Feathers of Desire [The Desire Series]

Chapter 26) Its time...

Sadly I have to wake up, Its been a whole day that Ive been in bed, Jake and the pack came in a few hours after I found out about Hope, I mean Mum.

Mum...

The definition of Mother is -  To give birth to; create and produce and to watch over, nourish, and protect maternally.

My Mum didnt do anything like that, She only gave birth to me and then left me with my Daddy, How I wish that my Dad was here with me now, To hug me so sightly and let me cry into his chest. I can do this with Jake of course but our love is defiantly extremely different when we compare me and my dads love.

I told Jake what happened as soon as he got home and I told him to leave and he did knowing I needed some alone time.

I was brought out of my train of thought when my phone began to vibrate with a blocked number..

"Kara: How are you? and why is your number blocked?

UNKNOWN: Its Jamie?

Kara: Who the hell is Jamie?

Jamie: Im Hope's fiance?

He asked unsure.

Kara: What do you want?!

Jamie: Hope's gone into labour and she wants you to put all your differences aside and be there for your step brother or sisters birth.

Kara: Jamie I cant..

Jamie: Kara please you cant miss this opportunity, your sister or brother haven't done anything wrong, have they?

Kara: Ok, Ill be there soon.."

I said shutting my phone and shoving on my maternity pants and hoodie, I slapped on a bit of makeup and put my hair into a messy pony tail and put my supra's on (The cool thing about these supra's are they have wings on) [A/N LOOK AT THE SUPRAS ON YOUR RIGHT]

I ran down stairs and grabbed Jake's keys off of the rack and ran to his car being careful not to fall over from the rain.

I put the car in the ignition and the car roared to life, I put my foot on the accelerator button, I could miss my own brother or sisters birth, Like Jamie said we have to put our differences aside for just now.

I got to the hospital and stepped in an ankle deep puddle, Just great?! But I pushed the wetness to the back of my head and ran towards the entrance, Nearlly ramming into a woman holding grapes and flowers, She cussed at me and mumbled something like "She probably doesnt know who the father is!" So I put my middle finger up to her and ran inside of the hospital. 

I ran upto the reception and skidded across the floor, I stood there and the receptionist looked up at me and back at her phone...How rude!

"Excuse me... Can you I find out where a Hope umm Hop-"

"Hope?" She said looking at me like an Idiot.

I am an idiot, I dont even know what my mums second name is because I know she didntmarry my Dad.

"Um.. Hope she's in labour, Husband Jamie?" I asked.

"Oh ok I know who you mean..." She said looking back to her phone, Which flashed to life showing her wallpaper, WOW NAKED MAN ALERT?!

"Ok can you give me the um- um floor and number?" I asked still shocked by her wallpaper.

"Can you stop staring at my Boyfriend, You know hes kinda showing his whole body on there and I dont like girls looking down there except me!"

"Dont worry... whats your name oh yeah Bimbo I wouldnt touch that herpie freak with a barge pool, So can you give me the floor and the room number please?" I hissed.

"Eugh.... Floor 7, Room 12b.. and by the way at least Im not pregnant!" She laughed.

"Thank you for your help, and um at least I wont die of a STD.." I laughed walking away.

I know I was harsh but she really pi**ed me off! 

I ran to the elevator and pressed the button, The doors opened and I pressed floor 7, I saw the buttons light up as we got past another floor.... 2....3....4....5....STOP.... 

A man got in the elevator holding two cups of coffee and gave me a big grin...WEIRD?!

"Wow you look just like your mother!" He laughed.

"Excuse Me?" I said.

"Oooh sorry Im Jamie, Good timing haay?" He laughed.

Aww he seemed really nice... 

"Yeah I suppose it is, How's Hope um I mean Mum?" I asked that's the first time Ive called her Mum and it felt like a weight was lifted off of my shoulder.

"She's good, She's nearly 8cm dilated!" He said excited.

"What does that mean?" I asked.

"Well when she's 8cm's she can start pushing.." He said smiling from ear to ear.

"Ohh cool!" I said smiling for the first time in ages.

The doors opened and ping noise was sounded as the women from the elevator speakers said "Floor 7"

We started to walk towards the birth clinic wards, I could hear screaming and new born babies crying, I was excited about giving birth but scared at the same time...

ROOM 10 A....B.....C.....D.....ROOM 11 A....B.....C.....D.....ROOM 12 A....B.....C

I opened the door and saw Hop- I mean Mum sitting on the bed with a sweaty face and hair stuck to her face, She saw me and smiled and started crying.

"Baby, Your here!" She smiled whilst saying.

"Yeah, Um to see the birth..." I smiled weakly back.

I know everything has happened but at the end of the day she gave birth to me and I love her..

"Ok, Sorry if you see a bit too much off me right now but Ive gotta prop my legs of thesestirrup things to make the contractions come easily... Nearly at 8cm Jamie!" She said looking towards Jamie.

I went and sat in the seat next to her so I wasn't at the end of the bed and so that I didntmake her self conscious. Hope screamed and Jamie ran to her side holding her hand, Hope screamed again but reached out towards me with her other hand, I grasped it and held her hand for the first time in my life.

The nurse came running in and told Hope it was time to push..

Time to bring another child into this mucked up world.

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