My boss

Nightmares

Lily POV

It's been 2 months since Alex kidnapped me. I have been cleared back to work but lately... The nightmares have been starting to get worst. I'm 5 months pregnant and I've talked to Reid about it and he said it was normal for my dreams to seem more realistic because of a chemical. I'm not sure he rambles a lot. I haven't talked to Aaron about it yet. But one night....

"Lily wake up wake up!" I woke up in sweats and tears, I look around and stare into the brown eyes of my worried fiancé. I take a deep breath and lay back down letting tears fall "Babe whats going on?" Aaron said turning on the light on his stand. I stay quiet for a bit a take a few deep breath. And lay on my side to face him "Aaron, I've been having nightmares since the kidnapping. It always ends in you dying or me losing the baby because of stress. I guess this was more of a night terror." He just looks at me and pushes a piece of my hair behind my ear "Why didn't you tell me?" I give him a sad smile "I'm not sure. I told Reid but it was for information on why they were so realistic. He ended up telling me it was normal because of a chemical or something." Aaron got up "I'll be right back I'm going to make sure Jack didn't wake up." I nod watching him leave. I close my eye and feel more tears falling down my face. I sit up and bring my knees up as far as they would go with my pregnancy belly. And I sob so much has changed in about 6 months. It's very overwhelming, one of the positive things from this is my exes are all gone. Of course there are more like Aaron, Jack, the teams and my pregnancy but sometimes I let the negative things overtake those.

I most of been so lost in my thoughts I didn't hear Aaron come back in the room. I jumped when he put his arm around me but calmed down afterwards leaning into his touch. He took a deep breath "I think you need to stay in the office with Garcia. I don't think seeing dead people is helping you much. I am also resigning you to talk to the Psychologist at the BAU." I let out a groan, I was about to argue but he was right I knew I wasn't helping myself I just slowly lift my eyes to meet his "Okay, I'll talk to the psychologist again and stay behind." He seemed shock I didn't argue with him. I laugh at his expression "I know when to admit I need help. And I do. Sometimes it's just hard for me to admit it at first but eventually I come to terms with it." He nods and kisses me gently. "I love you." He said in between kisses. I don't answer him, I lean into the kiss full force he groans into the kiss and kisses me back.

We kiss like that for a while making out and exploring each the mouth with our tongue. I eventually shift myself onto him never breaking the kiss. We kiss a few more times and stop. We look each other in the eyes and his hand slowly caresses my check, I smile at this sweet gesture. Before Aaron I didn't what it was like to be treated properly. I was in many abusive relationships, but all those days are over now and it's never made me happier. He lays down and holds me on top of him, I gently kiss his chest. And wiggle my way off of him and lay beside him. We just stare at each other, he then turns off the light and says "I'll chase those nightmares away m'lady." He pulled me into him and holds me as a little spoon. I feel him take a deep breath inhaling my scent and quickly even out I smile "Goodnight Aaron I love you." He just mumbled "Love you." And was fast asleep. I smile and quickly have a peaceful sleep.