Chapter 18

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VERONICA POV**

"He did what?" I yelled over the phone.
Sasha: he paid for it bitch! He's so dumb. I know that girl and she always likes to fuck with niggas with money.
Veronica: well that's his business Sasha, if he wants to spoil the bitch, let him. Shit he ain't mine. I ain't worried about him.
Sasha: wellll shiiiiit okay, you must've gotten some dick or something that you acting this way.
Veronica: ::laughs:: nah not yet but I just don't wanna dwell on Angelo too much. Me and chase are good and I'm trying not to ruin that.
Sasha: well I hear that, I'm happy for you girl! But lemme call you back so I can send one of these dumb asses on their break
Veronica: ::sucks teeth:: bye rude ass!

I swear Sasha is the opposite of me, I'm the nice one (40% of the time) and she's the mean, ruthless bitch but I wouldn't trade her for the world. I was currently back home just relaxing. I feel like I haven't been here in so long but I'm always in and out the house. So far me and Chase are doing really well...I feel like he was my personal blessing in disguise. Although he says I'm the immature one due to our age difference I can tell that he cares about me. He wakes me up every morning, he always calls me during the middle of day to see I'm doing & he always makes sure I get shit done when it comes to school and work. I couldn't ask for anyone better than him even though he has his moments where I would walk the hell out on him but I realized giving up isn't an option anymore when it comes to him. This weekend is my graduation. All of my family & friends will be there except for Chase. Unfortunately he needs to work that day. It sucks but I understand that he needs to work. The cool part about it is that he's gonna take me shopping today to get my outfit and he's taking me out the night of graduation. So I guess I'm not too mad about him not being able to make it to my graduation. My phone started ringing. Speaking of the devil he's calling right now.
Veronica: hello?
Chase: yooo youngin?
Veronica: really Chase? Not even a simple hello. Wassup though? ::rolls eyes::
Chase: damn what got you in a bad ass mood? I bet you rolled your eyes. Mhm, keep Rollin' them shits watch what's gonna happen. But I was calling to see if you were ready to go baby I'm outside your crib.
Veronica: yeah I'm ready, I'll be down in a minute.
Chase: bet.
-hangs up-

   I smiled to myself as I quickly got ready to leave my house. I looked at myself real quick before I left. I mean Chase has seen me in the morning but I still wanna look good for my baby. As I was walking outside the house I seen Chloe and Carlos outside on his porch. I can't lie Chloe look beautiful pregnant but I still can't fuck with her after what she's done to me. But I definitely won't stoop down and fight her again, especially when she's pregnant. I am in a positive place and I am actually okay with the fact that her and Carlos are together or whatever their situation is. Maybe everything just happens for a reason and it took Chloe to fuck with Carlos to make me realize how both of them really ain't shit. I still wish them the best though.

       As I got in Chase's car I purposely slammed his car door. He gets so angry when I do it. I find it funny when he get mad. It makes him look sexy.

"What I told you about doing that shit!!!!!!" He yells.

I put my head down feeling fake sorry, "Shit, I'm sorry baby. It was the wind. I swear."

"Yeah ight, anyways tell that shit the next nigga." He says.

I didn't respond to him, I wanted him to feel bad for yelling at me like that. So I had my head down still ignoring him. About 5 mins later he gives in.

"Look princess, I'm sorry for yelling at you like that. But you know how much this car means to me. But me yelling at you was uncalled for baby, I'm sorry." He says.

"Baby?" He says.

"Yeah whatever I hear you. You good." I tell him. I wasn't really mad at him but he does need to stop yelling at me like I'm 5.

"C'mon you making me feel bad." He says while holding on to my hand.

I snatched my hand away from his and said, "You should use both hands on the steering wheel."

His mouth dropped open, he shook his head and continued driving.

Hmph maybe I shouldn't have slammed his car doors because now I'm mad.

It was the middle of the day and I was still mad at Chase. I was in his house and he was out doing God knows what. I'm mad he even left me here. He told me my negative attitude wasn't needed in his car and that I'm lucky he didn't kick me out in the street. Shit I didn't even wanna be in this ugly ass house. I'm not gonna lie it's nice here but I wanna go home.
I started getting my stuff ready because I wasn't gonna stay here by myself and let the rest of the day go by. I have shit to do and I graduate in a couple of days so Chase is gonna have to come home to no one. Since I'm so damn negative, I'll take my negative ass home.

      Right when I was about to step foot out of his house...."Where you going?"

"Where were you?" I asked him.

"Nah don't answer my question with another question. I said where you going Veronica?" He asks again with a little bass in his voice.

Aw, damn I know he's mad.

"I'm going home. Since I'm so damn negative and you don't want that energy, I'm out." I tell him.

      He stepped aside from the doorway to let me leave his house. I was shocked. I wanted to scream and yell 'WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU DOING!!!!!' but be being the stubborn bitch that I am I just walked away. Let me remind ya'll this all started because I slammed his car door. Now I just need to figure out how I'm gonna get home. I guess I can call an uber or something.

          I pulled out my phone only to be picked up by Chase. I knew his dumbass wasn't gonna let me go home.

"PUT ME DOWN!" I yelled.

"Girl, shut up. I gotta talk to you about this attitude of yours." He says.

As we go back into his house, he sits me on his couch.

"Iight youngin' what's good with you? Your attitude today is annoying. Did I do something?" He asks.

"I didn't like how you yelled at me earlier. And I didn't like how you dropped me off at your house and just left me here." I tell him.

"Wait... When the fuck did I yell.......oh! Stop slamming my car doors man I keep telling you. And I bet you did that shit on purpose too." He says.

I stood silent. I really did do it on purpose. Now I that I think about it, this all wouldn't have happened if I would've never slammed his car doors. I understand that he worlds hard for his money and I shouldn't be disrespecting it by doing childish shit like that on purpose.

"See I knew it. But you know what, I'm man enough to apologize to you for yelling and taking you home. Only if you woman enough to admit you slammed my car doors on purpose." He tells me.

"Okay, I'm sorry. I did do it on purpose. I didn't expect for all this to happen. I'm sorry. I feel like our days been wasted because of this." I tell him.

"Nah baby, you good. You know I could never stay mad at you." He tells me.

"Gimme kiss?" I ask him.

He leans down towards me and gives me a kiss and I pull him down on top of me on the couch.

"Lemme ask you something" he says.

"Wassup?" I ask him.

"Did you really think I was gonna let you leave my house like that? Like how was you getting home? You real bold for walking out all big and bad tough guy." He says.

"And you real bold for dropping me off at your house and telling me my negativity isn't needed." I tell him.

We both looked at each other and busted out laughing. I swear times like this I love the most. Guess I'll have to get my graduation outfit tomorrow.
   

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