{Luke}
I wake up to feel a strong arm around my waist and my cheeks are stained with tears. I try move and my whole ass and waist hurts.
I feel Calum's lips on my neck and I begin to squirm at how uncomfortably soft his lips are.
"Morning." He mumbles in my ear.
He begins to properly kiss my neck making me bite my lip.
"M- Good morning." I stutter.
He locates my sweet spot and gently sucks on it. I bite my lip and try my best not to moan.
"You gonna be a good boy today?" Calum whispers.
"Y-Yes." I say and I feel him smile into my neck.
"Can you go out and buy some stuff to make pancakes?" Calum asks as he sits up.
"Yes, I will." I say and dress up.
I soon exit the house and pull my phone out.
mikey [11:49pm]
calum abuses you????
mikey [11:56pm]
call me
I sigh and click on 'Halsey'.
"Hey Lukey." She says.
"Halsey, did you tell Michael?" I ask and there's a silence.
"U-Um.. no.." she stutters.
"Halsey c'mon! I trusted you not to tell anyone!" I shout.
"I'm sorry, I'm sorry okay? Look, he gave me a really good offer!" She shouts.
"Was it for sex?" I ask.
"Maybe.." She trails off.
"Halsey you're pregnant." I whine.
"We overcame that problem." She says and I rub my eye.
"Okay look, just don't let him tell Ashton or Alexia okay? Not even Andrea!" I shout making her sigh.
"Luke... how are you going to fix this?" She asks.
".. I don't know Halsey... I-I don't know what to do." I say and feel a lump rise to my throat.
"Hey, hey, calm down Lukey, where are you?" She asks.
"I-I'm going to the grocery store. C-Calum told me to go buy pancake mix." I say.
"Damn, okay, I'll talk to you there, alright?" She asks.
"Y-Yea okay.." I trail off.
"I'll bring Michael along." She says and I nod.
"Alright. Please hurry." I tell her and I hear a hum of response.
I'm soon talking to them.
"Luke, you gotta break up with him." Michael says.
"I can't Mikey--"
"Have you fucking tried yet?" Michael asks.
"No.. I-I'm too scared Michael." I say and Michael sighs.
"Sorry dude, you're gonna have to do it." He tells me.
"But I don't want to leave him.." I whisper and Halsey wraps and arm around my shoulders.
"Lukey, he hurt you. You can't just let him continue like this." She tells me.
"But I love him." I say and Michael frowns at me.
"Hold the fuck up," He says and stands in front of me. "You still fucking love him?"
"Michael.." Halsey says.
"No! Luke, you can't still love Calum after what he's fucking done to you!" He shouts.
"Well I'm sorry Michael! I can't just control whether or not I love someone!" I shout.
"Well--"
"I thought you were here to help me!" I shout.
"Well fuck that, I'm here to change your mind!" Michael shouts.
"Fuck this." I curse and push Halsey off me.
"Luke..." Halsey trails off but I walk in front front and away from them.
My feelings are so messed up. I love Calum but he's being a fucking dick and I don't know what to do. I'm soon home only to find out that Calum's gone out to hang out with Jack and Alex. I decide to go to Ashton and Alexia because they're probably the most mature and adult-y right now and I really need an adult.
I would talk to my mom or dad, but I don't want to worry them. Jack and Ben would make fun of me, so that's off my list. I've already tried Michael and Halsey and they didn't help at all, so Ashton and Alexia pretty much are my last option. I'm at their door and I knock on it gently to see Ashton with a majestic hair cut. I'm currently too sad to point it out though. He looks hot today might I add, I swallow at the sight of what he's wearing before shaking it off.
I tell them that Calum is out with other friends, I don't want to worry them either because I don't want Calum to know I told someone. He would probably deny it too.
I hold Andrea in my hands as Ashton sits on the couch beside me and Alexia's making lunch (which I've decided to have with them since they asked me).
"Fuck!" Andrea giggles.
"It's the only word she knows and people have been starring at us like we're aliens." Ashton sighs, tying Andrea's hair up into pig tails.
"Andy," I call and she looks up at me and grabs my lip ring.
"L-Lukey.." She trails off and Ashton gasps.
"BABE!" Ashton shouts.
"FIRE!" Alexia answers and Ashton rolls his eyes.
"Andy just said Luke!" He shouts and Alexia runs out. She looks very pretty today.
"Luke.. Luuuuukeyy.." Andrea giggles and I smile and take her hand off my lip ring and play with her tiny fingers.
"Aww.." Alexia says and kneels in front of me. I spin Andy around and Alexia takes her small hands.
"Ahhh.." Andrea mimics.
"How are we actually taking care of this kid?" Ashton asks.
"I have no idea." Alexia breathes out.
"Mamaa.." Andy says.
She giggles and says my name again before saying mama again.
I see Alexia literally holding back tears.
"How about dada?" Ashton asks.
"Shut the fuck up." Alexia says.
"Fuck.." Andy giggles. "Dada.. daddyyy.."
"My one year old daughter calls me what Alexia calls me." Ashton says.
"Ashton, if you don't zip it, I will back hand your face so fucking hard." Alexia says making me laugh.
"Babe, you should probably check on the food." Ashton says and I smell burning in the air. Alexia screeches and sprints back into the kitchen.
Wow, Ashton and Alexia's relationship has worked so well. If only if could have this with someone.
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