Feathers of Desire [The Desire Series]

Chapter 21) Abortion? Try IVF?

The people restrained me while Jake murmured calming things into my ears. I let myself fade out of the room while the tribal doctor came and helped Jeremy out of the room. Everyone began easing their way out of the room and keeping as far away from me as possible. They acted as if I had gone crazy in the past couple of minutes. His body heat was calming me and I knew that if I didn't calm down then my baby would have serious problems.

Jake cupped my face between his hands and stared into my eyes. Slowly he leaned down and I stood on my toes to meet him half way. Our lips came together in light kiss. A kiss that I felt all the way to my toes, like an electric charge.

"Just be calm Sweetie, Everything is going to be fine" He whispered whilst rubbing circles onto my bloated stomach.

"How am I meant to be calm Jakey, when i just found out you arnt the babys father, I dont want Jeremy to be its father i want you and only you!" I sobbed into Jakes chest.

I could feel tear drops falling onto my forehead, I looked up and saw that Jake was crying too. I stared into his eyes, I saw Pain, Anger, Dispear and Lust.

"Sweetie, I wish i was the father i really do, and ill act as a father to the baby. I know your angry with Jeremy and i want to kill him to b-but you d-d-dont want to-to sink to his level."

It broke my heart to stand here and see him cry and stutter his words, Jake will be a father, even if it isnt to his baby.

"I know Jake, I just think that maybe i should abort the baby? And we could try to have a baby i hear that you can do this IVF thing were its in a test tu-"

"You dont understand do you? I cant have children even if we tried this IV whatever there a low percente of chance your going to be pregnant with my baby, Im so sorry Karz, I really really am" He interupted.

"No, We'll try it, we will try the IVF and it WILL work Jake, It will!" I screamed and sobbed into his chest.

"You know you could never kill this baby..." He whisperd into my hair placing small kisses across my head.

He was right, Could I really kill the baby after everything weve been through?

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