Lost Memories

Changes.

- As promised! Here's the final chapter! Hope you guys enjoy, and later i'll publish my next story hope you guys support it too! Thank you so much!

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Jade's

Dissapointed once again. I didn't know what else to do, i tried to understand but i just couldn't take it anymore. We have planned to have dinner with miggy, well because she promised to have time for us tonight. And i'm so excited for that, i cooked her favorites, pero nagutom na kami ni miggy kakahintay, at nagdecide nalang kami na mauna na.

lately she had been so busy. Madalas maaga siya aalis tapos gabi na uuwi. We hardly eat together or even talk anymore like before, it felt different. Paguwi niya pagod na siya matutulog nalang, pinilit ko nalang i-distract ang sarili ko sa bahay, its been 2 years after we got married and had our honeymoon in europe, which mom and dada gave us as a wedding gift. we then took time to travel different places, like singapore, indonesia, malaysia, japan, and a lot more, some of our trips is with miggy, but because of school he wasn't able to join all of it.

I've let sally took over the foundation, i decided to not come to work everyday, but i promised to visit once or twice a week, for me to have much more time with althea and miggy, i wanted to take care of them myself.

But then althea became so busy, her business grew and became famous, a lot of big names from different industries wanted to work with her, she has 3 or more clients per week, i was happy for her, because as she said its for me and miggy. Nagiging magastos na din ang pagaaral ni miggy, high school na din, so thankful ako kay althea na naiibigay niya lahat ng pangangailangan ni miggy, at syempre sakin din. Although i have my own allowance from mom and dada, it was actually from my shares in the company, hindi niya hinahayaan na gumastos pa ko, siya lahat nagpoprovide. But i insisted, na hatiin namin ang bills at gastusin sa bahay, kasi ayoko naman i-asa lahat sakanya. And wala naman akong ibang pagkakagastusan. So kahit ayaw niya wala pa din siya nagawa dun.

hindi ko na lang talaga bigla maintindahan, na umabot na sa ganito na, she couldn't even find time for me and miggy, kaya nga ako nag li-low sa work, to spend more time with her, pero ayoko naman isumbat sakanya yung ginawa ko,  because it was my own choice. Kaya hinayaan ko nalang siya until today, i couldn't handle it anymore. I was so pissed, it got in my nerves already. I couldn't even remember when was the last time we had our usual late night conversations, when was the last time we bath together or when was the last time we made love. I don't want to think that we are slowly drifting apart, i couldn't take that, it kills my heart with just the thought of it.

And so tonight, i thought of leaving her, not for good though, i just wanted to give her enough space for her to realize my worth again, for her to think what's more important her business or her family.

I was packing my things when althea came, it was already 11pm.

"Love? Ano to?" She asked as she saw what i am doing.

"Ayoko na althea! Napapagod na ko kakahintay sayo!" I bursted out in irritation.

"Jade wait nga lang. Lablab ano ba! Magusap muna tayo." I was about to leave the room when she grabbed my arm.

"Lagi ka nalang hindi tumutupad sa usapan! Ilang beses mo pa ba kami papangakuan ng dinner? Ng oras na kasama ka? Tapos hindi mo tutuparin? Ilang gabi ka pang uuwi ng ganito ka-late ha althea? Tell me!"

"Jade i'm sorry, we had an emergency meeting for an event, i couldn't leave them all just that."

Tears suddenly fell from my eyes.

"I know althea! Lagi naman may dahilan eh, at naiintindihan ko naman, pero sobra kana! Alam kong importante lahat yun sayo! Pero pano naman ako? Kami ni miggy? Ni hindi na tayo naguusap! Ni hindi na kita nakakasabay magkape o kumain man lang!"