The Sneaky Plan (Completed)

- Chapter 35 : Is it too much to ask? -

(Bella's POV)

I woke up feeling hungry, that's why pumunta ako sa baba para kumuha ng makakain sa fridge. Mag ti-three na ng madaling araw but here am I , eating waffles again. Ganito daw talaga pag buntis, kain ng kain. Hay.

I was about to bite my last waffle when I heard a knock on the door. Of course, kinabahan ako kaya kumuha muna ako ng pwedeng pamalo. I guess being paranoid is also part of my pregnancy.

When I opened the door, I didn't saw any robber nor rapist. It was Danger standing very drunk infront of our door. I took a deep breath as I helped him enter the house.

Minasahe ko ang ulo ko dahil na frufrustrate ako. Lagi nalang siyang ganito, it's been 5 months!

"Lasing ka nanaman." I said habang hinuhubad yung sapatos niya. How weird na pinagsasabihan ko siya pero di niya naman ata naririnig dahil lasing na lasing siya. "Danger naman, magkakasakit ka niyan e."

Matapos kong hinubad ang sapatos niya at kumuha ako ng facetowel para punasan ang mukha niyang may sugat. Hindi na ako nagulat bakit may pasa at sugat nanaman ang mukha niya. He's been like this since I told him that Alice left. He got worst actually. It's been 5 months pero, wala paring nag babago. Gusto ko lang naman mahalin niya uli ako, is that too much to ask? He treated me like I'm no special. It hurts but what can I do? Kahit anong ipilit ko sa sarili ko na ako nalang sana ulit, ayaw niya parin. Kahit ilang beses niyang sabihin na hindi niya ako mahal, pinipilit ko parin. Sometimes, I just don't get myself.

One time, lasing din siya tapos umiiyak siyang lumuhod sa harap ko, begging me to tell Alice the truth, but of course I said no. Minsan nga napapaisip ako, pano ako naging ganito? How can I be so cold hearted and ruthless ? I was never like this.

Ayokong nakikita si Danger na ganito. All I want was to bring back the way things was supposed to be.
Pero, hindi ganon ginawa ko. I destroyed everything. I'm tired of always seeing him like this. I never wanted him to be like this.

I guess karma really got me this time huh?

Habang pinupunasan ang mukha niya na may mga pasa napasimangot ako.

"I'm so selfish, aren't I?" I said at patuloy na pinupunasan yung sugat niya. "Sorry for causing you so much trouble."

Morning came and I didn't saw Danger in the house. Sabi ng driver sa labas ay umalis na siya.  I texted him where was he but he didn't replied. Well, I was not expecting answers from him since I know he hated me. Sanay naman na ako.

I picked up my phone and started going through my emails, later did I know, nakatulog na ako uli.

I never thought na antukin talaga pag buntis, to cut it short- wala akong ginawa kundi matulog.

Everything went fast and last thing I knew, mag gagabi nanaman.

May kumakatok nanaman sa pintuan kaya naman kumuha uli ako ng pamalo. When I opened the door it was no robber . It was Danger. I just sighed. Heto nanaman siya, lasing nanaman. He even threw up infront of me.

That's it.

I immediately browsed my contacts in my phone. I called my good friend, Quest.

("Quest, sorry to call you up this late . Can I ask for a favor? Yes. I need you to book me a flight right now going to LA.")