sex partners // louis

Chapter 37

A B B Y

I can't believe I've actually told him. God, he'll never be able to look at me the same again. What's he gonna see me as now? A vulnerable piece of shit? Ugh. Fuck life right now.

"Hey, why you lookin so glum?" Liam asks me. I've been sitting on the couch by myself for over an hour. Louis is on the phone with his mum. I just groan and bury my face in my hands. "Ab?" he sits down, and I can tell he's looking at me. "What's wrong?" "Just going through some stuff. I'm alright though." He hugs me then heard Elyse yell, so he goes to her.

I get up and look through the cabinets, but there's nothing to eat. Which is good, I decide.

Samantha is at her house, Liam is with Elyse somewhere, Niall and Harry have their door closed, Marcel is on a walk, and Louis is on the phone. So I slip on my boots and sit on the back porch. I can't even feel the cold, so it's fine. I just can't believe that this has happened. What the hell do I do now? I don't want to stay here anymore. I can't. If I would have stayed with Noni, she'd be fine. Plus Louis wouldn't know about the fucking place. I was hoping to just push it out of my mind, but I can't. Whatever.

I sit there in the cold for about five minutes before I hear the door open behind me. I don't turn around, though. "I'm not in the mood to talk either. I just need a quiet place to sit." It's Louis. I don't reply as he sits down next to me, taking my hand in his. We just sit there silently. Sometimes words just make things worse. I feel my phone vibrate in my pocket, so I pull it out. My mum texted.

Mum
Hi Abby. How are things in the USA?

Abby
Mum, I can't talk right now, okay? We're having some rough times, but we're okay. love you! tell perrie i say hello

Mum
Alright. Talk to you soon

"Who called you?" I ask him, ruining the peaceful silence. "It was Lottie. She was calling to check up on us. She says Liam told them what happened and your mum was worried." "Shit. Ugh. I'm gonna call my mum." "Okay."

"Mum? It's Abby." "Hi honey. Everything okay?" "I think so. Please don't be worried, okay?" "How can I not be worried? Isn't that like a severe thing for you? How does seeing someone else do what you wanted not make you want to do it?" "Mom, calm down. It's okay." "I want you to come home." "What?" "You heard me. I want you to come home. All your friends can stay, but I want you here." "No, Mum! I'm not coming home just because you want me to, okay? We come home next week. I'm staying. Goodbye." "Abig-" I hang up the phone before she can finish yelling my name. "She wants you to go home?" "Yeah." "Don't you think you should listen to her?" "I'm not going home until everyone else does. On the set date. Okay?" He sighs. "I'm going inside." I say, and stand up.

Sorry this is so short and also sorry that it's been over a month woops ily guys

Idk what's gonna happen to me so this might be one of the last chapters ok ily

Chapter dedicated to my wifey boobearandstyles