LILLYS POV -
Buzzing...
I woke up to buzzing.
And a banging headache.
I pushed myself up a little bit to look around.
I'm at home.
Thank god.
I don't know how I got here but I'm so happy I don't have to move anywhere now.
The buzzing is still going though.
What is it.
Buzzing buzz buzz buzz buzz off !!
I looked around and seen my phone in the other corner of my room. It must be that. For a couple of minutes while I stood up walking to my phone my headache disappeared. I picked it up and just stared at it.
It's been forever.
I've went from a phone addict to not having a phone at all.
I carried it back to my bed and just stared and the few notifications I see.
do I really want to unlock my phone and see everything I've missed in the last 5 month of my life ?
All the messages I never received.
I unlocked it and typed in the password.
I clicked on the little social box that I have and just laughed at myself.
999+ new messages
725 missed calls
31 Instagram notifications
50+ Facebook notifications
103 snapchats
999+ Twitter notifications
Jesus.
I tried to think rational. I knew what all of the Facebook notifications would be. I didn't want to look on there. I knew the Twitter notifications where just from people I had notifications turned on from. The missed calls are now irrelevant. The snapchats are probably just people begging to send photos of them self to me and Instagram is probably just spam ? I haven't been anywhere for anyone to tag me in photos.
So messages it is.
They where mainly all from the same people, my "Friends" if they still call them self that, Lucy, some unknown numbers, I'll see to them later I guess, I scrolled right to the bottom to see some that I never answered from Samantha ...
-What type of pizza should I order for tonight ?
-Maybe we should get just cheese dad likes just cheese
-OR WE COULD GO SUPER HOT OUR FAVE STUFF WHAT DAD WANTS HAHAHAHAH
I miss her so much.
I decided to delete all of the messages I had before now, I couldn't look at them. I left some of the recent unknown numbers, and Lucy's texts. But everything else gone.
Unknown Number
🎈
- whenever you need anything you know me and uncle ted are here for you
- feel free to visit us anytime, same for your dad.
Obviously Auntie Louise.
Unknown Number
- this is my new number love jaz
- party next Saturday at mine ? Pool ?
- hey are you on vacation ?
- why don't you ever reply to me anymore ?
- you do know this is jaz don't you ?
- what's wrong with you ?! No one answers at your house ?
- omg lil Kirsty just told me about what's been going on with you ?
- is it true ?
Is it true.
Is it true.
I wish it wasn't you selfish bitch.
#2 jaz.
Unknown Number
- free large dominos pizza with every pick up
- 20% off any triple pizza topping bought in store this week
Dominos.
Unknown Number
- hey Lilly :)
- I had a great with you last night ! :)
- I got your number from Lucy by the way if you're wondering.
No hints on who you are ? Ok.
To unknown Number.
Hey, it's Lilly (: just wondering who this is hehe I don't have you saved sorry ! !
And send.
My headache slowly starting fading back to me I can't deal with this.
I grabbed 2 tablets from my top draw and took them and tried to sleep again.
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I woke up with a clean non headache head, it felt amazing I looked over on the bedside table to see the time and seen that it was almost 4pm and then I seen my phone next to it.
I picked up my phone and seen more Twitter notifications and i also seen the number text me back.
Unknown Number
- it's beau, sorry, but yeh last night, I enjoyed talking to you :) x
Oh beau ! Did we even talk ? Erm ok. I think I'll leave that till my memory clears a little and I at least remember how I got home.
I went down stairs and got some dry bread and just started eating it. I don't know why. Usually I don't eat recently.
Maybe it's because I hate the thought and smell of sick and I don't think I can put my self through the pain of actually being sick.
I sat in my room looking around and seeing nothing, is it possible after all this time I'm bored ?
To Beau
-Oh beau ! Helllooooo (: I had the worst hangover :$
I decided if I text beau I might stop being bored and it might also help me remember what happened last night.
At least I had fun right ?
I also decided while I was already on my phone I may as well face social media so I looked on Facebook and my wall was filled with sadness I read threw a few of them before tears filled the edge of my eyes and I had to stop, just as I clicked on the Facebook timeline link beau text back.
From Beau
- im glad you no longer have one:$ I'm still dying ✌🏽️ and you drank more than me, how's that fair !!!
I laughed at the thought of how much he must of drank but the last bit got me as to how he knew how much id drank, was he creeping ?
To Beau
- how do you know I drank more ? Nosey nosey !?
Do I even bother looking at Twitter ? Instagram ? Snapchat ? Let's pass
From Beau
- how could I not see we where together for 3/4 of the night 😂 speed drinking
When I read this I jumped inside, I suppose I was scared as to what I could of said, but I guess I can't of said anything bad I mean ... He's texting me right now so ? That's good right ?
