When it happens.

5: Me?

Jade

It's been a week and I've enrolled in jakes school as it's closest and I have someone I know there, he seemed a bit worried but I didn't ask why as I don't want to push him to tell me anything.

Jake and I decided that we'd meet here but drive in to school in different cars as he says mine is awesome and I should show it off, which it is so I happily agreed.

I woke up an hour earlier than usual as I want to be ready for school as best as possible, I change into a bikini and go down to the pool next to the gym and swim for a good half hour, I always loved water and swimming, one of the only reasons I like England, the rain.

I go back upstairs and I have a quick shower, shave and I wash my hair and had a nice massaging bath as the bath jets sooth my back and I almost moan, once I've relaxed I get out and let my hair air dry once I put heat proctor on, I get dressed in black skinny jeans and a long white tank top and a half moon necklace leaving my jacket off, leaving it with my school bag.

I put on my makeup and curl my hair to perfection and paint my nails matte black but having my ring finger nail shiny. I put on my jacket and bag once my nails are dry and I put on my dolce and gabbana sunglasses, I see jake outside so I give aunt cherry a kiss and I walk out and give jake a peck and go to my baby and get in reminding myself to look for motorbike parking when I get there.

I follow jakes hummer into the school and I park next to jake and see everyone drooling over my baby and since the windows are slightly tinted and they can't see inside well, I see a group of skanks pull up their skirts and down their low cut tops.

I take one last look in the mirror and I put in some gum so I don't tap my hand because I don't want to look weird and the gum is black so that's even better.

I open the door fully and I step out and sling my bag over my shoulder and I feel the eyes on me the girls in jealousy and shock some with lust and the boys just lust, I look at the school and shrug slightly as if it was no big deal and put on my sunglasses, I shut the door and meet jake and walk to the door and I lock the doors without looking back.

"Nice entrance." Jake says

"Thanks, I still feel them watching me." I say

"That's because they are." He teases

"Great, thanks for that." I say slightly annoyed, I hate attention, I like being invisible, but, I always wanted to be liked and seen, now I will, this is the new me and I'm going to enjoy this.

We walk into the office and the receptionist looks at me with an unreadable look like she is hiding something but I ignore it and I leave with my new timetable.

I have P.E and all of my first and last lessons with jake so we start walking to the first class which is down the hall.

The school is one large building slightly bigger than my house and has a gym building and a field behind it, there are about four levels and plenty toilets around where all the stairs are, the are stairways on the sides and one in the middle.

As we walk to the first class which is English I try to lace my hand with jakes but he put his hand in his pocket and pretended he didn't notice, it's not like we never held hands before, we held hands on our first date for ages, and in the car, strange.

We walk in and jake just leaves me to go hang out with some people I didn't know, I just stood there alone so I sat down at the back and threaded my earphones under my tank top and listened to music for a couple minutes, I kept on looking at jake as I doodled on my notebook and when I realised he won't look I just looked out the window and tapped my fingers on my desk.

My teacher came in just as I was going to go up to jake and ask what's wrong, I was introduced to the class and I had to write my name on the bored which was traumatising as it's a huge class (huge for me anyway) and jake didn't look at me to give me any reassuring smiles or anything, so I just wrote my name and sat down; when I was calm and sir starts teaching I start to think what I did wrong, I spent so much time thinking I didn't realise the bell went so I just went to class late, alone.

I walk in feeling depressed "sorry miss I-" I say but stop when I see his face, that wicked grin, chipped tooth, that's the boy who almost raped me.

"You must be the new girl everyone is talking about, I'm miss Jackson." She says  with a small smile

"Hi." I say and look around for a seat.

"There aren't any places left so do we have any volunteers to share a desk for today?" Miss Jackson asks the class.

One hand raises, Darren, Darren Bailey. I feel my face pale and my heart skips a beat.

"Come on, it a squeeze but you'll fit." He says and I look around for a place to escape and I step back and run, I run away from that class, I feel like I'm running from that party but I clear my mind but not soon enough and I hit the head teacher with a load of paperwork in his hand but I keep running, down the steps and to my car and I speed off home, I'm surprised  I wasn't pulled over but I'm glad I wasn't, it's a new start here but it's already turning to shit, when will I get a break? Oh, that's right, never.

Aunt cherry must have herd the screeching and she ran out of the house just as I collapsed to the gravel floor in a fit of tears.

Why can't I get a break?