Horan Fever (Niall Horan Fanfiction)

Chapter 29

Emily's POV

The whole time I was packing I didn't even think about Niall and my relationship and what would happen but now it has all come. If I leave we will probably not be together and I will be even more miserable. "Babe?" He whispers to me as he pulls away from the hug and grabs my shoulders. "I-I-I have to leave" I sob as he wipes my tears away. I looked up towards the door to see Harry and Rose standing there with worried and sad looks on their faces. Niall turns to look at them and he whispers "Private chat" and both Harry and Rose leave, shutting the door. "Why? Why do you have to leave?" He asks me and I just break down. I don't want to tell him because I'm basically choosing my family and friends over the one I love. The one that is always there for me and the one that I can share amazing memories with. "I, I miss my family and friends. I just want to go home" I sob to him as he pulls me into a hug and kisses my forehead. 

"It's going to be ok. We can fix this" Niall's say to me and he is wrong. For the first time I'm not believing Niall. We can't fix this, the only way we will is if I leave to go back home. "We can't Niall, we can only fix this if I go back home... to my friends...and family" I say as tears stream down my face. Niall stays silent for a while and he keeps his eyes locked on mine as I keep looking at him as tears keep on falling down the side on my cheeks. After a few minutes of silence I get up from the bed, I walk passed Niall and grab my suitcase. "Emily Wait" he grabs my wrists. "You don't have to leave, we will work this out" he says to me but I just shake my head. "I'm sorry" I reply back to him as in lean down and grab my handbag and hang it over my shoulder. "Emily, please don't leave" Niall's words just crush my heart. I don't want to leave him but I need to go back home. I thought living in New York with the person I love would be my life but now I have realized that it is not. 

Then all of sudden a thought came into my head. Why didn't I think about this before? "Why don't you come with me" I say to Niall as I walk closer to him, putting my handbag back down on the floor. "I- I can't Emily" Niall says. I don't get it, he doesn't want me to leave and yet he can't come. "What do you mean?" I snap back him not realizing that im being quite rude. "Emily, I have record labels and music to create and we do that here, if I leave I won't be able to it and my career might as well be over" I was shocked at his words. He was basically choosing his career over me but personally I can't speak, im basically choosing my family and friends over the one I love which is pretty stupid but I have to do what is right and that it making things better with my family and re-establishing my relationship with my friends. "Oh" I say back to him, another tear falling down my cheek. I grab my handbag and grab my suitcase. I roll my suitcase and I was about to leave our bedroom until Niall grabbed my arms. "Emily, please. I love you, I don't want you to go" He says to me and by now my face was full of tears. "I'm sorry, I-I-I have to do what is right" I say to him.

"what is right?" he asks me

"I need to fix things with my family Niall and I need to be with my friends"

"So you don't need to be with me" he says and his words just crush me.

"No, Niall I need to be with you and my family and friends. But you need to stay and keep on going with your career."

"But Emily I-"

"No, Niall please. Trust me if I could have you, my family and my friends all in the same place then I would but I can't and I need to fix things. I can't keep living like there is only half of me"

"Oh" he simply says

"Bye Niall" I say to him with both our faces full of tears.

"Emily No!" he says to me as I walk out the door. I walk straight pass Harry and Rose who are in the living room and they have very shocked looks on their faces. "Emily?" Rose says to me and I just keep on walking. I open the front door and make my way out of the apartment. I slam the door behind me and walk towards the lift. I haven't even thought about my plane ride or how am I going to get to the airport but I'm too emotional to think right now. I think I just need to stay in a motel and just have a night to myself. Before I was about to press the lift button I heard the door open. 

"EMILY! WAIT!" Niall comes running out and towards me. "Niall?" I ask while wiping my tears away. "I can't live without you, you mean the world to me. I can't just let you leave. I need you and I want you. You are my everything. If you leave and I don't come.... Then I might as well die. Emily, I love you and I'm not letting us stay apart from each other" He says to me as he grabs my waist. "I love you" He sobs to me. "Niall, I need to go home" I say to him. 

"Please, just stay" He tells me. "I can't" I whisper and tilt my head down. "Emily please, would you rather be with me and we can get married and start a family, or go home and be with your own friends and family?" Niall tells me and I am in complete shock. Did he really just say that? He is telling me to choose. I can't believe this. But the thing is.... I don't know what I'm going to choose but I think I have to do what is right.