Feathers of Desire [The Desire Series]

Chapter 19) Those three words...

I cant believe i just said that to Jeremy, Those three words could change my life for good or for bad, either way i would be losing someone. Whether thats Jake or Jeremy i dont know. Yet again I say things which could affect me.

Those Three words...

I hate you? F**k off Jeremy?

No I didnt say any of those three words... I wish i had off said one of those three words, but i didnt, the vomit released itself.

I loved Jeremy, now i love Jake... Jake! I havnt seen him for ages, it was yesterday when he told me he was infertile, Poor Jake, I wish he was the father! Will he be dissapointed in what i just said? Or will he be happy? I honestly dont know?! I should go find Jake, But i cant just leave Jeremy after I said that to him.

At this moment in time hes just stairing at me with his jaw wide open, shocked at what I had just said to him, Im 100% sure he did not think i would say that to him, Well lets face it, it was a shock to both of us. I can see the tears appearing from his eyes, and stray tears rolling down his face.

Now thinking about it i dont regret those three words... they needed to be said and im going through with it and no one can stop me. Jeremy opened his mouth to say something and then closed it again.

"Hmm.. what shall we do about it then?" Jeremy questioned, his adams apple moving in his throat rapidly, he was so nervous i could see the uneasy beads of sweat on his forehead and on the upper part of his chest.

"Well, Jeremy im going to do something about it, Remember I never go back on my word!" I growled at him.

"When? Wh-wh-When are we going to do something about it?" Jeremy was nervous, I couldnt help but smirk at his face right now.

"Now!" I screamed.

I ran up the stairs, and into the kitchen....

**Jeremy's POV**

She said those three words, those three words i thought she would never say.. I know im being an idiot I did suggest this, but i didnt think she would go through with it. She just disapeared upstairs, I could hear rustling upstairs, draws opening and closing. Im nervous right now, what she said is going to change our lives, deffinatly mine.

I can hear Kara muttering to herself upstairs, Im going to be sick, there it is again, another load of vomit on the cold hard floor.

I can hear her foot steps getting closer and then she came around the corner on of her hands holding the keys to my cell and the other hand behind her back, he had a smirk on her face, a blood curdeling smile.

"Wha-wh-what you got there behind your back Kara?" I asked scared

"The keys to your cell Jeremy!" she laughed.

She placed the key into the door and the door clicked open, no longer were the bars seperating us. I backed away from here until i slipped on my sick and fell to the ground with a loud thud, my head bleeding, i couldnt move, i felt like i was paralysed to that spot. Kara came towards me and started to laugh.

"You know what you think im this weak child, that you can bully but since you came out with your secret and told me you killed my father, I will do anything to protect my baby! I dont go back on my word or my three words should i say i mean it , Jeremy GO KILL YOURSELF, or actually let me do it!"

She pulled her arm from behind her back and in her hand was a large SLIVER Kitchen Knife. I know why she picked the silver one because silver automatically kills a wolf.

I deserve this... But those three words keep playing in my head... GO KILL YOURSELF

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