Chapter 1

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Author's Note: Yay! You've made it to the 2nd book😂 Hope you enjoy this! Love you all!

Paige's POV

"So what's on your mind?" I said looking at the ground.

"You." He grabbed my hands.

"I can't do this Ethan." I pulled my hands away.

"Come on, we can fix this." He lifted my chin until our eyes met.

"You cheated on me with my best friend's sister. You can't go back in time and change that." A tear trickled down my cheek.

"If I could go back in time I would change it. I love you." Ethan's hand still on my chin.

"I don't know Ethan. I still love you, but I don't know if I can forgive you just with an apology." I looked back down.

"Come on Paige." He pouted.

"I'm sorry Ethan, I don't know if I can do this."

"Please Paige." He started crying.

"I can't." I started walking away.

Ethan grabbed my wrist and pulled me closer. He placed his lips on mine. "It doesn't feel the same anymore." I cried.

"Please." He mumbled.

"I'm sorry Ethan, I think it's best." I hugged him and walked away.

"Paige." He called out, but I ignored him.

I got home and went straight to my room and grabbed my razor. I cut my wrist. Why I was doing this? I don't know. I was just so stressed and upset, I thought it would be the best.

I don't want to date him when he cheated on me, for all I know it could happen again. I mean I still love him but I can't forgive him that quickly.

About 15 minutes later my mom knocked and walked into my room, "how was school?"

"Awful." I cried into my pillow.

"What happened?" My mom rubbed my back.

"Remember how Ethan cheated on me?"

"Yes."

"I broke up with him today."

"Awe sweetie." My mom hugged me, "you guys were too cute."

"That's not helping mom." I cried harder.

"I'm sorry."

"Can I just be left alone for a bit? Please." I asked.

"Of course you can." My mom left the room.

I looked at my cut open wrist and flinched at the sight. I wrapped a bandage around it and threw on a random baggy sweater.

I pulled out my phone and called Miranda,

"I need you." I cried into the phone.

"What happened?"

"I broke up with Ethan."

"I'll be there in a few." She hung up.

I waited for her, curled up in a ball on my bed.

She walked in, "Paige." She came over and hugged me.

I just sat there and cried.

"It's because he cheated on you?" She looked me in the eyes.

"Yea." I wiped away the tears.

"Oh Paige." She hugged me tightly, "I'm sorry my sister is a whore."

I let out a little laugh, "it's not your fault my ex was also a man whore." I can't believe I just said that about him.

"Paige." Miranda said in shock.

"I can't believe I just said that about him." I cried.

"I'm not talking about what you just said, what happened to your wrist?" She asked pointing out my bandaged wrist.

"I twisted it in school today." I lied.

"Well first of all it shouldn't be bleeding and second of all I know you don't have gym this semester."

"Fine! I cut myself!" I shouted.

"Paige! What the fuck?" Miranda shouted back.

"I'm sorry. I'm just so stressed and ugh." I cried.

"It's ok." Miranda hugged me again.

Ethan's POV

I sat on my bed doing nothing, "hey bro." Grayson walked in.

"Hi." I said flatly.

"What's your issue?" He asked sitting on his bed.

"Paige broke up with me."

"Shouldn't have been making out with that whore." Grayson looked at his phone.

"You're supposed to be my brother and comfort me through this."

"What am I supposed to do? Applaud you and say 'good job for ruining your relationship'? I'm not going to comfort you when you fucked this up." Grayson looked at me.

"Whatever." I rolled over, not facing him.

Paige's POV

"I miss him."

"He fucked up though." Miranda looked at me.

"I still miss him. I loved him so much, than he went and did this." I twiddled my fingers.

"Just don't think about it, we'll find you another guy." Miranda laughed.

"Sounds good to me." I laughed.

"Whore." She joked.

"Oops wouldn't wanna turn into your sister." I put my hand to my mouth and laughed.

"That wouldn't be a good thing." Miranda said, my door opened and in came a smiling Grayson.

"Hello ladies." He smiled.

"Hi." I got up and hugged him.

"Sorry my brother is such a fuck up." He said into the hug.

"I love how you say that about him." I laughed pulling out of the hug.

"It's true." He sat beside Miranda.

"Anything I can do?" Gray asked.

"There is nothing to do." I looked at the ground. I saw Ethan's sweater laying by my closet, I went over and kicked it in.

-Paige

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