Horan Fever (Niall Horan Fanfiction)

Chapter 30

Emily's POV

"Niall" I snap at him.

"Emily, I love you and I need you but I also want to make sure that you are happy and if you would be happier in Australia with your family and friends.....then i-i-i..........I respect.....that" Niall stutters, clearly not happy with the words that just came out of his mouth.

"Niall, I need to go home" I say looking down, trying to avoid eye contact.

"Why, I'm here as well. You have me? Aren't I good enough?" He asks me and right now im really pissed off. The way he is speaking to me is not the Niall that I know, well at least used to know.

"Wow!" I say to him with a pissed tone. Still surprised about how he spoke to me.

"What?" He asks but he clearly knows.

"Niall, you have changed. I don't know how but the way you are acting towards me makes me feel terrible. I'm leaving" I say as I press the lift button and wait for the door to open.

"Im sorry, but can you please at least think about this and how it will impact us?" He asked me and I guess I don't need to think about it. As much as I want to go home, I think it is best if I just take some time and think about everything. "Fine" I say to him and he grows a smile on his face. "Please come back in, we can talk about it" He says to me and I shake my head. "Niall, I'm going to stay somewhere else.....I don't know...maybe a motel and I will think about everything there" I say as the doors open and I walked in. "Please Emily, just whatever you do, don't go to Australia" He tells me as the doors close and I feel absolutely terrible. I just feel so sad and unhappy. I pulled out my phone and looked at cheap motel stays in NYC.

Harry's POV

Niall just stormed through the front door and both Rose and I are sitting on the couch extremely confused. Niall walks straight to the kitchen as I get up from the couch and walk towards him and so does Rose. We open the kitchen door to see Niall banging his hands on the kitchen bench. "Niall mate? What happened?" I asked him as he turns around and he was very red eyes with a few tears falling down the side of his cheek. "Niall?" Rose asks him with a soft tone. Rose walked passed me and over to Niall, she gave him a hug as he rests his head on her shoulder.

"Niall you can tell us ok?" Rose says to Niall as he pulls away from the hug and come and stand behind Rose. "Emily, she is.....leaving" Niall struggles to say as both Rose and my faces are shocked. "As in, leaving to Australia?" I ask him. "She said that she is going to stay in a motel for the night and she is just going to think about everything" Niall says to us as he puts his head down. To be honest I am still very confused about what even happened.

"Oh" was the only think that left my mouth. Rose and I both looked at each other trying to figure out what to say and do. "Well at least she isn't leaving" I chuckle and Rose looks at me with a look saying 'Did you just seriously say that?' and she shakes her head. Niall's head is still looking down and as Rose leans in to hug him again. "She wants to go back to Australia and I told her to basically choose between me and her friends and family" Niall says and I am completely shocked. One thing I know with girls or anyone, is to not make them choose between people they love.

Niall really stuffed but and I'm not afraid to tell him that. "Are you serious Niall?" I shout at him as he snaps his head up looking angry. "Harry!" Rose yells at me as I completely ignore and death stare Niall. "I can't believe you. You don't make beautiful girls choose, You should know better" I yell at him again. "What else was I supposed to do, I want her to be with me" Niall shouts back as Rose's face is very shocked. "Go fuck yourself mate" I yell at him as I walk towards the front door.

"Harry? Where are you going?" Rose yells as I turn around to face her. "I'm going to find Emily and make sure she is ok, you stay here and keep Niall.....company" I shout back as I open the front door and leave.

Niall's POV

I've really messed this up I don't know why I was acting like this, I was just so frustrated and I was acting quite mean and possessive which I know Emily doesn't like. Even Harry has taken Emily's side which I don't blame him but I'm still pissed off, he's left me here with Rose and I can tell she's feeling uncomfortable with how angry I am and she doesn't want to do something that will push it.

To be honest I have never realised how pretty Rose really is, I wonder what she's like in bed, NO Niall don't think about this you have just proposed to Emily a gorgeous and amazing girl that I love. I don't want to let my past, of drinking and using girls to release any stress and feel nothing but pure pleasure get in the way of my relationship. I could never do that with Rose and I couldn't do it to Harry and Emily it's just wrong. But at the same time I really need something to relax me right now and Rose is the only one here...

Before I knew it I had grabbed Rose's wrists and slammed her against the wall kissing her hungrily, she pulled away "Niall what the fuck are you doing, I like harry and your engaged to A-" I stopped her "please don't say her name, let's just have some fun" I crashed my lips back against hers and this time she kissed back, I knew she loved to play it dirty and getting under her skin, giving her pure sensation I knew she would have to go along with it and couldn't deny the way she loved it. This does not mean in any way I like Rose but for now I didn't give a fuck about anything else all I needed was pleasure and to fuck Rose HARD.