The Sneaky Plan (Completed)

- Chapter 25 : Drive me crazy -

My original plan was to sleep early tonight, but I ended up going here at the beach rave party. I was looking for Drake since, andito din siya but finding him seems like impossible. Bukod sa maraming tao, nakakatamad ding maghanap. Everyone was wearing their hot swim wear so I decided to remove my t-shirt . I was wearing a black  swim strapless bra and a denim short. 

While everyone else was ordering cocktails and margaritas, I ordered a flight of tequila, straight up. I ordered another , and another and another...damn I lost count.

My body heated up. I went in the middle of the dancing crowd.

"Danger?" I said to the topless guy. Napalingon siya saakin. Crap, "Shit, sorry. I thought you were....ugh...never mind." I said at umalis na ako sa dancing crowd. Am I drunk? Bakit ba siya nakikita ko?

"Hi, I'm Mark." the topless guy said to me. Sinundan niya pala ako hanggang dito sa may counter bar. I just smiled and chuckled. God, why am I chuckling. "And you  are?"

"Alice." I said and smiled.

"Mag-isa mo?" he asked. Seriously, nag twitwirl yung paningin ko. I shook my head.

"I was finding my friend." I said. "Hindi ko siya mahanap."

He nodded. "You're drunk. Gusto mong kumain muna?" I didn't respond , nahihilo na kasi ako. "Stay here, kukuha ako ng pagkain." He said, and he left.

"Drink this." a heard a familiar voice. My heart flutters. Eto nanaman ako. Pinilit kong ikunot ang noo ko at tinalikuran ko siya. He sigh and inilagay niya nalang sa harap ko yung cola. Umupo siya sa tabi ko kaya tinignan ko siya ng masama.

"Kung papa-alisin mo ako, it's a no." he said at nag order siya ng beer niya. "Aren't you tired of this? Always pushing me away?"

Gusto ko lang naman na kalimutan siya, bakit ang hirap hirap gawin. I'm tired of pushing him away.

Ang sakit na ng ulo ko dahil sa tequila dadagdag pa yung nararamdaman ko. Can life give me a break? Gusto ko lang namang maka move on. Masama na ba yon?

"Danger naman e." I said, my eyes were building up tears. Hindi ko alam bakit ako naiiyak. Nakakainis.

"Let's go outside." he said. Nagpumigil pa ako , pero bigla nalang niya akong binuhat na parang bigas , hanggang nasa isang lugar kami na konting tao nalang. Doon niya lang ako ibinaba.

"Ano bang problema mo?!" I said. Naiiyak namaman ako. Ganito ba effect ng tequila saakin?  "Bakit ba di mo ako lubayan. Masama na ba ngayon ang lubayan ako?! Danger naman, may girlfriend ka tap-"

"I broke up with her." he said.

I bit my lips at napatingin ako sakanya. He's kidding right?

"Lies. Pagod na ako. Mababaliw na ako."

"Mababaliw na din ako Alice." he said. "Tangina naman." he said massaging his temple.

Is this even possible? They were in a really serious relationship, and to me, their breakup is a total shock.

"Impossible."

"Tell me why I shouldn't break up with her? She cheated on me." he said kaya naman nagulat ako. Alam niya?? "Yes, I knew right from the very start."

I was just staring at him.  Feel ko nga nawala yung hilo ko bigla. He knew?   How? When? God, this is crazy.

Then, he filled me up with answers.

"I followed her in LA to surprise her but I was the one who got surprised. May boyfriend na pala siya don." he said. "Since then, I hated her for not telling me the truth, prolonging her agony sucks. I got wasted. I hated her so much ...until one day, nagising nalang ako wala na akong feelings para sakanya. Back to zero. " he added. "I have friends in the states, sila yung nagsabi saakin tungkol sa plano ni Bella." he said.

"A-are you okay?" I managed to asked him. I was sorry , he felt like that before. Getting cheated on is never be okay. Been there, done that. Nakaka gago lang.

"I'm not,  because you're pushing me every fucking time."

Napa yuko ako and I bit my lower lip.     There was an awkward silence between us. I don't like awkward silences. They make me uncomfortable in most cases. I just can't stand silence lalo pa pag kasama ko si Danger. It seems off.     "S-sorry.."

"Stop pushing me away will you?"

I took a deep breath and nodded.