My boss

Morgue and Hurt (20)

We get to the morgue and show our badges. I approach the first victim and see setting unusual in the top part their arm. I pick the arm up ignoring Hotchs question. I look at I and drop it and back up. Hotch finally gets my attention "Lily... What's wrong?" I swallow "Kyle cut the word..." I say quietly. He approaches the table as looks at the arm an reads out loud "LOSER." I shiver and he looks at me. I most be grabbing my upper arm. He looks at me "Lily..." I know I'm in tears. He grab my arms and pulls up my sleeve and in a white faint scarring to can read "LOSER."

"He's taunting you..." I shaking I'm angry "I know Hotch. And it's damn well working. You better hope someone else's catches him before I do. Because I'll show him who the real loser is." Hotch looks at me and he shivers. My voice was different. It was cold, distant and harsh. I'll kill him. I will. I hate him. Out of everyone in that gang he was the second one I hated the most. Let's not talk about the first one. I feel him grab my hand "Lily." I shake "Sorry Aaron. What did you say?" He looks at me worried "I've been trying to get your attention for at least 5 minutes. Sweety, please don't do anything rash." I look at him and for the second time I snap

"Hotch, you're joking right. Rash? This guy witness me cut myself. And felt disgusted. To the point where if Sam would of not come home on time. He would of not only raped me and carve the word LOSER in me but he would of killed me too. The only reason he's not dead is because I stopped Sam. This is not rash. It's reality. And the reality is. There are two peoples I'd kill on the spot him and another guy that I won't even speak about, and I'm telling now Hotchner. If I get my hands on him. He's dead." With that I turn and leave but he's following behind. I get to he SUV open the door and slam it shut.

I take a few deep breaths to try and calm my temper. He comes in the SUV and he stays quiet. He is probably letting what I told him sink in... Then he starts the SUV after a breath. We drive in silence then he ask "You said raped you..." I don't say anything him. I squeeze my eyes shot fighting tears of sadness and anger. His fingers tighten on the steering wheel "Did he rape you." I don't say anything. Then he brakes and hard he raises his voice "AGENT! Did he rape you!" I turn to him and yell "I SAID RAPED ME
DIDNT I! SO YES HE DKD! HAPPY NOW!" He starts to drive again and he turns the sirens on. He sees I'm crying and he answers "No, but now we know for sure its you he wants..." I freeze and I know he's saying the truth. "Lily, why... Why didn't you tell me?" I laugh "Oh yeah and how would I have done that Aaron! Oh by the way guys this guy rapped me and carved LOSER in my arm! That would of want great over with the team." We get to the police station and get out of the SUV and slam the door again. He slams his. Following me. "YOU COULD OF AT LEAST TOLD ME!" He is yelling has I walk towards the station. Everyone heard him. I don't care, he grabs my wrist and I pull my arm back. And glare at him. We're in the middle of the station and all eyes are on us including the teams.

"YOU WITHHELD INFORMATION FROM A FEDERAL CASE!!!" We're both so mad at each other. "THEN ARREST ME HOTCH. I'D RATHER DO TIME THEN HAVE TO RELIEVE THAT!" I yell at him he stands his ground and takes a breath noticing everyone is watching us "Agent Chenier stand down." Now I'm furriest "Screw you Hotch. I am aloud my damn secrets!" He yells again "GOD DAMNIT LILY! IM NOT ONLY YOUR BOSS! IM YOU'RE BOYFRIEND!!! YOU NEED TO TRUST ME!!" I look at him. "AARON. REALLY! YOU MIGHT BE MY BOSS AT WORK. BUT FOR MY PERSONAL LIFE, I HAVE CONTROL OVER THAT!!!" He looks at me shocke "NOT WHEN IT INVOLVES A CASE LI-ANNE!!"  I laugh I actually laugh I can't even control my anger anymore "Fine." I tell him direct, snappy and cold. The station is all starring at me has I turn on my heels and walk towards the team. I walk in all eyes are on me "I'm sorry apparently this is important so I'm just gonna f*cking yell it so everyone can hear. At the morgue Agent Hotchner and I found LOSER carved in all of their arms" I pretty much see Hotch flinch has I use his full last name. I pull up my sleeve "Kyle carved this in me like he did the others. The only difference is that he raped me." I turn to face my boss "Happy now Sir!" Everyone is staring at us. He is just staring at me mouth opening and closing he sees fire in my eyes. And I know he knows he screws up. After I made my point I look at him in the eyes "I'm leaving." I start walking away "Lily..." I turn to him "WHAT! HOTCH!" He flinches at my tone. Reid is the first one to speak "JJ I'm gonna take Lily to the hotel okay?" JJ nods still in shock. I'm vibrating and crying. I feel an arm on me and I know it's Reid "Come on. I'll bring you to the hotel and we can talk okay." I nod and leave.

Hotch POV
I screwed up. I need to fix this. I was
going to go after Reid and my hopefully still girlfriend when Morgan stops me. "You gotta let her calm down. Hotch man, this isn't something that you can force out of people. Yeah she withheld information. But see it from her shoes. She said it herself, in those 4 years she seen and done stupid things, imagine what was done to her." I know Morgan is right. I fall in a chair and put my head on my hands an let out a loud sigh. I notice the officers still starring Rossi looks at them "Come on people back to work." They all scatter. Then I feel Emily "Hotch, you can never go wrong with flowers but you better get tons because Morgan is right. That isn't something you should of forced her to talk about." I groan "I know..." My phone vibrates

Reid: She's sleeping. Hotch you gotta fix this. She's pretty broken right now.
Hotch: I plan on it... Does she hate me?
Reid: No. She's just mad.
Hotch: Okay. Thanks Spencer. I'll be there in 20.
Reid: You're welcome and okay.

I put my game face on and look at my team "I'm going to talk to Lily. Morgan you and the team catch this SOB." With that I grab my keys an head to the nearest flower shop. I'm gonna make this right.