Chapter 4
My heart was racing. My first thought was: there is a stranger here probably going to kill me. This was it. I'm dead. The hand was cold and it rested on my stomach. I didn't have much cloths on. I didn't wear a bra, but I did manage to wear some underwear. My shirt was huge. It was one of Cas and it went below my knees. But who ever was behind me had slide his hand and arm under that. I held my breath in fear.
"I missed you." The other said and I knew the voice. My heart stopped. Cas? It was low and raspy like always. I quickly moved to face him. The shirt twisted around my body and my eyes dilated as I looked at the face I loved. I was too shocked to say anything. He was back. Unless this was just a dream... and I was officially insane.
Instead of talking I cupped his face to make sure he was real. Sure enough he was. I connected our lips only a second later and kissed him hard. I had been about a year with out feeling those lips, I needed it. I heard him chuckle which seemed a little odd. But I just smiled against his lips. I pulled back and my hand ran through his hair.
"I-I missed you too..." my voice choked in my throat as I felt tears rush to my eyes. He smiled at me and kissed my head as his arms wrapped around me. He pulled our chest together and he smirked as I realized he knew I wasn't really dressed. He pulled us closer together and our bodies lined up. He began to kiss me again, we hadn't really made out much, but I was going to enjoy it. I kissed back as I felt his tongue snake inside my mouth. The new feeling was amazing and we went back and forth for a moment. I pulled back to breath.
"I love you." I hadn't said those words in forever.
He smiled and rubbed my back. "You look so tired baby, you should sleep."
I didn't even stop to think about how ugly I probably looked. Bags under my eyes and probably bad breath. I knew he wouldn't care though Cas loved me no matter what.
I only turned and put my back to his front as his arm wrapped around me again. I shivered a little... he was so cold. He must have been outside a lot.
"You'll be here when I wake up right?" I asked. And if we wasnt I would cry my eyes out. I felt his hand run across my stomach softly as if feeling my body for the first time.
"Of course I will dear." He seemed to say that with a light accent and I giggled. It was cute, but just weird. I nodded and closed my eyes.
It took me a half second to fall asleep. Knowing I was in Cas arms put me at ease. And tomorrow after I wasn't so tired, we could do anything and everything. I wasn't going to let Cas go for a while. I needed time with him.I'm not sure how much time passed, but I was awoken.
I felt my chest being played with. My left tit was being groped. My heart raced. I hadn't really felt this before and I will admit I kinda liked it. I moved though and wormed.
"Cas...." I pulled his hand down from my boob. I thought maybe Cas wanted sex or something... honestly I wasn't sure. But I was to tired and not in the mood at the moment.
"Ah, come on...." his voice was raised, it happen every once and a while. He chuckled again and moved his hand lower, his long fingers under the brim of my green panties. My eyes opened as he cupped my crotch. I wasn't prepared for this at all. I wormed and pulled his hand out again. This wasn't the time to do this. I was tired and I wanted real love and cuddle. I didn't want sex. I just got Cas back I wanted to rebond. Him being gone so long I felt like I had lost apart of him.
"Castiel what's gotten into you." I snapped at him when I shouldn't off. I turned to face him. Maybe he had changed while he was gone and he wanted sex. I mean it can happen... but I was so tired my body couldn't handle that.
I turned and cupped his face kissing those huge lips. "Baby please, not right now. Maybe tomorrow okay?" I offered. If he wanted it, I would give it to him, but being so drained for so long, I just needed a couple more hours to rest.
My eyes stayed open looking at him. His arms snaked around me again and I thought he was going to let me sleep. I went into a false sense of security and closed my eyes. I felt his hands move lower and tighten around me. I sqirmed and couldn't breath. I felt a swift motion as Cas moved me onto my back and he moved on top on my waist pinning me. He straddled me and I had no idea what he was doing. My breath hitched as his weight laid over me. He grabbed my hands pinning then above my head. His face came lower to mine. I was kinda scared. But this was Cas. Maybe... he was secretly kinky or something. But he smirked and licked his lips.
"We're going to do this my way." He said as I looked at those beautiful blue eyes, but they slowly blinked then reopened and all I saw was black.
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Angel to Demon
Fanfictionmain character (goes unnamed.can be you if you wish).she has a relationship with Castiel. it all fluffy with them. no sex because Cas is Asexual. however after Cas leaves for over a year leaving the woman alone and depressed things change.