' here we are ' Lucy said to me and she stepped out ahead of me to ring the doorbell to be let in ' I hope you don't mind I came early so you can get used to who enters their house ' she grinned and continued ringing the bell.
She was wearing a tight red dress that went down to above her knees and her hair was dark brown and she had curled it, she looked amazing.
I was wearing my hair straight down, the easier way and I had on a dress similar to Lucy's but mine was black, it was the same length but mine had lace at the top of it.
The door opened and Lucy's friend Beau answered the door.
' I hope you don't mind we came like a little earlier ? ' she asked him
' no problem you look amazing ' he said as she walked in and then he looked at me ' you both look amazing ' he smiled walking in behind me.
' you dress cute when you're not sweating ' I said to him.
Did I really just say that.
He just laughed and he over took me and Lucy and lead in into the front room where 2 more boys where sat.
' hey ' Lucy said to them but then walked back out to get a drink I think ?
' hi ' I said to them both and I awkwardly just stood in the corner.
' oh Lilly, this is Luke, and this is James ' he said pointing at each of them
' I'm Lilly ' I said waving. ' wow a lot of new people who knew ' I said laughing a little.
' have you been away ? ' James asked me and I forgot that they didn't know me.
' I've just been, unavailable for a while, family stuff ' I said with a smile so it didn't sound deadly.
' do you want a drink ' Luke asked me as he stood up
' sure ' i replied and followed him into the kitchen.
I poured a drink a little vodka topped up with lemonade. And that just made me think of my mum even more, telling me that this is the summer I shouldn't remember, for some reason she obviously thinks the summer of leaving school is a good summer to drink ... A lot.
And then I took a drink and stood in the kitchen and listened to the conversation from in the front room.
A lot of people came within a little time. A lot of people from school.
How can a couple of people fit in so fast ? It took me 18 years to find out who I was in my school.
' Lilly ? ' I heard a voice behind me say and I turned around
' Jasmine ? ' I said with a little smile.
Jasmine my ' supposed friend ' stood in front of me with bleached dyed hair.
' how have you been ? ' she said hugging me and I could smell the drink that was coming from her, strong.
' I'm fine ' I lied through my face
' that's amazing we'll have to catch up sometime ' she smiled and walked away.
Friend.
It's about 9pm.
No ones really talked to me.
They're avoiding me really.
I'm stood in a corner on my own drinking.
I lost Lucy a while ago in the front room.
I did feel inside like I was drunk but I tried not to show it when I was walking etc.
It made me feel better.
My thoughts.
My feelings.
I see why my dad took to it.
I finished my drink and took a step towards the counter and just as I put the glass down I was knocked over by Luke.
' shit ' I heard him say.
' dude you gotta watch where you're going ' I said getting pulled up off the floor by him.
' I'm so so sorry, are you okay ' be asked me.
' yeh I guess ' I replied
' oh by the way I'm jai ' I smiled at me.
' jai ? ' I said to him
' yes that's my name ' he smiled and done a little twirl in the kitchen ending in a little ballerina pose.
' I thought your name was luke ? ' I asked him confused and he just looked at me and laughed.
' here ' he said grabbing my hand and pulling me into the front room.
' this is Luke ' he said pulling me in front of them ' I am jai ' he said smiling.
' oh twins ' I said ' it makes more sense in my brain now ' and they just laughed at me. ' hey I don't suppose you know where Lucy is do you ? ' I asked them both and jai ? Jai ... Jai I think this ones jai said she was at the upstairs bathroom so ... Off I go on a drink-less wobbly trip to find the upstairs toilet.
BEAUS POV -
I got knocked out of way of Gemma by some dickhead trying to get over to use the AUX cord so now I cleverly have drink down my shirt. Well done dipshit.
I left Gemma to walk into the kitchen and then I looked down at the hopeless mess that turned out to be my top.
There is no fixing this.
LUKES POV -
' come on man, out of 10 at least ' jai was saying to me bugging me about the new girl.
' why do you care what everyone else thinks of her ? ' I asked him laughing
' I like to know who likes who because then I feel like I know everything ' Jai simply said to me .
' er I don't know a 8 ? ' I guessed. She did look amazing tonight, I mean that dress on that body. Fucccckkkkk.
' interesting ' jai said and turned and started walking away.
JAIS POV -
Right so Lilly's been getting 8,9 and 10's when I've been asking around.
She is fit but a 10 ? I think I'd like to keep my space for a 10 open ...
When did she even go ?
I walked around and had a quick look in the front room, dining room and kitchen, nothing.
Maybe she found Lucy and went home. Who knows.
BEAUS POV -
Jogging jogging jogging jogging jogging don't fall back down the stairs.
Was basically the only thing that I was thinking of right now.
Oh and the top that was soaking and sticking to my body.
Not a good look.
I hopped into my bedroom closed the door and jumped to the wardrobe to try to be as fast as I possibly could.
I pulled out a top turned around to throw it on my bed but it landed on a human.
I covered my eyes and tried to feel for the door.
' whatever your doing please leave right now ' I said still holding my hand over my face
' oh sorry ' I heard a voice say with a sniff and I uncovered my eyes to see just a girl sitting on my bed but now standing up to exit the room.
' Lilly ? ' I asked
' yeh sorry I'll go ' she said walking towards the door.
