The Skater That Stole My Heart《Ryan Sheckler》

chapter 37

DEMI'S P.O.V

"I wish I could help" P-rod pouts, i had told him about me being forced to marry a prick of a guy, my horrible parents and how I was heart broken about breaking up with Ryan.

"I don't think anybody could help me....I'm stuck for life" I say sadly.

I have been talking for P-rod for about 2 hours and to tell you the truth it feels pretty great. He's a very good listener....who knew P-rod could be such a great guy.. if only he was like that in the beginning.

"Yeah" P-rod mummers as he takes his attention to the TV. Were  watching some horror film. I know I'm not a horror film kind of person but it was better then staying at my house and listening to her and her friends blabber on about the wedding.

I lean back into the couch getting myself comfortable, I wasn't going to leave now. I just wanted to relax and enjoy my time without it being bugged about the wedding.

Spacing out as my eyes drift off into space I think about Ryan. I felt bad all I was doing was hurting him but I didn't do it on purpose.... it was my life and parents were getting in the way. mostly my parents and their forceful ways into controlling me. I knew I would have to woman up someday and stand up for myself but I couldn't bring myself to it...not yet at least. I was probably to late anyways, they already won because I wasn't brave enough to stand up to them and stand my ground to the point where I wouldn't give up or fall. I would stand up tall like a tree...well in til someone gets a saw and cuts me down then I'd give up.

I tried to force myself to stand up for myself but then the negative thoughts would bring me down reminding me that when it comes to fighting with my parents, they'd win and I'd go back in to my shell in defeat.

"Demi?"

"huh?" I say and turn to P-rod staring at me

"Are you alright?"

"Yeah why?" I ask

"You looked lost in thought.... you still thinking about the wedding?"

I nod "but I don't want to talk about it anymore...can't we just watch the movie??" I ask and happily P-rod agrees.

We continue to watch the movie, but i would look away when the scary parts would come on.

I lean forward to grab a handful of popcorn on the coffee table and shove it in my mouth. Popcorn really isn't my favorite but when I get nervous I tend to eat....a lot.

Ring

"I'll get it" P-rod said heading to the front door, and a second later I hear Ryan's voice.

I get to my feet and peek through the kitchen to see who's at the front door and it's Ryan, Alison and Torey. What are they doing here?

I stay completely still and silent so I could hear what was going on.

"What are you guys doing here?" P-rod asked as he glared at Ryan.

"To get my girlfriend" Ryan said harshly pushing pass P-rod, and that's when I came out of hiding. I mean I had to or else him and P-rod are going to start fighting again.

"You and Demi aren't even together anymore So get that straight Sheckler" P-rod protested pushing Ryan, Well he is right about that but still! I still love Ryan.

I step in between the boys but their so stubborn they ignore me and continue to talk crap and push each other's buttons.

That's when I look over to Alison and Torey for a little help but not even they wanted to get in between Ryan and P-rod's stare down of death.

"Why don't you get that Demi doesn't like you?! Why not get that shit straight through your fucking head!!" Ryan yelled making me flinch. I haven't really seen him this mad. his eyes just turned dark for a second.

" Can you boys just stop?!?! Seriously I hate when you both fight!!! just both of you relax!!" I scolded them making them both silent.

"Sheckler started it" P-rod protests quietly 

After dealing with dumb and dumber i went home, well pretty much forced by Ryan's bossiness. He seems to be getting more grumpy with Paul aka: P-rod being my friend.

I padded over to the bathroom, looking at myself in the mirror. Tomorrow is the big day. And i'm horrified. i didn't think he'd come to fast and killer of my life. i'm entering a life with Harry and leaving a life i wanted to make better.

"honey" A voice says, i turn to see my dad. He has a smile on his face but not me.

"i'm not in the mood dad"

he frowns "why the long face? Aren't you happy about tomorrow? this is what we all wanted for you" He'll seriously never will get it will he? Him and my mom aren't doing it for me. Their doing it for themselves...for their business. For their god damn stupid business. 

"Don't lie to me dad.....it was never for me from the start and you know it" I protest pointing my finger at him, he seems taken back.

"You know i didn't want this. i never want this and i never will" i continued with my protest pushing past him. i don't know why i bother to fight with him, he's never on my side anyways.

"Demi were only doing what's right" 

"You always say that! when will it be for me? your daughter" i said as a tears escaped my eyes

he sighed trying to reach out to me but i backed away. i didn't need him to pity on me ...it was to late. 17 years to late.

"Goodnight" He murmured leaving me with my sobs.

hii sorry for being so slow on the update! but i've been busy and i broke my tablet so i'm not on as much i use to be sadly. 

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