Forty One

1K 70 35
                                    

*fluff warning*
(A/N: i should be the next John motherfucking Green because srsly)

LISTEN TO YOUR CAKE PLAYLIST IF YOU WANT TO DIE BECAUSE THATS WHAT IM DOING AND B Y E

{Calum}
It's night now. 11pm to be exact, Luke and I can't sleep. He takes my hand and plays with my fingers.

"I'm 19 soon." Luke says and I smile.

"I'm already 19," I say. "You're a baby."

"I'm not a baby! I'm 18." He says in a show off voice making me giggle.

"Yes but Lukey, you're the last 18 year old. We're all 19." I say.

"Ashton isn't." He defends himself.

"Yea but he's turning 19 first." I say.

Luke huffs and repositions himself so that his head is on my stomach and the rest of his body is on top of mine. My hands reach down to only his chest but Luke continues to play with my fingers.

"Did I ever tell you how pretty your fingers are?" Luke mumbles and I smile.

"You never did. That's a new one." I say and Luke looks up at me with a tiny smile.

"I love you." He says quietly.

I can't help but sit up and lean over to give him an upside down kiss. He smiles into it before I pull away gently. I place kisses on his jaw and ear making him hum in satisfaction. I soon lean back and Luke spins over and scoots up until his head's just under my shoulder.

"Wow, I haven't seen you so cuddly in a while." I say and Luke grins cheekily and rests his head under my neck, his body still on top of mine.

I feel his lips on my chest and leaves kisses slowly up my chest until it's to my neck. He spins around and begins kissing my neck, gently sucking on my neck.

"Luke.." I breathe out and he shifts forward until his face is level with mine.

He leans in and places a kiss before spinning over into his previous position.

"Do you want to sleep now babe?" I ask and he nods.

I turn over, holding Luke and turn the lights off before pulling the cover over us. I then lean over and pull Luke into me and wrap my arms around him. Our legs intertwine and Luke leans up and places a kiss on my lips.

I smile as I lean down, making out a little until Luke pulls away from me. My lips follow his and my nose is on his since I want to kiss him more, but Luke just gives me a small smile before shutting his eyes. I decide to do the same.

**

"Are you awake?" I hear and I open my eyes to see Luke sitting up.

"Y-Yea, course babe what's wrong?" I ask propping myself up on one arm.

"I can't sleep." He whispers and I look at the time to see it's 4:34am. I rub my eye and register what's going on.

"Sorry.. I woke you up didn't I?" he asks.

"No no, cmon, let's do something then," I say. "Uhh.. Look here."

I motion out the window beside our bed. Luke sits in front of it and I sit beside him, wrapping the blanket around us both. Luke cuddles into my side as he stares out the window.

"Look at all the stars.." I whisper and he looks up. I place kisses on his shoulder and look up to see him completely distracted by all the stars.

"They're so.." he trails off and leans forward, looking at more of them.

"Bright?" I finish off and Luke looks down at me. I smile at him and see the stars in his eyes.

"What would I do without you?" He whispers to himself.

Butterflies fill my stomach as I pull Luke onto me. We stare outside until we begin to see some orange clouds rolling in.

"Woah, is the sun rising?" Luke asks in a sleepy voice.

"Seems like it." I say and Luke looks completely awestruck.

"It's so pretty.." he mumbles.

"Like you?" I ask, resting my chin on his shoulder and turning it to the side so I'm facing him. Luke turns his head to face me and he had a genuinely happy smile stuck on his face.

"No, I'm not as pretty as--"

"Luke, shut the fuck up." I say and Luke breathes out a laugh.

"You're beautiful okay? I'd rather be up from 12am to 6am watching you instead of the sun." I say and Luke looks away.

"I don't deserve you." He answers.

"You deserve everything." I tell him and I take his hands and look down at our hands as I intertwine our hands together.

"Stop..." he trails off and I frown and look up at him. "I feel too loved.. Like there's a hundred kittens all over me."

"You deserve it Lukey, you especially deserve those hundred kittens because I want them too." I say and Luke smiles.

"You're loving me too much! What should I do for you?" He says.

"Just stay with me." I say.

"That's too easy though." He answers me.

"You're telling me that you think it's hard for me to give you compliments?" I ask and Luke squeals, gently pushing me.

"I don't deserve!" he shouts and I laugh and hug him tightly

"Why do you hate me?" I say in a baby voice, swinging him back and forth.

"I love you." He answers in a baby voice.

"I love you too." I smile and lean up and kiss him.

"We do this way too much." Luke says.

"Actually we haven't done this in ages." I say and Luke shrugs.

"I guess we just miss each other a lot." Luke says and I nod in agreement.

"I definitely miss you." I say and Luke grins.

"I miss you too baby." he says.

--
A/N: THE NEW UPDATE IS SO MESSED UP SORRY I KEEP ACCIDENTALLY PUBLISHING, ALSO THERES 3 CHAPTERS LEFT OF THIS BOOK :')

Cigarettes // cake // Sequel of MuteWhere stories live. Discover now