"I'm sorry " I said for the millionth time to Wesley. He seemed okay with Ryan coming along to this dinner but I knew on the inside it made him furious.
Wesley flashed me a smile, grasping my hand into his tightly. "As long as your here I'm happy. "
I smiled, a tint of red feeling my cheeks.
Ryan on the other side of me. Wasn't having it at all. I tried my best to ignore his presents but it was hard when he was glaring at Wesley the whole time.
He clears his throat and the moment between my date are gone.
"So Wesley. What do you do? You know besides go to college with My girl "
"Ex girl " I correct Ryan.
"Just school so far. I am looking into becoming a musician."
Ryan laughs and I suddenly sink in my seat. Here we go....
"Cool story bro. "
Wesley leans into my space, staring directly at Ryan who he wants to strangle.
"What about you? Oh wait let me guess... Jealous ex boyfriend? "
Before anything else can happen, the car comes to a stop and I am grateful there will be no strangling.
The fancy restaurant catches me off guard. It's to nice, like a kind of places my parents would hangout.
Wesley leads me inside where his two parents are already waiting for us and I introduced to them.
"Nice to meet you both" I say, taking a seat next to Ryan who is pouting like a bad kid in the corner.
Wesley's parents don't ask about Ryan and I think it's because Wesley slip them a side comment about it a minute ago.
"Its like Harry all over again. " Ryan grumbles, and I kick him under the table.
The rest of night consists of Wesley talking about his music major and his dad Robin talking about a family trip to Paris this summer and the Mrs. Asking me about my family and school.
Ryan stays quiet the entire time. Which worries me because at as my moment his mouth could go off and could ruin this whole evening.
He's been doing that lately.
"Enjoying the meatloaf? " I smile nervously at Ryan as I watch him twist his fork into his food.
"Do you like him? "
My heart is beating faster than it already was and I feel like I could pass out any moment at the shocking question He has asked me.
It wounds me to see Ryan looking hurt as ever while he awaits my answer about Wesley.
I can't answer him. It will hurt him but if I don't then it will still hurt him. Either way I lose.
"Do you? " he asks a little bit louder. The whole table now listening on to our conversation.
Tears run down my face. I stare down at my fiddling fingers, shaking my head yes.
I didn't have to look up at Ryan to know how he was feeling. It was obvious when he stood up from the table, leaving without a word.
And without thinking I get up to, to run after him. Wesley in the backround calling after me but I ignore it.
No matter what happens. It seems Ryan or I are chasing after each other. It's a pattern that never stops.
"Ryan" I stop at the door frame.
He turns, his eyes watering while the tears slip from his green emerald eyes.
"Please" is all I can say.
"You can't do that Demi. Its not fair. "
"Okay you win. I can't live without you in my life. Are you happy? But I do want to move on and you should- "
"Don't you dare fucking say that. I don't want to move on and I don't want to see you with another version of Harry! " Ryan yells making the tears come down faster.
He steps closer, attempting to touch me but I take a step back. Afraid of what he has become and what I have become.
Total strangers who forgot about the feelings they once had or should I say I had.
"I love you Demi and right now I'm not sure any more " he says before turning away.
And at that moment the memories of Ryan and I had shared together flash through my mind.
There start to fade as Ryan walks further away, and inside I reach out my hand to grab a hold of it.
"Please don't go. I need you Ryan " I cry. It's the magic words that bring him and the memories back into my grasp as he pulls me into him, embracing me into a kiss.
It's the kiss that's been missed. The one my heart has been longing for, the one I have rejected in my mind for this moment.
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Remi kissing again!!! Prasie the heavens!!!
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The Skater That Stole My Heart《Ryan Sheckler》
FanficWARNING: I WROTE THIS BOOK AND HAD NO IDEA WHAT I WAS DOING AND THERE IS SO MUCH MISTAKES IN HERE I CAN'T BOTHER TO FIX IT ! SORRY! READ AT YOUR OWN RISK! Demi Hennings is a sweet 17 year old rich girl living with her snobby parents. Life s...