CHAPTER 21

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VERONICA'S P.O.V.

"Josiah why the fuck would you let this fool in my house! Let alone my room!" I asked while slamming the door to his room.

"Damn V! Keep that shit down before dad say some shit again. I don't think mom gave him some so he on bullshit man. What the hell you talking about anyways?" He asks.

I scrunched up my face at the thought of my parents......doing it.

"Okay first of all ew. And second I'm talking about Chase! You let him in!" I tell him.

"Girl don't say ew that's how we all here now. Get over it Veronica our parents fuck. But nah I didn't let Chase in. I literally got home a couple of minutes before you came in. Must've been mom or dad. Why you don't want him in your room anyways?" Josiah asks.

"Josiah just chill I don't wanna hear that Nasty shit. And we just going through some dumb shit. But thanks." I tell him.

"What you thanking me for?!" He asks.

"Man idk damn, goodnight." I tell him while walking out of his room.

I wonder who and what the fuck Chase wants from me. I mean I haven't heard from him all day. That shit bother me. I wonder how long he been in my room. I'm not even gonna bother to wake him up I'm just gonna get ready for bed. I don't have time for whatever he has up his sleeves.

I showered, washed my face and got into my pajamas ready for bed. I had gotten a text from Angelo and Sasha but I'll hit em' up tomorrow. I finally laid down on my bed feeling happy to actually be home relaxing. Then I realized this sucker is next to me and I got mad all over again. I had my back turned against him and I felt his hand go around my waist and he pulled me close to him.

" I know you awake youngin. We need to talk." He tells me.

"I really don't have much to say Chase. I'm over it." I tell him.

"Stop being petty man. I ain't hear from you all day. You ain't even let me know that you got home safe. You always suppose to tell me even when we mad at each other. We made that promise." He tells me.

"Well you could've checked on me too Chase. And the phone works both ways." I tell him.

"You right, but I knew you was heated about last night I didn't wanna bother until I felt like you cooled off." He responds.

"Does it look like I'm cooled off?" I asked him.

"I mean compared to how you was last night, hell yeah. I can actually talk to you." He says.

I didn't even bother to respond back. I know I'm being petty but I'm just mad at the fact that I didn't hear from him all day.

"Iight look, you was right. I did do that shit out of spite. I apologize for that. That shit was immature on my part. You didn't have to apologize to me because I know you meant every word you said yesterday. I just wasn't tryna hear it cause you was dancing with that nigga. I thought I would be cool with ya'll being cool. But truth is that nigga make me feel hella insecure cause I feel like at any given momment I could lose you to him." He tells me.

So Sasha was right, he was insecure. But that doesn't give him the right to be this petty towards me.

"Chase you trust me?" I ask him.

He didn't answer.

"Chase do you trust me?" I asked him again.

I needed to know this because if he doesn't trust me then there isn't a point for us to continue this. It's breaking my heart that he's not answering my question. He's gonna answer my question one way or another. I got on top of him and pinned his hands down and asked him again this time looking into his eyes.

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