Chapter 43

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Emily's POV

I woke up to the sound of the door knocking and I jumped out of bed and raced towards the front door.  I opened the door to see Harry standing there. There was someone behind him but Harry wouldn't move out of the way. "Hey" I said as I open the door a bit more, hinting to him that he can come in. "Hey" he replied and walked in. Now that Harry was out of the way I saw who it was.

"Niall?" I ask him as he looks at me deeply into the eyes. "Umm hey" he says as he walks in and I shut the door behind him. Both Niall and Harry took a seat on the couch as I turned to face them. Harry had a very annoyed and angry look on his face as Niall's head was looking down as he played with his fingers. "So... Umm what are you doing here Niall?" I ask him as he looks at me. "I need to talk to you" he says as I look to Harry. "Ok" I reply. "How did you get here?" I ask Niall again. I thought it would be just Harry coming which to be honest I would prefer but I guess things never go my way in life. "He saw me leaving and he wanted to come" Harry says for him as they both share a deathly glare towards each other. I heard a door open and I turned to face my right side. It was Rose. She walked out into the living room where we all were and she had a shocked and confused look on her face.

"What the hell?" She whispered to herself but loud enough for everyone to hear. "Hey" I said to her as she smiled back at me. "What is happening?" She asks and I look to Harry and Niall hoping that they will answer for me. "We are going to discuss things" Harry says as he gives her a weak smile. "Oh" Rose says.

I am really surprised that she hasn't  gone up to Harry and kissed him everywhere possible but the thought of that makes me sick and.....jealous. Rose walks straight pass me and makes her way to the kitchen without any word to Harry or none of us. "Can we talk?" Harry asks me and I nod. Niall looking very confused and jealous at the same time. "Why?" Niall asks with s harsh tone and Harry chooses to ignore hi, but I don't. "Just things Niall" I tell him as Harry and I walk towards my bedroom and enter, I slam the door behind me and soon find Harry crashing his lips against mine. I know it isn't right but I kiss back, our tongues slowly massaging each other as his hands are placed on my hips as I grab his hair, causing him to moan.

His hands make their way to my thighs and lifts me up, my legs wrapped around his torso as he pushed me up against the wall. I lips still connected, I move one of my hands to the chest and pull on his V neck whit t-shirt. I slowly pull away from the kiss as he puts my gently down so I am standing on my own feet. He looks at me confused as he cups my cheek with his hand. "We need to talk , not kiss" I giggle and he smirks. "Alright" he says as he grabs my hand and pulls me over to the couch in my room. We both took a seat and he places his hand on my lap "so?" Harry asks impatiently as i smile weakly before talking.

"We need to do something about this harry" I tell him as he looks down. "I know" he says and to be honest I want him to say more because I don't know what to say. "Well Harry I need to know, do you ummm...have..feelings for....me?" I stutter as I am embarrassed at the words that just came out of my mouth. "Emily" he places his hand on my thigh as his other hand cups my cheek as I look at him and he looks at me. "I have feelings for you and I don't know how to stop them" Harry tells me and my heart just melts.  I know this is wrong, super wrong but we can't help it.

"Same" I say simply as he leans in to kiss but I move my head back, giving him the hint that we shouldn't kiss. "What?" He asks me as I look down, his hand still cupping my cheek. "I just....this isn't right....i don't know" I say as I look back up at him. "Yeh" he simply says as he removes his hands from my cheek and thigh. "Harry?" I ask him because what I am going to say now will be the worst thing that I could ever say but it will help this situation. " I don't think we should talk anymore...or see each other..." I say. I do want to talk to him, I want to cuddle him everyday and be with him but I can't. It is just not right and unfair to Rose.

Rose still thinks that Harry loves her, it will break her heart if she finds about the truth. "Oh" is all he says as I look down. "I know it was a long flight and all but I think you should go" I say and nearly cry as the words that just came out of my mouth really hurt. I get up and I was about to open the door until I felt his hands pull at my waist, causing me to turn around to him. "I'm not leaving, I need you and I will tell Rose and Niall. I can't stay away from you" Harry says and he crashes his lips into mine. I wrap my hands around the nape of his neck as his hands are still placed onto my hips. I heard the door open behind me and I quickly pull away to see it was Rose.

She had a shocked and disappointed look on her face. She clearly saw Harry and I kissing. Before I knew it she slammed the door shut and I could feel Harry breathing heavily behind me. I turned to face him as he looks worried. "This isn't a good idea Harry. I'm sorry" I tell him as I feel my heart sink and his expression changed to sad look.

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