The Bad Boy and I

Chapter 14

Okay so this scene will be more mature than others, so if you don't want to read it, just scroll through it.
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Will's lips attacked mine hungrily. He was now on top of me, and I was engulfed in his scent. My hands found their way underneath his shirt, and I ran my fingertips over his abs, and he moaned. I tugged off his shirt, and he threw it to the ground.

Will's hands play with the hem of my shirt, and then he pulled it off. He started to kiss my neck, and I dug my nails into his back, and moaned. He unzipped my jeans, and I pulled them off. I blushed, I was half naked in front of him. I unbuttoned his jeans, and he tugged them off. Will kissed me again, and put his hands behind my back and felt for the clasp of my bra. He undid it, and pulled it off.

"God, you're beautiful." Will said huskily.

I blushed and kissed him again. By now, we were heated tangle of limbs. I had never wanted anything so badly, as I wanted Will right now. His hands found the waist band of my underwear, and pulled it down. I blushed. I was completely naked in front of him now. I tugged down his boxers, and then we were both naked.

He kissed me, and I ran my hands up and down his back, and he groaned. He then pulled away from me, and I heard the crinkle of the foil. Oh god oh god, am I really doing this?

"Are you ready, Tess?" Will asked.

I nodded. And then it happened, ever so slowly. Will swore, at the immediate pleasure, and buried his face in my neck. It hurt so bad. I felt tears in my eyes, and Will looked at me.

"Tessa, I can stop if you--" He started worriedly.

"No." I clutched his arm. "Don't stop."

After another thirty seconds, it stopped hurting, and I told Will he could move. Then slowly, Will moved in and out of me. It felt so good. I had never felt anything like it. I shouted at Will to go faster. Soon, the pleasure was too much, and it sent me over the edge. I screamed Will's name, and clutched his shoulders. A second later Will groaned my name, and collapsed on top of me. He pulled out, and laid beside me.

"How was that?" He asked with a faint smirk.

"Amazing." I said truthfully.

He chuckled, and I closed my eyes. A moment later, I was asleep.

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I woke up naked in Will's bed, the next morning. He wasn't laying beside me, and I slowly sat up. My clothes were scattered all around his room, and I remembered everything. My cheeks heated up, and I got out of bed and got dressed.

I walked downstairs and into the living room to find it empty. Same thing with the kitchen. Will wasn't here. I felt myself getting angry. He had sex with me, and then he just leaves. What did you expect Tessa? I thought. I felt like an idiot. Why had I donr that yesterday? I was such an idiot! Of course Will was using me, he didn't even date! Ugh, I was so stupid.

I stormed out of the kitchen, and out his front door. I fiercely got into my car, and drove home. I mentally shouted at myself. I felt like the worlds biggest idiot. Aunt Harriet was sitting in the kitchen, when I walked in.

"How was the sleepover?" She asked casually.

"I've had better ones." I muttered.

I then went up to my room and called Clary. She picked up after two rings.

"Hello?"

"Clary, you have to my house right now." I said hurriedly.

"Okay, I'll be there in five minutes." She replied.

Find minutes later, Clary was standing at my front door. I grabbed her arm, and dragged her upstairs to my room. She took a seat in bed, and I paced back and forth angrily.

"What's wrong?" She asked worriedly.

"I am the biggest idiot in the world, that's what's wrong." I said.

"What did you do?" Clary asked wearily.

"Will and I, we, um--" I stuttered.

"You didn't!" She exclaimed.

"We did." I said while looking away from her. "And when I woke up this morning, he was gone. Ha just left me. I wasn't sure what I had expected, but.." My eyes filled with tears.

"God Clary, I'm such an idiot." I said and I started to cry.

Clary came over and embraced me. "You're not an idiot. Will's the idiot. He doesn't deserve you."

"I'm so humiliated." I whispered.

"Don't be. Will should be the one who should feel humiliated. I'll get Jace to kill him for doing that to you." She growled. "Or better yet, Isabelle."

I chuckled a bit. "Isabelle would tear him apart."

Clary laughed. "She would."

I sighed and sat down on my bed. "What am I going to do, Clary?"

"You're going to walk into school on Monday and not give a damn about Will." She replied.

"Can I ask you something?" Clary asked quietly.

"Of course." I replied.

"Do you love him?" She inquired.

"Yes." I whispered.

"Oh Tessa." Clary whispered sympathetically.

"It doesn't matter, though. Will said himself that he doesn't date. I can't believe I was so weak. I had swore to myself I wouldn't do it with him, but I--" I broke off angrily.

"It's okay, I get what you mean." Clary frowned.

"He was just so convincing." I whispered. "God, I messed up."

"No you didn't, Tessa. Will's an idiot, and you don't need him." She said firmly.

We sat in silence, and I said the words over and over in my head. Will's an idiot and I don't need him. Will's an idiot and I song need him.

But why did that feel like such a lie?