perfect, my love. Who knew I could get someone like you? Still confused about that, but hey, here we are."

"I love you, beautiful," I say, feeding him cake.

"I love you, too, gorgeous," he replies, taking it into his mouth.

"Have we got our decisions?" Our wedding helper asks us.

"Yes. We pick that one," Niall answers, pointing at our cake.

"Very well. So let us see.. You've picked the appetizers, the entrees, the desserts, and now your wedding cake! And that's just the food! What else do you need?"

"Well, Niall has his tux, but I don't have one yet. And we picked our best men for the alter. We don't have the location either.. We just want the perfect place," I explain.

"I'm sure you'll find one." The man smiles. "See you two soon, then? Call me when you need me, okay?"

"Yes, sir. Thank you. We will," Niall says, shaking his hand.

Niall held my hand out as we walked down the street. I couldn't stop smiling. Even though my cane irritated me, it didn't stop my happiness. I loved the thought of our future together. Even more that he's part of it. I look at a display of suits and I stop, staring at one.

"Oh gosh," I whisper.

"What is it?"

"That suit.. It's really nice. I love it." Nothing about it was special about it, but it was so fitted and black, it held my gaze. "Look at the price, though."

"I see that." Niall smiles. "We should get going. I'm hungry."

I frown and hold my hand out to it, walking away. No big deal. It's just a suit. I can get another one that i'll like. Hopefully.

Once we reach the flat, Niall drops my hand and runs to the fridge.

"Thank you!" He cheers.

"What happened?" I yell from the living room.

"We have cheese left!"

"Ahh." I tap my cane down and try to walk over a pillow, but my foot gets caught and I tumble over, landing on my back. "Uhhhh," I groan.

"Harry?" Niall screams. "Angel, are you okay?"

I felt angry at myself. I hate the way I am. I hate that it's hard for me to get up. I hate that Niall felt sorry for me, even though he won't admit it. I hate it all!

Niall runs over and reaches out to me, but I snap at him.

"Don't touch me!" I use my arms to glide away. "Don't you touch me!"

"Harry, I'm just trying to help! Let me help you up!" He tries to grab me again, but I smack his hand down.

"I'm serious, Niall! I don't want your help! I don't want your pity! I don't want any of it! Just don't touch me!"

"Why are you acting like this? I'm the only thing you have and you're acting like I'm some type of monster! Stop it!"

"Don't you dare tell me to stop it! It was your fault I'm like this! You did to me! If you didn't drink so much like you always do, I'd be up and walking! But instead, I'm struggling to walk around!" I snarl.

"My fault? I knew it! I knew you felt that way! I am some monster to you! Say it! Say it right now!"

My arms wobble to hold myself up, but I stand on my feet and look at him straight in the eye. "Say what? That I'm screwed up? That I'm a cripple?" I scream in his face. "Because I am, okay? I am!"

"No! That I'm a monster! That I always have been! That's what you're thinking, right?" Niall grabs my face roughly. "Then just say it!"

"Niall, you're not a mon-"

Niall crashes his lips onto mine harshly and moves it around to get a response from me. I tense up by his rough contact, but soon react like I should be. My tongue meets his and he smirks.

"I'm so sorry," I whisper.

"What for? I should be."

"No.. No you shouldn't. I am. I just snapped because of my condition and I took it out all on you and I shouldn't have. I'm so sorry, Niall."

"But why? You're already getting better."

"I know. I guess when I fell, reality all fell down with me. Do you forgive me? I wouldn't be surprised if you didn't.." I turn around and walk away.

"What?" He grabs my arm and spins me around. "Harry, I love you too much to let you go. It was a small fight."

My eyes began to water as a tear fell. I dropped my head on his chest and crumpled a handful of his short in my balled up hand. "I said the worst things to you, Niall.. How could I do that? How could you forgive me after I said that?"

"Harry, I've done worse things that I will never forgive myself over. Even though you have, I can't. I love you more than worlds could ever explain, okay? You're perfect, and I forgive you." He smiles. "And I can forgive you so easily because.. You saved me."

I kiss his lips.

"I saved you, because you're saving me."

~darkness x

(Terribly sorry it's short! And if ANY of you see someone with that last quote I just wrote, tell them off! That's my line! Haha anyways, thank you for the votes/comments.

I hate saying this.

But this story is ending very soon. I'm so sorry. But it's true. A couple or so more chapters left and Dark Narry is over. I am already starting another Fanfiction . Of course, a Narry one. <3 would you like me to post some of it up already? It's called Don't Do This :)

Don't hate me. I love you guys and ill see you on the flip side.

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