Despair.

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Althea's

I'm so close to being crazy, where the hell can i find jade? Ofcourse, she still didn't want to talk to me i know, pero bakit kailangan niya pang lumayo at hindi man lang nagsabi, hahayaan ko naman siya eh. If thats what she really wants, and what she needs. i can give her that time and space. As long as alam kong safe siya. sobrang nag aalala ako kung may mangyari man sakanya hindi ko mapapatawad ang sarili ko.

I woke up realizing its already the 3rd day Since jade had left batchi's house. and i still haven't heared anything from her, i know i did something wrong. Pero bakit kailangan ganito? San siya natulog nitong nakaraang dalawang gabi. At sino kasama niya? Mababaliw na ko kakaisip.

Hindi ko kaya, si batchi na ang sumundo kay miggy sa school kahapon at dun na din siya natulog. Alam ni batchi na gulong gulo na ko at ayaw ko din naman na maramdaman ni miggy yun.

Buong araw na ko nakahiga, i dont know where would i start to find jade. I couldn't function anymore, every hour of it feels like hell. It was then evening when i decided to go out and clear my head.

I got into a bar nearby, and sat on the chair by the counter, i ordered two shots of tequila. At ininom agad ng magkasunod, and i ordered another one, there were this guy trying to flirt with me from afar, he was smiling and suddenly winked at me. He's a good looking guy, but i'm not and will never be interested. So I looked away.

He then sat beside me. "Hi, i'm Carlo Ferrer. Are you alone? Can i join you?"

"Hey, i'm Althea Guevarra." I accepted his hand and pulled right away. "Look i know what are you trying to do. I'm sorry, i'm not interested. I'd like to be alone."

"Ohh. Bakit may boyfriend ka ba? Sorry, i just can't help it. Your just so beautiful."

Okay, i'm starting to get pissed off with this guy. Didn't he understood what i just said. I'm not inetrested and i'd like to be alone, i have a good idea to get this guy all turned off and go away.

"No, i don't have a boyfriend. But i have a girlfriend," his jaw dropped.

"Yeah, you heard it right. I'm not into guys, so you might just have to ask somebody else to join you. Sorry."

"Oh. I, I'm so sorry. Ahmm, yeah! I understand and by the way, i meant what i've said, your so beautiful, enjoy the rest of the night althea."

An hour later, im already at my 7th shot of tequila. someone tapped my shoulder, i got pissed again! I turned to look at who the hell is it.

"I've already told you i'm not interes..cathleen!"

"Althea. Madami ka na ata nainom?"

"Why are you here?"

"Im with my friends althea, and i saw you. bout you? Are you alone?"

"Yeah, i'm alone. All alone! Kasi gago ako! Hindi ko na kayang wala si jade!"

Lasing na ko, i know! At hilong hilo na ko. Hinawakan ako ni cathleen. Pero tinanggal ko ang mga kamay nya. Ako na ang iiwas baka ano nanaman ang mangyari, kahit pa lasing ako alam ko naman ang gingawa ko.

"No cathleen, hayaan mo na ko. Go back to your friends i can handle myself okay?"

"Okay althea."

Cathleen then left me, i took another shot and the next thing i knew i was already in the house, laying on the couch and cathleen looking at me.

"Cathleen, bakit nandito ka? I told you i can handle myself so you might just have to leave now."

"Althea, you passed out. So i drived you home. Let make take care of you first."

"Thank you cathleen, and i'm sorry but i can take care of myself, leave now. Baka bumalik si jade at maabutan ka pa dito, at ano pa ang isipin niya. Please cathleen. Leave!!"

"Okay okay althea! Chill. Im just so worried about you. I dont want seeing you like this!! Bye!"

She then left and slammed the door behind her. I didn't want to be that rude, i just thought that it will all be better if i'll avoid her.

I fell asleep again, i then woke up when my phone ranged.

"Tsong nasan kana?! Nagagalit na yung client natin. Nahatid ko na si miggy sa school. Pumunta ka na dito please lang!"

"Sorry batchi, i'll be there in a bit. I'm really sorry."

I realized that is already 11am. And i have a meeting with a big client at 10am. I'm late. I then got up and got ready, ang sakit sakit ng ulo ko.

The meeting went great, i got the client satisfied with all of my ideas and proposal for her big event.

"Tsong, Ayusin mo ang sarili mo. Buti nalang nakalusot tayo sa client na yun. Nag aalala na kami sayo nila miggy, halatang depressed ka."

I feel guilty, tama si batchi, i have to fix myself. Siguro talagang kailangan lang ni jade ng time at space. Ang hirap pero kailangan ko tanggapin at ibigay sakanya yun.

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