Secret's of a Lone Wolf

Interrogating the Traitor

Chapter 20

     Ryan feels the silver tipped whip biting into his flesh with every snap. With every snap of the whip Ryan screams in agony. Ryan wakes with Bonnie griping his shoulder shaking him. Ryan breath is coming in huge rattling gasps."It's okay baby it's just a dream." Bonnie said. Ryan looks at her to see worrie in her eye's. It was like being back there being interrogated. "Do you want to talk about?" Bonnie asks. Ryan closes his eye's to stop the tears. And looks at the alarm it three in the morning. "I dreamed of being hit with a whip that had silver tips." Ryan said. Bonnie claims on to his lap then hugs him. Ryan stiffens then relaxes in Bonnie's embrace. She knows Ryan has been through a lot. I just wish that I had gotten the chance to tear out Victor's throat. For what he did to Ryan. He is still the same man I fall in love with. He is just more withdrawn and he doesn't laugh a much as he once did. "Ryan you don't have to keep it all inside let all go. Don't push it all down into a corner of your mind. There is no shame in letting go of what happened." Bonnie said. Ryan could speak over the huge lump in his throat. He held Bonnie a little tighter then he broke down and crys. Bonnie holds him as his body shakes from the force of his tears. She continues to hold him long after he stop crying. I'm still speaking words of comfort and love. Ryan kisses his mark on Bonnie's neck. She shivers slightly. Ryan smiles then trails kisses from his mark up her neck. Bonnie moans softly. Ryan could taste strawberries on her skin. God how much he missed the smell and taste that drove him crazy. Bonnie leans her head to the side to give Ryan better excise to her neck. Ryan continues to trail kisses up Bonnie neck till he got to he ear and nibbles on her earlobe. Bonnie giggles. Ryan smiles. Then slides his hands up her shirt feeling her warm soft skin. Bonnie grabs Ryan's tank top and pulls it then over his head. After their bath and sex. They didn’t put more badges on Ryan's torso. Bonnie gentle ran her fingertips over the whilst and cuts. Ryan shudders. "These marks show how brave you are don't be ashamed of them." Bonnie said. Ryan nods. He places his hands on her hips. Bonnie reaches for the tail of her shirt. Then brings it up and over her head then throws it to the side of the bed. Ryan is stunned by her beauty. Ryan nips Bonnie's lip then trails kisses down her neck to her breast's. Ryan takes one nipple in his mouth and suckles it. Bonnie moans. Ryan massages her other breast in his other hand. Ryan let's her nipple go. Bonnie bring his face to her then latches her lip's to his in a passionate kiss. Ryan parts his lip's.
    Knock...Knock... Someone raps at the door six times."Come on open up Alph Luis wants you to be present for the interrogation of Kyle. So rap it up and get to the Alph's  office quickly." Aron said. Ryan is breathing huge puff with a slight rattle. Bonnie could tell he was feeling better. She could kill Aron for interrupting them. Now she will have to take a cold shower. "Can I rip his head off Grace and I where in the middle of something." Gel said. Ryan grunts as Bonnie claims off his lap she looks down to the tent in his boxers. Bonnie smiles. She gets up off the bed and finds her shirt and puts it on. "We will finish this later. You should go see what my father wants." Bonnie said. Ryan stands and goes to Bonnie he kisses her lightly on the lips. "I'd rather stay here and finish what we started." Ryan said. Bonnie grin then trail a finger down his chest. He is really turned on. "So do I. Put clothes on don't keep him waiting." Bonnie said. Ryan nods. Then get a pair of jeans out of the closet. Then grabs a tee shirt pulls it own. Bonnie watches him he moving a little easier now. Ryan gets socks out a compartment then puts on his shoes. He sits down on the bed and puts on his socks. Then puts on his shoes  and laces them up. He stands then runs a comb through his hair. Bonnie kisses Ryan once more then he walks out of their room. He left the compartment open that has his sock and underwear in it. Bonnie goes to it as she goes to close. She is a envelope that has her name on it. She take's it and walks over to the desk and sits then open it. And takes out the pieace of paper folded in side. I unfold it.
   Dear Bonnie,
    If your reading this then I didn't survive the battle with Victor. I'm sorry that I won't be there like I promised. Know that I'm going try my hardest to kill him. For you and our child you will still be in danger if he lives. I regret not being able to tell you this all in person. And not asking you to merry me when you told me you're pregnant. You made me the happiest man on earth. Finding you changed my life for the better. I regret that I won't see our child grow up. But remember I'll always be with you.
          -Love Ryan
    Bonnie has tears running down her face. He left the note just in case he didn’t make it then put it away. That idiot thought ahead thinking of her and their child. No wonder she loves him so much. Knock... Bonnie goes to the door the letter still I'm her hand. She opens the door. To see Evelyn there her smile disappears. "Bonnie, what's wrong did you and Ryan have a fight?" Evelyn askd. Bonnie steps back and Evelyn comes in. She holds out the letter to Evelyn. She take's it and reads it. Bonnie watches as she read her expression changes from irritation to sappy. "Oh I didn’t know he did this. This so sweet and full of love." Evelyn said. So much better then the way Walt and I said goodbye. "Yeah it is-"Oh my gosh is that what I think it is." Evelyn exclaims. She brings Bonnie's hand up to eye level to look at the ruby. It's a classic style and suits Bonnie perfectly. "When did you and Ryan get engaged?" Evelyn asks. Bonnie smiles then looks down at her engagement ring. She sighs he has been planning this since I told him I'm pregnant. " Last night. It was just right too. Right moment and everything." Bonnie said. Evelyn sighs that sounds so romantic. Also Bonnie is glowing but could be because she is pregnant. "Get dressed we have to tell your mom and Eliza." Evelyn said.
      While Evelyn and Bonnie are ohing over her ring. Ryan is being lead to the cells where the prisoner's are kept. When he reached Luis's office. It was to find a very grumpy Walt leaning against the wall. Luis explained that he wanted both of us. To be there for the interrogation of Kyle. As Ryan walks down to the building that looks like a run down hut. The inside look better then the outside. Ryan and Walt follow Luis down the narrow stairs then desend into the earth. As they reach the bottom of the stairs they hear moaning. The place smells dank and rotten. There is torches lit around the structure lighting up the area. They follow Luis to the very last cell in the rows of cells on this side. Sitting there pale from the contact from the silver is Kyle when he sees Ryan he growls loudly. Then runs at bars trying claw at Ryan. He doesn't shift he is in to much pain from the silver cage to do so. "Kyle, we want to know why Victor was so interested in our pack and Nightshade pack. Tell us this and we will end the pain." Luis said. Kyle paces his cell mumbling under his breath. There is drool dripping from his mouth on to his shirt. He has taken no notice. Ryan has noticed that his eye's are vacate and wild looking. It looks as if he has lost his mind. "Tell us what you know. Of what Victor had planned for our pack and Nightshade pack." Luis asks. Kyle stops pacing and looks at Luis. He comes to the door of his cage. "He wanted to bring both pack's to there knees. Both packs have much respect among our kind. Victor wanted to be feared and respected. He was jealous of both pack's success. He couldn't get respect from other packs like you both did. Victor settled for being the most feared pack." Kyle said. Luis is repulsed by what he has said. Ryan hasn't  spoken that doesn't explain why Henry and Victor both trying to put spy's into both packs. "What's the plan?" Ryan asks. Kyle looks at me and laughs uncontrollably. When he got his breath back. "To lead up a rising of rogue's agaisnt both Blue Moon pack and Nightshade pack. The two most respected and feared pack's in our community. Also who said we don't have a spy in Nightshade pack. When time is right that person will strike a deadly blow to our enemy. You can capture as many of our supporters as you want. There is all alway's more who want to fight for our cause. To get rid of our rule makers." Kyle said. Then moves back and begins to laugh like a lunatic.
     As they walk back up the stairs they could still hear Kyle laughing. "Now we know why Victor turned Kyle against us he knows our law's better then most. Also he has always been unstable but now he is absolutely off his rocker."Luis said. Ryan thoughts are stuck on there is a traitor in the Nightshade pack. They said there wasn't one. Could Kyle be lying about that part? I better tell them before they hear from someone else. He should tell both Luis and Walt that he proposed to Bonnie. "Alph and Walt last night I asked Bonnie to merry me." Ryan said. They both stopped and looked at him with curiosity. Luis smiles. Ryan relaxes some then looks at Walt. "I guess I'll just have to get use to having you around." Walt said. Ryan laughs then they continue on their way to the pack house. When they enter they hear giggling coming from the dinning room they went that way. To find it filled with over half the pack. All talking about weddings. Ryan felt vaguely sick. Then he spotted Bonnie who locked eye's with him. Then sick feeling went away. Ryan walks over to her. Zoey stands and blocks his way. She hold out a letter. "Bonnie showed this to us. Now I know you where not just going off half cocked. You knew you might not come back." Zoey said. She then hugs Ryan gently. "I want lot's of grandchildren." Zoey whispers. Ryan chuckles. She let's him go then sits down. Ryan goes over to Bonnie. He bends down and kisses her lightly on the lip's. Bonnie lip's curve against his. "Your letter is beautiful. Your such a romantic." Bonnie said. Ryan stand beside Bonnie as we all talk of weddings and babies.
   Later after dinner was long over. Ryan is soaking in hot soapy water that Bonnie insisted on putting bubbles in. She was in the big tub with him. Bonnie is shaving her legs. And is aware that Ryan is watching her every move. Bonnie smiles. He has been quiet since he came from interrogating Kyle. I put the razor down and look at him. Ryan grins at her. "You've been really quiet do you want to talk about it ? You've been thinking about it all day." Bonnie said.  Ryan does want to tell her. But I don't want to give her nightmares. " We found out a lot. Kyle has lost his mind but was able to tell us that Victor's and Henry's plan was. They want to break both Blue Moon pack and Nightshade pack. So that they can't sit anymore laws for our community. He said that there is spy in Nightshade pack that is waiting to show its true color's." Ryan said. Bonnie knew that this is huge if there was no laws. Then all wolf's  would be getting spotted by humans. The humans would be unprotected from those few wolf's that break our law's  to hunt humans. "Did Alph say what he was going to do?" Bonnie asks. Ryan shakes his head no. He notices that the bubbles are completely gone. I could just see Bonnie's baby bump. Bonnie smiles. Ryan likes to look at my belly. For some reason it makes him happy. Bonnie stand then grabs a towel off the shelf then drys off then steps out of the tub. Ryan stands and takes a towel off the shelf too. He quickly drys off then steps out of the tub. Ryan watches as Bonnie goes into their room. She goes to her dresser and pulls put underwear and a baggy tee shirt. She puts them on. Bonnie could feel Ryan starring at her. It is good to be home. She had missed the way Ryan watches her. Ryan wraps the towel around his waist and walks into there room. He goes to his dresser and pulls out a pair of boxers. Ryan puts them on then shuts the compartment. He turns at the sound of a lock turning. Ryan sees Bonnie coming towards him. She smiles at him then she lefts her shirt pulls it up and over her head. Ryan is on front of her before it hits the floor. He picks Bonnie up she wrap her legs around his waist then. She nibbles his earlobe then trails kisses down his neck. Ryan groans when she reaches her mark on his neck. He crawl on to the bed with Bonnie held tightly in his arms. He lays her down gently. Bonnie lefts herself up and pulls down the cover. Ryan help her then settles himself between her legs. "You taste like strawberries." Ryan said. Bonnie trails her hands down till she reaches his boxers. Then she pulls them down his legs. Ryan kicks them off his feet. He trails his fingertips over Bonnie's skin till he reaches. Her underwear then he pulls them down. Her legs and throws them over his shoulder. Ryan grabs a sleeve from the night stand. Bonnie pins Ryan to the bed he puts it on then enters Bonnie. Once he is fully in Bonnie start move slowly but fast. Ryan groans. He sits up and kisses Bonnie ruffle. Later that night Bonnie collapses on top of Ryan. Completely exhausted and satisfyed. Ryan trails his fingertips up and down Bonnie's back. She could hear the galloping of his heart. Under her ear he was just as tried as she is. She could also hear the rattling his breath made as he inhales. Ryan is still recovering from be tortured. "I'll be even more happy when we can go for a run together in wolf form. But you can't shift for three month's Dr. Allan order's." Bonnie said. Ryan smiles and continues trailing his fingertips up and down Bonnie's back. "Eliza, Evelyn, and Mom started coming up with baby names. They have made us a list." Bonnie said. Ryan chuckles. I have no doubt they did. "Yeah Zoey told me she wanted lot's of grandchildren." Ryan said. Bonnie laugh then kisses Ryan's chest. They where already ahead there is already is one on the way. Ryan pulls the covers over them. Then continues trailing his fingertips up and down Bonnie's back. She drifts off in seconds. Ryan knows that she asleep by her deep breathing. He has missed holding Bonnie in his arms at night. He drifts off with a content smile on his face.
    Bonnie wake up alone in bed. She rolls over and hears the shower running. She stretches then removes the covers and walks to the bathroom does her business. Then opens the shower door and steps in. Ryan has hands on the wall water pour down his head. Bonnie reaches out and trials her fingertips down Ryan's  tught back. He pulls back then turns to face her. Ryan eye's are full of pain. Bonnie goes into his arm's then helps him shower. Ryan does the same for Bonnie each is giving comfort to the other. Once finished they dry off and walk into their room and dress. There is a knock at the door as Ryan is lacing up his shoes. He walks over and unlocks it then opens it. Standing there is Cody. "I need to know what happened in the interrogation yesterday. Will you tell me Walt want tell me?" Cody said. Ryan sees that Cody hasn't  sleeped and smelled of alcohol. Bonnie came out of the bathroom. Done with her make up. "Cody, are you alright?" Bonnie asks. Cody looks at her and shakes. Ryan doesn't like this. Something isn't right with Cody. "I'm sorry Cody but I can't  tell you either. You'll have to talk to the Alph about it-"But I've tried he says that he won't tell me till I sober up. I have to know. I have to know what he died for." Cody said. Who died for what Ryan wondered? "Cody, who are you talking about?" Bonnie asks. She comes and stands next to Ryan. Cody runs his hands through his hair causing it to stick up even more. He looked like he was at the end of his rope. "Nick, I have to know for what he died for. He was. He was my mate." Cody said. Bonnie goes up to Cody and hugs him. That's when Walt comes into sight. He looks at Ryan then at Cody. Walt had heard everything. "He wouldn't have wanted you to drink yourself away like this. Sober up then go and talk to the Alph." Bonnie said. She pulled back he let her go. Cody had tears running down his cheeks. "Come Cody let's go get us a strong cup of coffee." Walt said. He lead Cody back down the stairs. Bonnie looks back at Ryan to see him. Starring at where Walt and Cody disappeared. "Did you know that they where mates?" Bonnie asks. Ryan looks at her. No he didn't Nick broke under torture. Strangely it didn’t surprise him they where always close. Bonnie took his hand pulls him into the hall."No but they seemed oddly tence around each other when we sit out on our assignment." Ryan said. They walked down the stairs together and into the dinning room. Then sat down and ate breakfeast. Aron came in then clears his throat. Getting everyone's attention. "Pass this along we are having a pack meeting at noon it's mandatory." Aron said. Then he sat and down to eat his breakfeast. As other's left and more came in. Bonnie stood as did Ryan he walked with her to the door. "I'll see you for an early lunch." Ryan said. Bonnie kisses Ryan lightly on lip's. Ryan brushes his lip's over her's. Then nips her lip. Which causes her to smile. "See you later." Bonnie said. Evelyn came skipping to them hugs Ryan gently. Then follows Bonnie out the door headed for the coffee shop. Walt comes out of the dinning room with some of the warriors. "Ryan, do you want to join us where going practice our technics." Tyler said. Ryan nods then follows them out the back door. "Since Ryan can't shift. He will be our judge. And tell us what we need to work on." Walt said. They stripped out of there clothes then shifted. As their hands and feet formed onto paw. There organs shifts around. Then their canines break through their gums. They fall to the ground on four paw and fur spreads all over their bodies. Ryan watches as they all get to their feet and pair off. Then begain their drills.
     After many hours of watching Walt, Tyler, Luther, Aly, Joe and Martin trying to out do one another. Telling each of them what needs to be worked on. Ryan is ready to see Bonnie and have some of her cooking. They decided to join him Walt made a big deal. Saying that he could drive us their faster. So we all piled into Walt's suv and drove to Bonnie's coffee shop. Once Walt parked everyone piled out and walked to the coffee shop.  Ryan is a little annoyed by the way most of the pack is treating him. Once he steps in Ryan notices that old Joe is at the stove. And  Bonnie is taking order's and refilling cups. There is lot's of talking about the mandatory meeting. They all go to the counter and sit down. Evelyn comes over. She looks close to panic. "What can I get you?" Evelyn asks. They look at each other. "Coffee!" Everyone said. Ryan looks down at Bonnie to see her chatting. And toping off cups as she went by. The door opens and the smell of sunflowers reaches Ryan. No she can't be here it can't be her. Ryan turns slowly everyone in the shop went silent. That's  when he notices the little boy holding her hand. Everyone is tence and on alert. Her eye's land on Ryan they widen in surprise her eye's tear up. "Ryan or is it Alec?Oh honey look at you all grown up. This is Colton your baby brother. Which one are Ryan or Alec-"What are you doing here?" Ryan asks. She take's a step forward but Ryan stays where he is. "Well where looking for a safe place to live decide to see the Blue Moon pack would take us in. But never imagined that I would find you here. How is Lilly? Which one are you Alec or Ryan? I could never tell you apart. You can call me either mom or Ashley." Ashley said. Then she looks around the coffee shop. Just realizing the scene she was causing. Zoey comes from the kitchen. "I'm Zoey Werth Luna of the Blue Moon pack. And you'll be welcome here as long as you follow our rules." Zoey said. Bonnie could tell from Ryan's reaction that he never meet the women before. The boy Colton is gazing around in curiosity. Ryan looks at him sees himself at that age. "Well there is mandatory meeting for the pack their you will meet my husband Alph Luis." Zoey said. Everyone slowly cleared from the shop headed to the pack house for the meeting.