Horan Fever (Niall Horan Fanfiction)

Chapter 36

Niall's POV

I woke up on the couch with only a little blanket on top of me and I was really cold. I can't even remember what happened last night but I think Rose and I fought a bit.

Flashback

"Are you fucking me Niall" Rose shouted at me and I was so pissed. How could I do this? Harry and Emily have left and I am so angry with myself. I don't know if Emily will ever want to talk to me again. "It was just me" I shout back at her as I take a seat on the couch as she is still standing near the doorway. "It was all you, you wanted this" Rose yells at me as she begins to cry. "I have lost my best friend and probably the one I love as well" Rose continues as I stand up and walk over to her. "SHUT UP!" I shout at her as I smack her across the face. "Fuck, I am so sorry" I say to her as I try and help but she pushes me away. "You have changed" Rose says to me and I feel terrible. I cheat on my fiance with her bestfriend and then I slap my bestfriend. 

What is wrong with me? Emily told me that I had changed as well so maybe I really have. Maybe there is something really wrong with me. "Rose I really am sorry" I say to her as I pull down her hand from her cheek and there was a big mark. "Fuck you!" Rose shouts at me as she opens the front door. "Where are you going?" I yell at her as she turns to look at me. "Away from you, you fucking asshole" she punches me right in the face and then she knee's me in the balls. I fall to the ground from the pain and she walks out and closes the door.

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Right now I am sitting on the couch holding a bag a peas on my crutch and another bag to my face. I really stuffed up. I just lost the one I love. Emily, my fiancé. I really messed up. I bet you that I will never see her again. Before I knew, I lay down on the couch and I chucked both ice bags on the ground and grabbed the blanket at the end of the couch and pulled it on top of me. I slowly closed my eyelids hoping that this nightmare of a day would be over.

Flashback ends.

I feel so bad. I miss everyone that I hurt. I miss Emily, the one that I honestly can't live without. And I miss Rose and our laughs and I miss Harry, he was like a brother to me. I need to find Emily, I need to talk to her about everything and I need to tell her how sorry I am. I got up from the couch and walked over to my bedroom. As I walked in all the bad memories came back. Everything that was killing me came back to my head and heart and I was about to literally kill myself. 

Seeing Emily's innocent face crushed my heart as she watched me ruin our relationship. I tried to push all the memories out of my head as I quickly grabbed my phone from the bedside table and I rushed out of the room. I took a seat back on the couch and turned on my phone. "Fuck" I say to myself as I have only 25% battery life. I swipe my finger across the screen and I put my password in. I then find Emily's contact and I press ring and it started ringing. After a few rings the phone picked up.

"Emily?" I ask through the phone

"No, It's Harry"

"Where is Emily?"

"She is still asleep and I am not letting you talk to her, you will probably break her heart even more"

"I just need to tell her what happened" I say

"Well you don't need to as Rose already came over and did and thanks to you I have lost her"

"Aren't you mad at her?"

"Yes, but more mad at you. You forced her" Harry shouts at me though the phone and I couldn't help but be angry at Rose. She told them everything, that Bitch

"Oh" is the only thing that left my mouth

"Niall, I don't think you should see Emily, ever"

"Why?"

"Because when she will see you she might be angry at first but then she might fall for you again and then everything will turn out bad"

"No it won't, I don't know what has happened to me lately but right now I am realising and I want to fix every situation that I created"

"I'm sorry mate, but Emily is never going to talk or see you again"

"What! You can't tell her what to do, where are you?"

"Well there is no need to ask because she is going back to Australia tonight, we already booked a flight last night and her bag is already packed" Harry says and my heart completely shatters. Emily is going back, all thanks to me. I'M SUCH A FUCKING ASSHOLE.

 How could I do this to the one I love, the one I promised that I will be with her forever and ever. The one that I am going to get married too, the one that I want by my side every morning of every day for the rest of my life.

"Harry, I am sorry and I really mean it, Please I need to see her. Tell me where you are" I tell him as a tear rolls down the side of my cheek.

"Sorry mate" Harry said and he hung up. I need to find her. I won't let her leave. Harry said that she will be flying back to Australia tonight so I will check the flight times and I will wait for her at the airport even if it takes more than 5 hours. I need to find her, because I love her, because she is my everything and I really stuffed up.