The Skater That Stole My Heart《Ryan Sheckler》

chapter 30

"What do you mean you broke up with Ryan?!" Alison asked loudly causing everybody in the cafeteria to look at us.

"Keep it down Alison!" i said covering her mouth and she nodded. i knew telling her would make her freak out.

"Okay but seriously why would you do that?! are you going crazy?!" She asked and i looked at the ground feeling my nerves burn....i cried all day and night, i still haven't stopped. i don't think this will ever stop. "Because i don't deserve him and its not fair for him to see me with Harry" i explained pushing my lunch to the side. The Worst part about being depressed is you can't eat or sleep and you feel like a bum while you cry about every single thing.

 "if i were you, i would of just ran away with him...you know like in the fairy tales" Alison smiled picturing it in her head and i threw my carrots at her knocking her back to reality "This is the real world" 

i would love to runaway with Ryan but i know my parents and Harry would try finding me, its nice to dream if we did though. We get married, live in a big house out in the country or something like that just me and him.

Every night we would go to the lake near are house and lay down in the grass looking up at all the stars, counting them one by one.

"Well the real world sucks if i don't see you marry Ryan" Alison protested.

"my parents wouldn't let me and besides i don't think Ryan wants to get married now" I replied and Alison looked at me with a so what look.

"Ryan is 24 and i'm 17....my parents would send me away" 

"Torey is 23 and i'm the same age as you so whats the problem?" Alison questioned.

"i don't know...i'm just being stupid, i just miss him" i sighed holding in the tears that i've been holding in all day.

"you always think of stupid reasons why you shouldn't be with Ryan or why you don't deserve him...why do you do that? you are perfect for him! so what if he's older than you?! he makes you happy and you make him happy!" Alison said and i shrugged my shoulders "it doesn't matter anyways...i lost him" 

Hilary probably got him back now and i'll never get him back, its probably better that way..it was never ment to be anyways.......i wish it did though. 

After school i waited at the school steps for Ben to pick me up. i was listening to "Slow Down" by Selena Gomez. i was singing it, not that loud though.

i didn't even noticed Alison sat right next to me in till she took out one of my headphones "I love that song!" She gushed and i let out a chuckle "What's up?" 

Alison smiled really big like she was up to something, oh god what did she do? "What did you do?" I asked narrowing my eyes at her and she pointed behind me causing me to look and see Torey, Ryan and Hilary hand in hand.

i snapped my head back at Alison with a mad face "I didn't know she was coming! honest!" She whispered and i got up to my feet ready to run away before anyone could say any thing to me 

"Demi!!!!!" Torey exclaimed pulling me into a big hug....to late.

"Hey Torey" I said with a small smile.

"Please get back with Ryan! he's been crying ever since the break up" Torey whispered and i looked down at the ground because it was all my fault.

Torey let go of the hug and i just stood their awkwardly because i felt all eyes were all me, it gave me that nervous feeling where i wanted to throw up.

Ryan kept staring at me as if he wanted me to say something to him but i didn't know what to say and Hilary well she had a big smirk on her face like she had won Ryan's heart back. if only i could just slap that smirk off her face right now! Suddenly a honk of a horn saves me, it was Ben.

"i have to go...uh bye guys!" i said awkwardly walking away.

"Demi wait" I heard Ryan say and i turned around to his sad lonely look in his eyes.

"Y-yes" i stuttered and he gave me a small smile "I miss you" he whispered making me tear up and want to jump in his arms.

"I have to go" i cried and ran to the car, Once i got in i let out all my tears, i sobbed so hard that i felt my stomach wanted to come out of my mouth.

i hate how it has to be like this! why cant i just be happy? can't my parents just let me be happy?!

RYAN'S P.O.V

i watched as Demi's car faded away down the street and i felt so stupid for just saying "i miss you" i should of just said something more better.

How could i just let her slip through my fingers? and going back with Hilary to numb the pain isnt helping me at all...it just made Demi runaway from me.

"you shouldn't bother with her Ryan, its not worth it" Hilary said wrapping her arms around my waist.

"you mean he shouldn't bother with you and your not worth it" Alison protested making me and Torey let out a chuckle causing her to glare at all of us "your going to let her talk to me like that?" Hilary questioned. 

"You deserved it" i said and she pushed me and walked away.

BACK TO DEMI'S P.O.V

Once i got home i went up to my room, my body was still sore so i still needed to heal up plus i rather stay in my room all day because i over heard my parents in the living room talking about the wedding plans.

i seriously wish i didn't have to do all this, its to much for me! i'm only 17! who in the heck gets married at that age?! and i thought marriage was about true love! not being forced to marry someone you hate alot. Harry may be good looking but he acts like an asshole from hell!

maybe i can still convince my parents to call if off. They'll probably just turn me down again, they never listen to me anyways.

"Demi, you have a visitor" Emily said on the other side of the door.

its probably Alison, "okay!" i called out and that's when my door opened and there appeared Hilary.

what the heck is she doing here?! shouldn't she be with Ryan? "What do you want?" i asked harshly as she closed the door behind her.

"Well i want you to stay away from Ryan! he doesn't want to see you" She protested and i lifted my brow, this bitch is going down. "besides he cheated on you" Hilary continued and i suddenly lost all my nerves to even yell at her.

did she just say cheat? no he couldn't, Ryan is not like that...he wouldn't do that to me, would he?

"i don't believe you" i whispered holding back my tears, i'm not going to let her see how weak i am right now.

"believe it because he did" She smirked and shook my head " no he wouldn't do that to me"

"While he was away at his skate league, he was with me and we kissed" She said and her words burned into me, as the tears poured out of me.

"if you don't believe me, you can ask him right now" Hilary replied pointing to my phone right next to me and i picked it up and dailed his number within a second he answered.

"Demi?" 

cliff hanger!!!! :) haha sorry guys but i had too. 

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