Angel to Demon

relief chapter

Chapter 7.

After he was done with me he just left me there. I couldn't move. I was sure I had a broken bones, although I was probably exaggerating to myself. But I lifted my head slowly and looked at my body that was turned blue and black. I wasn't crying. There was too much pain to cry. He locked the front door and then walked back to a different bedroom, perhaps my studies. I wasnt sure. But I couldn't move. My stomach growled and I groaned. I had been, raped, beat, and starved. My life was stupid. I laid there naked as I was able to lift my hand ever so slightly. I began to pray again and beg the Angel I love to come to me. I needed him. But I had no response and no one came.

My eyes were out of tears but they remanded puffy and red. I was able to get up by using the couch. I tried to walk but fell to my knees. So I crawled to the kitchen and got some crackers. I sat there eating in the kitchen. I wasn't sure if that thing would actually let me eat so I ate all I could now. I crawled my way to the bedroom and locked it. It probably wouldn't do any good but I felt better about it.

I quickly put on some cloths. Just a large T-shirt because a bra hurt my bruises on my chest. I slide on panties and then crawled into bed. Rest. Time for rest.

I quickly laid my head down as I closed my eyes rather painfully. It took two seconds and I was out. However it felt like a second when I woke up again. I saw it was completely dark out side. Many hours had past and I was refreshed but not ready for anything that was to come.

I sat up and turned to stretch my back. I groaned because it hurt. Then I heard a chuckle and my eyes snapped open again to see Misha.

I didn't say anything but gave him a straight stare and hope I was dreaming. But in a second he flashed me a smile. My heart melted as he looked so much like Cas. He got up and walked to me, he ran a hand through my hair but stopped when I pulled away.

"Baby I'm sorry this is happening to you." That voice was Cas, I would recognize it anywhere.

I moved to face him. Was this Cas? My eyes began to water. I couldn't even talk as he cupped my face and pulled me into a kiss. I melted away.

"Cas is that really you? Are you really here?" My voice cracked. I was afraid it was the demon just playing a cruel joke on me.

"Sort of, its a dream, and its hard to come to you like this." He said and I was confused but went with it. "Im sorry this is happening to you, but there is nothing I can do at this moment."

My heart dropped, this was a dream, I probably made it up, but Cas lips had felt real on mine. I was at a loss. Probably some weird Angel power. He pulled me into his arms, I sat on his lap as he held me and kissed my head.

I didn't know what to say because this all felt real, but it was a dream. "Your here Cas... please take me away..." I began to cry in his chest and hold on to him. I didn't want him to leave, I needed him.

"I can not. Worse things are to come I am sorry. I'll be back... I promise." He said that and his voice wavered. I felt like he was lying to me, but I hoped with all my heart that was the truth.

"Dont leave please, I can't be hurt any more just look." I rose my shirt exposing my stomach and all the marks on it. He ran his hand over my stomach and closed his eyes.

He used some of his grace and healed my wounds. My whole body felt better. I could breath without it hurting my chest. I looked at him with tear filled eyes. He gave me that look. It always silenced me. He had to go, I knew that. I kissed him softly again and hugged him. He wrapped his arms around me and held me for about a minute longer. I cried soft into him. I loved him so much. He laid me back down and kissed my forehead.

"I love you, and that's my fault, there is so much you don't know, and that's also my fault too. But you stay strong, and I'll be back." He ran a hand through my hair. I went to open my mouth to speak. But he was already gone.
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I closed my eyes slowly and let just one more tear fall from my eye before waking up

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