Horan Fever (Niall Horan Fanfiction)

Chapter 42

2 WEEKS LATER

Emily's POV

Right now I am just sitting on the couch and watching the news. I haven't heard from Niall since the day I left to come home and to be honest, I really miss him. For now I am staying in Rose's apartment for until I can find an apartment of my own.

 I just continued to watch the news as Rose was asleep and I was really bored. Rose does have a really beautiful place, her apartment is in Manly and it looks over the beautiful view of the beach. I heard my phone buzz beside me and I quickly picked it up to see a text message from Harry. Harry. He left 2 days after we got home from the airport to go back to America to fix things up. 

Neither Rose nor I have heard from him since and we didn't have a clue as to what he had to 'Fix'. I swiped by thumb across the screen and opened messages.

'Hey, check the news. It will explain everything' Harry texted me and I am really confused. What does he mean, It Will Explain Everything'? I was already watching the news so I just turned the volume up a little and continued to watch. I rested my phone on my lap and kept my eyes on the TV. 'Hot Gossip'. The news reporter started and I am very curious as to what I will see. 

"One Direction breaking up?" The lady started and my heart already began to sink. "It is officially confirmed that One Direction are breaking up. Harry Styles left Sydney a few days later and went back to New York to discuss things with his band mates. It is seen to be Niall and Harry aren't on the best of terms because of what it is believed the 'Kiss' shared between Harry and Niall's ex fiancé Emily" The news reporter spoke and I could feel a tear prick in my eye. 

"Thank you, now for the weather" The lady continued to speak and I quickly grabbed the remote and turned the TV off. Did they seriously break up because of Harry and my kiss? I feel really bad and not to mention that the fans will probably hate me because the new reporter said that I was the reason that they broke up. I am glad that Rose is asleep because I don't know if she knows about the Kiss between Harry and I even though that was a few weeks ago. I picked up my phone from my lap and dialed Harry's number.

"Harry?" I ask through the phone.

"Yeh, did you see the news?"

"Yes, is that the reason why you went back to New York?"

"Yeh"

"Are you alright?"

"Yeh I guess, I never wanted to end my career this soon but I struggle to look at Niall and he feels the same about me"

"Wait so was the reason you broke up because of your and my...kiss or Rose and Niall's.....thing" I ask because I am a bit confused yet shocked that One Direction are over.

"Both" He replies and my sinks even more.

"Oh ok" I say as it was silent for a while.

"Well, talk later?" He says

"Sure, but when will you be back...for...Rose?" I ask him because I really do miss his company.

"Um...I don't know, hopefully soon" he says.

"Oh ok, bye" I say quickly and hang up. I don't want to admit it, but I think I have feelings for Harry. Ever since the incident between Niall and Rose, I feel like Harry and my connection has grown and I miss having around. But yet again, I also miss Niall. 

But I can't have feelings so Harry, because him and Rose. They love each other and it hurts me to see them talk and kiss and hug and be with each other. I know I shouldn't be feeling this way but I can't help it. I think I have feelings for Harry and I think they are really strong feelings. 

The moment when we kissed each other, I could feel a connection but Harry probably didn't feel the same. I miss him. I miss Harry holding me and kissing me and being there for me. The night when we all came back to the apartment in Sydney together after the plane ride, I went straight to my room because it hurt me to see them together. When I spent a night in my own bed and Harry was sleeping with Rose, I couldn't help but allow my heart to sink and I many tears rolling down the side of my cheek.

"Hey" Rose says as she takes a seat next to me. I really didn't want to see her right now, knowing that she and Harry love each other makes me feel sick and sad and unhappy. 

"Hey" I quickly say as i grab my phone. "What's wrong?" she asks me and I wish I could tell her but I can't because it is about her. "Nothing, One Direction have broken up" I say and she has a very shocked look on her face. "Oh why?" She asks me and I have to tell her. 

"Because apparently Harry could look at Niall and Niall couldn't look at Harry because of what you and Niall did" I snap at her and I didn't even say anything about the kiss. "And because of Harry and my kiss" I quickly add and her face wasn't surprised or anything. 

"Yeh I know" she says leaving my face shocked. "Harry told me" she quickly add and I just nod in surprise. "I'll be back" I say as I quickly jump up from the couch as Rose turns the TV on and I make my way to the balcony outside and shut the sliding door. 

I dial Harry's number hoping that he will pick up. Because I need to tell him how I feel. I know that doing it over phone isn't a good thing but I need to get it out of me and hopefully Harry will understand.

"Hey?" He starts the conversation.

"Harry" I say with a weak tone.

"Yeh? What's wrong?" He asks me and I am thinking about not saying it, but I have too.

"I think....I think...I think I have feelings....for...you" I stutter softly. Harry is silent for a while and I had to break this silent. What was he thinking? Did he have feelings for me too? Or am I just being ridiculous and I should have never of told him?

"Harry?" I ask him with a really weak tone as I can hear him breathe through the phone.

"Emily, I think...I have...feelings for...you....too" he says and my heart stops. Did Harry just say that he has feelings for me?

"Oh" is the only thing that leaves me mouth.

"I'm going to come now, and we will talk about it" he says as I look over at Rose who is laughing at something on the TV and all that I am thinking about is, how I will break her if she finds out about how I have feelings for Harry and Harry feels the same way.

"Ok bye" I say and end the call. I look over to the beach and just take a deep breath and try and clear my head. "What am I going to do?" I whisper to myself.