Horan Fever (Niall Horan Fanfiction)

Chapter 35

Emily's POV

I let Rose through the door as I looked to see Harry and he wasn't too pleased. I shut the door and went to take a seat on the couch. It was a bit awkward because Harry was just in his boxers and I was in little shorts and a big t-shirt. "I'll go get your jeans" I say to Harry as I quickly race to the laundry. I just remembered that they were in the washing machine so I quickly chucked them in the dryer and went back out to Rose and Harry. Rose took a seat on the single couch as I took a seat next to Harry. "So?" Harry said with a pretty angry tone. Rose actually looked pretty sad and I kind of feel bad but then I have nothing to feel bad about. "I know what you saw seemed pretty bad-""Pretty bad? It was the worse sight that anyone could ever see" I shout at her as she flinches a little. I wasn't going to hit her, why did she flinch? I looked at Harry and I'm guessing that he thought the same thing. "I know" she whispers to herself as a tear streams down her face. 

Something makes me feel that Niall hurt her but at the same time I do know Niall and he would never physically hurt a girl. "Wait so why did you come here and how?" Harry asks her as she keeps her head down. "I was driving through town and I saw your car Harry and I came here because I need to tell you what really happened when you were gone" Rose told us as both Harry and I were waiting for her to continue. "When you left Harry, It was really silent and awkward and we weren't talking until...Niall he um....he pushed me to the wall and started....kissing me" Rose tells us and I am actually quite shocked that he would do that. I looked over to Harry and he had a pretty concerned look on his face. "Continue" Harry says to her as she nods. "I pushed him away after the kiss and I got all angry...then he said that he was all emotional and he just needed...pleasure. 

Then he kissed me again. And this time I kissed back because I know that when you are going through emotional shit that you just want pleasure and then we continued and we ended up having-""Sex" I finish the sentence for her as she nods. "And then we came and we saw you guys" Harry says as he reaches out to hold my hand. I grip onto his hands tightly as Rose looked at us with a worried face. "What's going on?" Rose asks us and both Harry and I put our heads down. "We are just helping each other out and we are there for each other" I say as Harry smiles at my words. "Oh" is the only thing that left Rose's mouth. "Thanks...for telling us" I say to her as a weak smile grew on her face. "I don't blame you too if you never want to see me or Niall again but just know that I am deeply and truly sorry. It didn't mean a thing and I actually didn't even want it" Rose says as she gets up and walks towards the door. "Where are you going?" Harry quickly asks as he removes his hand from mine and stands up. "I'm going back to LA, getting my stuff then flying to Australia and living back there" Rose says as she avoids eye contact from us. 

"Oh" Harry says and he looks quite worried. "Goodbye" Rose says to us as she opens the front door and then slams it shut. I hear the dryer beep and I race to get his pants. I bring them back out and pass them to him. He slips them on and mouths me a 'thanks'. Both Harry and I peek through the window to see where she is going and she is walking through pouring rain, all the way to the bus stop. Harry quickly looks at me and he rushes out the door. I watch Harry race after Rose through the window, as they both are in pouring rain.

Harry's POV

I rush out of the motel and chase after Rose through the pouring rain. "ROSE! WAIT!" I shout at her as she quickly turns around and I walk to her. "What Harry?" She asks me as I look at her face and I can tell that she is crying. "Rose, don't leave" I tell her as she looks back down to the ground. "Harry, I stuffed up and to be honest, I find it really hard looking at you and Emily because I know that I hurt you two very bad and I don't think I can forgive myself for that" Rose says as by this point we are absolutely soaked from the rain. "Rose, I believe you" I say to her and she looks really confused. "Believe me?" she asks.

"I believe that you didn't want it" I say to her as she walks closer to me

"Yeh" I whisper as there is nearly no gap between us.

"Harry, I-I can't" she tells me and I am completely confused. What does she mean?

"You can't what?" I ask her

"I can't be with you" she tells me and my heart completely shatters. Even though it was already broken from what had happened, I feel like I just lost my whole heart after hearing those words.

"Why?" I ask her as I can feel a tear fall down my face but thankfully it is covered up by the rain.

"Because of what I did, I can never forgive myself" she tells me and I just feel even worse.

"But Rose I-"

"No, Harry please. I can't. I have to go" she cuts me off as looks back down to the ground. She looked up as my eyes were still on hers and she crashed her lips against mine and it was quite a long passionate kiss but then she pulled away.

"I'll miss those kisses" she whispers to me before she walks away. "ROSE! PLEASE DON'T LEAVE!" I shout as I can see her getting further and further away. I didn't know what to do. I should have run after her. WHY DIDN'T I? It would be too late now, she is probably somewhere else now. "FUCK" I shout to myself as I totally break down. 

I could literally feel my heart falling out of my chest. Rose is gone, my Rose is gone. I could feel many tears down my cheeks and I let them fall as the rain mainly covered them up. I walked back towards the front door and knocked on it as it was closed. Emily opened the door and I walked in all drenched. She gave me a big hug as I started to cry. "I just dried those jeans" she chuckles as I smile a little but my heart is literally shattered. "I think I may go have another shower" I tell her as she nods. I walk towards the bathroom and shut the door, I turn the shower on and hop in. I can't get over it. I lost Rose, and I...love her. Even though she did something absolutely terrible, I still love her and I have now lost her.