Horan Fever (Niall Horan Fanfiction)

Chapter 38

Emily's POV

Niall looked at both Harry and I, obviously noticing that Harry's arm is around my waist. "Niall, I can't" I tell him as he looks down to the ground. "You hurt me, really bad, and I don't know how I could ever forgive you" I say to him as I look up at Harry and he just looks deeply into my eyes with no expression on his face. "I am so sorry, I don't even know what I was thinking, please. I need you and I love you" Niall says and Harry walks passed me and closer to Niall. Harry grabs Niall's collar and pulls it tightly. 

"Your words won't change a thing, and if you really loved Emily, then you wouldn't force Rose to have fucking sex with you" Harry shouts as Niall flinches a little but brushes it off. Harry let him go and walked back over to me. "I know, I am an idiot" Niall says and I couldn't help but feel bad. I still love Niall but part of me doesn't want to love him because of what he did. It's hard enough just looking at him, how could I possibly forgive him. "Flight number 5609, please come to gate 9, boarding now" The audio speaker said and I realized that was my flight. 

"That's my flight" I say trying to break the awkwardness. "Oh" Harry says as I turn around to give him a hug. "Wait for me out side please?" I ask him as I just want a minute alone with Niall. "Sure" Harry struggles to say as he gives Niall a deathly glare before leaving the room. I walk closer to Niall and I grab his hands. "Niall, I love you....but I can't be with you" I tell him as a tear streams down my face and he cups my cheeks. "Emily, I am so sorry that I hurt you and I never planned too. I love you and I don't know how I could ever live without you" Niall tells me as I look down, his hand still cupping my cheek. I don't know what to say. I don't know if I should forgive Niall or not. As much as I love him, it hurts to look at him because I know that his lips haven't just connected to mine. 

"Niall I-"I am cut off as Niall's lips are pressed onto mine and yes it did feel good but I couldn't do this. I quickly pushed away and wiped my lips with my hand. "Niall, please. I'm sorry...but...I can't be with you anymore" I struggle to say because it did really hurt but I had to do what is right. "But, Emily we can fix-""No, Niall we can't. I have to go" I say as take my ring off my finger. "What are you doing?" Niall says weakly as a tear falls down the side of my cheek. "We aren't together anymore Niall" I say as I grab his hand and place the ring on his palm. "Goodbye" I say to him as I kiss him on the cheek one last time before walking out of the room leaving Niall standing there all alone.

I come out of the room to find Harry waiting by the lift to go down to the gate. "You alright?' He asks me as I nod. He presses the lift button and the doors open, we make our way in and press level 2. "Where is Niall?" Harry asks me as he looks into my eyes deeply. "I left him" I weakly say as I look down. "Oh" he says and the doors open. We get out of the lift and make our way to the gate where I have to board. "I better go" I say to him as I am standing out the front of gate 9. "Oh...yeah" Harry says and he looks down. I lean to give Harry and big hug and he wraps his hands around my waist as I hold the back on his neck. "Bye Harry" I say to him as I pull away from the hug. 

"Bye Emily" Harry said and before I knew it he crashed his lips onto mine. I kissed back because It felt good and I could hear girls screaming and camera's flashing. We both pulled away and we hugged one more time. "Call me when you get to Australia" Harry tells me and I nod. I give him one more peck on the cheek before walking towards the boarding gate. I gave the lady my boarding pass and she scanned. I quickly turned around to see Harry waving at me as I wave back. I walk through the gates and make my way towards the plane. I get onto the plane and I look at my pass to find my seat. I walk through the aisle to find my seat and I finally found it. I took a seat and there was a lady sitting on the seat next to me. She had a hood over her face and she was looking down. "Hey" I said and she tilts her head up.

"Hey" she replies and I am completely shocked by who it is.